CHAPTER THIRTEEN
Ekaterin sat in the midmorning sun at the table in her aunt's back garden, and tried to rank the list of short-term jobs she'd pulled off the comconsole by location and pay. Nothing close by seemed to have anything to do with botany. Her stylus wandered to the margin of the flimsy and doodled yet another idea for a pretty butter bug, then went on to sketch a revision for her aunt's garden involving the use of more raised beds for easy maintenance. The very early stages of congestive heart failure which had been slowing Aunt Vorthys down were due to be cured this fall when she received her scheduled transplant; on the other hand, she would likely return thereafter to her full teaching load. A container-garden of all native Barrayaran species . . . no. Ekaterin returned her attention firmly to the job list.
Aunt Vorthys had been bustling in and out of the house; Ekaterin therefore didn't look up till her aunt said, in a decidedly odd tone, 'Ekaterin, you have a visitor.'
Ekaterin glanced up, and stifled a flinch of shock. Captain Simon Illyan stood at her aunt's elbow. All right, so, she'd sat next to him through practically a whole dinner, but that had been at Vorkosigan House, where anything seemed possible. Towering legends weren't supposed to rise up and stand casually in one's own garden in the broad morning as though some passing person—probably Miles—had dropped a dragon's tooth in the grass.
Not that Captain Illyan
'Won't . . . you sit down?' Ekaterin managed, sinking back.
'Thank you.' He pulled out a chair and seated himself a little stiffly, as if not altogether comfortable. Maybe he bore old scars like Miles's. 'I wondered if I might have a private word with you. Madame Vorthys seems to think it would be all right.'
Her aunt's nod confirmed this. 'But Ekaterin, dear, I was just about to leave for class. Do you wish me to stay a little?'
'That won't be necessary,' Ekaterin said faintly. 'What's Nikki up to?'
'Playing on my comconsole, just at present.'
'That's fine.'
Aunt Vorthys nodded, and went back into the house.
Illyan cleared his throat, and began, 'I've no wish to intrude on your privacy or time, Madame Vorsoisson, but I did want to apologize to you for embarrassing you the other night. I feel much at fault, and I'm very much afraid I might have . . . done some damage I didn't intend.'
She frowned suspiciously, and her right hand fingered the braid on the left edge of her bolero. 'Did Miles send you?'
'Ah . . . no. I'm an ambassador entirely without portfolio. This is on my own recognizance. If I hadn't made that foolish remark . . . I did not altogether understand the delicacy of the situation.'
Ekaterin sighed bitter agreement. 'I think you and I must have been the only two people in the room so poorly informed.'
'I was afraid I'd been told and forgotten, but it appears I just wasn't on the need-to-know list. I'm not quite used to that yet.' A tinge of anxiety flickered in his eyes, giving lie to his smile.
'It was not your fault at all, sir. Somebody . . . overshot his own calculations.'
'Hm.' Illyan's lips twisted in sympathy with her expression. He traced a finger over the tabletop in a crosshatch pattern. 'You know—speaking of ambassadors—I began by thinking I ought to come to you and put in a good word for Miles in the romance department. I figured I owed it to him, for having put my foot down in the middle of things that way. But the more I thought about it, the more I realized I have truly no idea what kind of a husband he would make. I hardly dare recommend him to you. He was a terrible subordinate.'
Her brows flew up in surprise. 'I'd thought his ImpSec career was successful.'
Illyan shrugged. 'His ImpSec
'Yes . . .'
'Don't ever try that with Miles. Just . . . don't.'
She tried to rub the involuntary smile from her lips, and failed. His answering smile seemed to lighten his eyes.
'I will say,' he went on more confidently, 'I've never found him a slow learner. If you were to give him a second chance, well . . . he might surprise you.'
'Pleasantly?' she asked dryly.
It was his turn to fail to suppress a smile. 'Not necessarily.' He looked away from her again, and his smile faded from wry to pensive. 'I've had many subordinates over the years who've turned in impeccable careers. Perfection takes no risks with itself, you see. Miles was many things, but never perfect. It was a privilege and a terror to command him, and I'm thankful and amazed we both got out alive. Ultimately . . . his career ran aground in disaster. But before it ended, he changed worlds.'
She didn't think Illyan meant that for a figure of speech. He glanced back at her, and made a little palm-open motion with his hands in his lap, as if apologizing for having once held worlds there.
'Do you take him for a great man?' Ekaterin asked Illyan seriously.
'I think he is a great man . . . in an entirely different way than his father and grandfather. Though I've often been afraid he'd break his heart trying to be them.'
Illyan's words reminded her strangely of her Uncle Vorthys's evaluation of Miles, back when they'd first met on Komarr. So if a genius thought Miles was a genius, and a great man thought he was a great man . . . maybe she ought to get him vetted by a
Voices carried faintly from the house through the open windows into the back garden, too muffled to make out the words. One was a low-pitched male rumble. The other was Nikki's. It didn't sound like the comconsole or the vid. Was Uncle Vorthys home already? Ekaterin had thought he would be out till dinnertime.
'I will say,' Illyan went on, waving a thoughtful finger in the air, 'he did always have the most remarkable knack for picking personnel. Either picking or making; I was never quite sure which. If he said someone was the person for the job, they proved to be so. One way or another. If he thinks you'd be a fine Lady Vorkosigan, he's undoubtedly right. Although,' his tone grew slightly morose, 'if you do throw in your lot with him, I can personally guarantee you'll never be in control of what happens next again. Not that one ever is, really.'