“Oh fuck, Mia. You’ll make me come too fast.”
“We have all the time in the world,” she said as she jacked my dick with her hand.
“Let’s use it,” I said, pulling her up to me, and guiding her to the bed. “I want to spend every fucking minute touching you.” We finished disrobing and I lay over her lush body, feeling its heat against mine.
“Tell me again, Nick,” she said, as I looked down into her beautiful blue eyes.
I took her hands, holding them palm to palm over her head. “I love you.”
She bit her lower lip as she smiled. “I love you too. I was wrong to leave four—”
I kissed her hard to stop her words. “Let’s only look forward baby, okay?”
She nodded. “Just one thing though.”
“What?”
“I love you more now than before. I didn’t think it was possible, but I do.”
I grinned. “Good to know.”
“One more thing.”
I quirked a brow. “I thought we were going to consummate our love.”
“We are, just … you need to know that you are more important than a job. Not that I want to be subservient, but—”
I kissed her again. “I understand, and I can’t tell you how good that makes me feel. It’s the same for me, baby. Now, can we make love?”
“Yes.” She wrapped her legs around my hips. “Hard and fast, Nick. Lose control. I love it when you do that.”
Jesus, I was seeing stars already. “Whatever you want.” I lifted my hips and found her sweet hot pussy with my cock. “Hard and fast.”
I held her gaze and I thrust hard, fast, but held, wanting to savor that moment when I became a part of her. Her legs tightened around me, embracing me like she wanted to hold the moment as well. How amazing was it that my career was shit, but I didn’t give a fuck? As long as this woman was by my side, the world could fall apart and I’d be okay.
Her pussy wall squeezed my cock, and fire shot through my veins, snapping control of the moment. I gripped her hands, as I rocked my hips back and thrust in again.
“Nick,” she cried out, her head arching back revealing the soft curve of her neck. I dipped my head, sucking, wanting to mark her as mine.
I pistoned my hips, faster and faster, as I chased sweet ecstasy. I could feel it. I was riding the edge of it. “Mia … baby … fuck I’m gonna come.”
She cried out, and her hips bucked up as her pussy clamped tight on my cock. The pleasure of her body gripping mine came out in a long feral growl as my release rocked through me and I emptied inside her. There was symbolism in it, I thought as I held myself steeped inside her. I gave her all of me. The essence of me. And she took it. As far as I was concerned, we were one now.
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Nick was heavy over me, but I didn’t care. I loved the way his hard body pressed me into the mattress. The way his dick, now soft, rested inside my body. If we could, I would want to stay like this forever.
“You have a magical pussy,” he said after giving me a tender kiss.
I laughed. “It goes with your magical dick.”
“Like a magic wand.” He rolled us so he was on his back and I was tucked into his side. He let out a content sigh. It was how I felt, which was strange. I had no job. I had no clue what I should do about a job, and yet, all was right and well with the world. Of course, when we left this bed, that might change. Eli might have a problem, although he seemed to be less of an asshole for the last few days.
“I went to see Eli before I came here,” Nick said, as his fingers stroked my hair.
“Oh? Eli first?”
He turned his head to look at me. His expression suggested he was worried he’d done something wrong. “I wanted to tell him, up front this time, that I love his sister. I don’t know that it would make any difference, but I figured maybe I’d get it right this time.”
My heart went all mushy again at the sweetness of this man. “How did he take it?”
“He didn’t kick my ass.” He pulled me to him kissing my head. “Actually, he didn’t seem surprised.”
“That’s because he knows I love you.”
“He does?” Nick looked surprised by that.
“He and my dad do because I told them. We took a trip to visit my mom’s grave. It was like she was there and we resolved some things. Or at least we settled down a bit. Eli and I can be pretty bad to each other.”
“I told Eli about the day your mom died when he came to my place the night I left. I probably should have done that sooner, but he was so angry.”
“He wouldn’t have heard it then or he’d have blamed you more. He’s jealous. I’m jealous,” I admitted.
“Jealous?” he asked.
“You got to be with her. I’m glad you were. I’m glad she had someone who loved her with her, but I'd rather it was me or Eli, or my dad, although he’d say he’s glad he just has good memories.”
He laughed. “Your dad is amazing. The way the glass is always half-full.”
“I know. Even when it’s a tiny shot glass.” I ran a hand over Nick’s chest. “I know you said not to go back, but … I’m a glutton for punishment.”
“Okay.” His voice was hesitant.
I lifted my head from his chest to look at him. “While we were apart, was there ever another woman you loved.”
“It’s only been a week.”
I rolled my eyes. “I meant four years ago.”
“No.” He said it so fast I
