Bianca slowly lifted her head and stared at Caesar through the mirror. She nodded.
He turned her around. “Then let me get in touch with my boy, so he can reach out to his sister. We’ll figure out the best way for you to do this.”
Like a deer in headlights, Bianca simply nodded. “Okay,” she said. She was saying okay to Caesar for the same reasons she’d said okay to Bella before hanging up the phone with her.
Caesar exhaled like he’d just saved his own life.
Bianca watched in the mirror while he walked over to his phone and picked it up.
“Wait a minute.” Bianca spun around. She hurried over to Caesar. “If I do this, it’s going to be a long time before you’re even able to touch me again. I just know it. I’m going to have to just sit in there until I beat the charges.”
Caesar stood there, looking at her with questioning eyes.
Bianca looked around the room. “Tonight was supposed to be so special. It was my thanks and appreciation to you for just loving me and always giving me great advice and steering me in the right direction.”
“Ironic, huh?” Caesar said.
“Yes. And just think, now this night might be more special than you and I ever imagined.” Bianca leaned in so close to Caesar that her lips were grazing his. “Make love to me, Caesar, like never before. Like it’s the last time. And this time, I want to experience the same high as you.”
Caesar raised an eyebrow. “Are you saying what I think you’re saying?”
“Yes, I want a Molly too. Please. For these next hours, I don’t want to think about anything but how good you are to me. How good you make me feel. Please, Caesar.” Bianca began kissing Caesar all over his neck. “Take me higher,” she whispered, “than ever before.”
Caesar’s neck rolled back as Bianca sucked on his Adam’s apple. “Hold on.” Caesar headed over to the closet. After a few seconds, he came back out of the closet.
Bianca met him halfway as he walked toward her. He opened his hand, where two pills rested. Bianca took one out of his hand.
“I’ll be back. Let me get us something to drink. We do still have another bottle of wine.” Bianca walked away as if she were walking to the electric chair. She returned a few minutes later with two glasses filled with wine. Caesar was waiting for her in the bed. She went and sat beside him. “Here you go.”
Caesar took the glass of wine from Bianca, placed the Ecstasy pill on his tongue, and then chased it down with wine.
Bianca stared at her balled-up fist where she held her pill. Ecstasy had always been Caesar’s thing. Bianca had never been into any type of drugs, not even smoking weed. She knew she was pushing the envelope tonight. It was as if she had an out of body experience. She was walking on the wild side, releasing all of her inhibitions.
“Go ahead. You’ll love the way it makes you feel.”
Bianca contemplated for a few more seconds and then gave in. “If it will take me higher with you, then I’ll take it, because I want to be wherever you are.” Bianca threw hers down her throat and then sipped some wine. “Keep drinking,” she told Caesar. “I want to taste it on your tongue. I want to get so full off of you.”
Bianca climbed on Caesar while he drank, causing him to spill some wine. As it flowed down his chest, Bianca licked it up. The two were still in all of their nakedness from their earlier sexual escapades.
While Caesar drank, Bianca licked and sucked. Once all of Caesar’s wine was gone, she grabbed her glass and fed it to him. “Fuck these sheets,” she said when some spilled on them. “Fuck me.”
For the next couple hours, the rewind button was in full effect, as Caesar and Bianca repeated all of their earlier sexual acts and then some. She felt like they were in a magical microcosm. Perhaps Caesar hadn’t really needed to take a second pill, because he was all the way turned up. Bianca had been jaded and not able to keep up with him any longer a half hour ago, but knowing it would be the last time she had Caesar between her legs and in her mouth, she continued to engage.
She laid there with her eyes closed, taking in every touch, stroke, lick, and kiss. Caesar’s hand slid from her hipbone up to her neck. The harder he pumped, the tighter his hand squeezed her neck. The adrenaline was pumping between the two of them as she began bucking back. For the first time ever, Bianca could not keep up with him as he moved at the speed of lightning. She knew when to bow out gracefully. Besides, he was about to cum, and hopefully he would be full, or at least want to catch his breath, giving her time for a breather.
“I’m ’bout to fucking cum,” Caesar moaned. “Shit!” he cried out as he ejected his fluids inside of Bianca.
Bianca couldn’t breathe because he had such a tight grip around her, but she knew it would only be momentary, and she could hold her breath for a pretty long time. A few seconds later, Caesar’s body collapsed on top of her. His heartbeat was like a drum, beating faster and faster.
With her eyes now open, she looked up at the ceiling. Slowly, she began to rub Caesar’s back. “I love you, baby,” she said as a tear escaped her eye. This time, it was Bianca who seemed to be apologetic after their hours of lovemaking. Little did Caesar know that there was so much she had to be sorry for . . . so very much more. She knew she was coming into another chapter in her life, but she wondered what lay ahead for her future.
CHAPTER 11
And just like a light, Bianca was
