end of the time of Isolation, mostly in the last thirty years. Designed around newer methods of transportation than horse carts, it was spread out like a city on any other developed galactic world, accented by a few sky-piercing towers gleaming in the morning sun. Still only morning? It seemed a century since dawn. This hospital was indistinguishable from a similar modest one on, say, Escobar. The Count’s official residence here was one of the few entirely modern villas in the Vorkosigans’ household inventory. The Countess claimed to like it, yet they used it only when in Hassadar on District business; more of a hotel than a home. Curious.
The shadows of Hassadar’s towers had shortened toward noon before the Countess returned to collect them. Mark searched her face anxiously as she entered. Her steps were slow, her eyes tired and strained, but her mouth was not distorted with grief. He knew the Count still lived even before she spoke.
She embraced Elena and nodded to Mark. “Aral is stabilized. They’re going to transfer him to the Imperial Military Hospital in Vorbarr Sultana. His heart is badly damaged. Our man says a transplant or a mechanical is definitely indicated.”
“Where were you earlier this morning?” Mark asked her.
“ImpSec Headquarters.” That was logical. She eyed him. “We divided up the work load. It didn’t take the both of us to ride the tight-beam decoding room. Aral did tell you the news, didn’t he? He swore to me he would.”
“Yes, just before he collapsed.”
“What were you doing?”
Slightly better than the usual,
“Stress, breakfast, running up hills,” the Countess mused. “He set the pace, I’ll bet.”
“Militarily,” Mark confirmed.
“Ha,” she said darkly.
“Was it an occlusion?” asked Elena. “That’s what it looked like.”
“No. That’s why this took me so by surprise. I knew his arteries were clean—he takes a medication for that, or his awful diet would have killed him years ago. It was an arterial aneurism, within the heart muscle. Burst blood vessel.”
“Stress, eh?” said Mark, dry-mouthed. “Was his blood pressure up?”
Her eyes narrowed. “Yes, considerably, but the vessel was weakened. It would have happened sometime soon anyway.”
“Was there … any more word come in from ImpSec?” he asked timidly. “While you were there.”
“No.” She paced to the window, and stared unseeing at the web and towers of Hassadar. Mark followed her. “Finding the cryo-chamber that way … was pretty shattering to our hopes. At least it finally goaded Aral into trying to connect with you.” Pause. “Did he?”
“No … I don’t know. He took me around, showed me things. He tried. He was trying so hard, it hurt to watch.” It hurt still, a knotted ache somewhere behind his solar plexus. The soul dwelt there, according to somebody-or-other’s mythology.
“Did it,” she breathed.
It was all too much. The window was safely shatterproof, but his hand was not; his soul-driven fist bunched, drew back, and struck.
The Countess caught it with a quick open hand; his self-directed violence smacked into her palm and was deflected.
“Save that,” she advised him coolly.
Chapter Sixteen
A large mirror in a hand-carved frame hung on the wall of the antechamber to the library. Mark, nervous, detoured to stand in front of it for one last check before his inspection by the Countess.
The brown and silver Vorkosigan cadet’s uniform did little to conceal the shape of his body, old distortions or new, though when he stood up very straight he fancied it lent him a certain blunt blockiness. Unfortunately, when he slumped, so did the tunic. It fit well, which was ominous, as when it had been delivered eight weeks ago it had been a little loose. Had some ImpSec analyst calculated his weight gain against this date? He wouldn’t put it past them.
Only eight weeks ago? It felt like he’d been a prisoner here forever. A gently held prisoner, true, like one of those ancient officers who, upon giving their oath of parole, were allowed the run of the fortress. Though no one had demanded his word on anything. Perhaps his word had no currency. He abandoned his repellent reflection and trudged on into the library.
The Countess was seated on the silk sofa, careful of her long dress, which was a high-necked thing in cloud-soft beige netted with ornate copper and silver embroidery which echoed the color of her hair, done up in loops on the back of her head. Not a speck of black or gray or anything that could suggest anticipation of mourning anywhere: almost arrogantly elegant.
“You look well,” she said approvingly.
“So do you,” he replied, and then, because it seemed too familiar, added, “ma’am.”
Her brow quirked at the addition, but she made no comment. He paced to a nearby chair but, too keyed-up to sit, only leaned on its back. He suppressed a tendency for his right boot to tap on the marble floor. “So how do you think they’re going to take this tonight? Your Vor friends.”
“Well, you will certainly rivet their attention,” she sighed. “You can count on it.” She lifted a small brown silk bag with the Vorkosigan logo embroidered in silver on it, and handed it across to Mark. It clinked interestingly from the heavy gold coins it held. “When you present this to Gregor in the taxation ceremony tonight as proxy for Aral, it will serve formal notice to all that we claim you as a legitimate son—and that you accept that claim. Step One. Many others to follow.”
And at the end of that path—the countship? Mark frowned deeply.
“Whatever your own feelings—whatever the final outcome of the present crisis—don’t let them see you shake,” the Countess advised. “It’s all in the mind, this Vor system. Conviction is contagious. So is doubt.”
“You consider the Vor system an illusion?” Mark asked.
“I used to. Now I would call it a creation, which, like any living thing, must be continually re-created. I’ve seen the Barrayaran system be awkward, beautiful, corrupt, stupid, honorable, frustrating, insane and breathtaking. Its gets most of the work of government done most of the time, which is about average for any system.”
“So … do you approve of it, or not?” he asked, puzzled.
“I’m not sure my approval matters. The Imperium is like a very large and disjointed symphony, composed by a committee. Over a three-hundred year period. Played by a gang of amateur volunteers. It has enormous inertia, and is fundamentally fragile. It is neither unchanging nor unchangeable. It can crush you like a blind elephant.”
“What a heartening thought.”
She smiled. “We aren’t plunging you into total strangeness, tonight. Ivan and your Aunt Alys will be there, and young Lord and Lady Vortala. And the others you’ve met here in the past few weeks.”
Fruit of the excruciating private dinner parties. From before the Count’s collapse, there had been a select parade of visitors to Vorkosigan House to meet him. Countess Cordelia had determinedly continued the process despite the week-old medical crisis, in preparation for this night.
“I expect everyone will be trolling for inside information on Aral’s condition,” she added.
“What should I tell ’em?”
“Flat truth is always easiest to keep track of. Aral is at ImpMil awaiting a heart to be grown for transplant, and being a very bad patient. His physician is threatening alternately to tie him to his bed or resign if he doesn’t behave. You don’t need to go into all the medical details.”
Details that would reveal just how badly damaged the Prime Minister was. Quite. ”… What if they ask me
