"Maybe afterwards we can, Right now I'm hard as fuck and I need you badly." Robert groaned and Chloe sighed, shaking her head.
"Please, Robert? I need someone to talk to and-"
"God, You're gonna make me soft if you keep talking." Robert spoke, giving Chloe cold eyes as she bit the inside of her cheek, sighing as she begin to rid herself from her clothes. She just wanted Robert to listen to her problems for once, but he didn't want to and that made her upset to an extent.
And as she laid in his bed flat on her stomach while he fucked her from behind, she bit on her lip to prevent herself from crying out. Tears drops fell from her eyes, every single drop of tears being from every single problem she had going on in her life. Her mom was somewhere out in the world doing god knows what, Her fucking bastard of a shit dad was nowhere to be found, Her seemingly almost relationships with Daniel and Ethan were completely destroyed, and Robert her therapist was fucking her over. She could only wish now that she had jumped off the building when she met Ethan, she should have, it would've been better than living this shit life.
And as Robert pulled out of her, his come landing onto all of her back, he gave a quick pat to her ass walked to his dresser for some clean boxers. He figured that he would make Chloe leave now so that he could have some time to himself to relax and take a nice hot shower. Chloe felt completely disgusted with herself, wiping her back onto the sheets of the bed as she climbed into the blankets and asked Robert if he could lay down with her just this once. Robert sighed, not wanting to but did anyway as he climbed into the bed right next to her.
"How much do you love me?"
Their nude bodies were pressed together, the sound of their heavy breathing was the only audible sound in the room as they laid in the own comfort of his mattress. Underneath the thin dull sheet, his hand drew circles onto her back, long fingers softly caressing her skin as her eyes flutter with each movement.
"More than you'll ever know."
He always told her he loved her, but she knew better than to believe that. He was in love with her body, and the fact that he could take advantage of her without getting a consequence.
He was supposed to help her get better. He wasn't to mistreat her and use her for intimate purposes.
He's a sinner.
However, she was one too simply because she let him do this to her.
"I hope one day you'll love me for me and not for my body," Chloe sadly mumbled, confessing to him. Robert could only withdraw his hand as he stared at her in remorse. He had thought that Chloe was always clueless, thinking that he truly loved her like a companion. He thought wrong and for that, he finally felt sorry for the poor girl.
"One day you will be loved, not just for your body, but for you. That day will come soon and I bet the guy will be head over heels for you," Robert gave her a small smile.
Chloe sighed, turning away from him as he indirectly confessed out loud that it was true, that he had only loved her body and not her soul and mind.
A loud knock sounded at the bottom of the staircase, the front door banging with such urgency and loudness making Robert jump out from the bed. He assumed it was his wife and asked Chloe to stay put into the bedroom while he got rid of whoever was downstairs.
Chloe stayed still under the blankets, wiping tiredly at her eyes that were smudged with eye liner, sighing to herself and thinking about how fucked her life was. She had wished she were lying in bed with Ethan at the moment, discussing the most random things like they always did- whether it was Zombie Apocalypse's or his strange collection of plush penguins- She wanted to be with him and him only, realizing that she was wanting to be loved by the wrong person this whole time. She now made it the idea that she wanted to be loved by Ethan- not Robert.
She looked at the bedroom door, about to tell Robert that it was best if she left until she saw the face of a blonde sad women who looked like she was going to cry just seeing Chloe in Robert's bed.
"Laura?"
Chapter 21
Chloe sighed, pushing her hair out of her face as tears streaked down her porcelain cheeks.
She was waiting for Ethan to show up and meet her at the park like he said he would, only it has already been an hour and he hadn't showed up.
For a second there, Chloe had thought Ethan actually hated her now, that he didn't get want anything to do with her just because of some stupid mistakes she has made in her life.
But then he showed up.
Ethan showed up with a single rose in his hand, his eyes nervously looking down upon Chloe who sat on the grass, softly crying her heart away.
Today had completely wrecked her. With Robert gone and new perspectives on Laura, she had felt that she owed Ethan the truth, for that was only way he would ever stand to be around her.
Ethan sat down beside her, no words being exchanged as he handed her the rose and began picking at the shards of green grass.
"Thanks for the flower." Chloe quietly spoke and Ethan only nodded.
"So, you wanted to meet here because?"
"Because I needed to talk to you. Look, Ethan, everything that I'm about to tell you, I just want you to know that it was all a mistake- a very stupid mistake- and I hate myself for it. I hate myself for it all."
