After a moment, his mouth left mine and began moving down my neck. He was alternating kisses, sucks, and little nips, which left me gasping for air. I had never felt like this before in my life. One hand tangled in the covers, and the other found its way to his hair and fisted in it. He was leaning on one arm, while the other hand roamed over my body, tweaking my nipples through the thin pajama shirt. There was a weird mewling noise coming from me that I couldn’t seem to stop. His palm settled between my legs before pressing on a sensitive spot. That stopped the mewling as I gasped.
He pulled back a little and played with the bottom of my shirt. “Princess, I want you. But I want you to be in control. Are you comfortable with this?” That was kind of unfair. He got me all hot and bothered, then stopped to ask? He chuckled. “Do you want me to keep going?”
Oh, I was going to combust if he didn’t. I nodded. The image he had sent me before popped into my mind, where his head was buried between my legs. I gasped, and my hips lifted just a bit off the bed. He smiled. “Tell me if you want me to stop, and I will. Okay?” I nodded again.
He lifted my shirt to take my nipple in his mouth. I couldn’t get enough air, as tingles shot through me, all converging between my legs. His hand tweaked the other nipple. He kissed his way down my body, pushing my pants down as he did. I started to panic. Images of events before assaulted me. Was I really going to let him do this? I pushed back the memories. This was Kait, he wasn’t going to do anything I didn’t want him to do.
He must have picked up on my mental distress because he slowed down, going back to playing with my nipples while I got the memories under control. When my breathing picked up again, it was because of what he was doing to my body and not because of panic.
His hand roamed, lightly swirling over my stomach as he worked his way down. He sucked hard on my nipple, causing me to gasp and unconsciously buck my hips against his hand, which had made it between my legs. I moaned as the pressure of his hand caused pleasure to flair, which just caused my hips to move more. His palm pressed on the mound, as his fingers moved between my folds. One finger entered me. I froze, my breathing coming in gasps. The full feeling was familiar, but at the same time not. When this had happened before, I had not felt good like this, either physically or emotionally. I knew I was safe, that Kait would never do anything to hurt me. He chased the demons in my head away. My hips moved against his hand on their own. His finger moved out, then back in, causing my hips to pick up speed. I had stopped thinking and was just reacting to the feelings he was causing.
Pleasure built as I moved faster and faster. His palm pressed down, causing pleasure to shoot though me as his mouth went back to my nipple, which had been perkily looking for him. I was going to explode; the feeling was building to unimaginable heights. He lightly bit my nipple, and I combusted, going to pieces. I think I called out his name. My hips slowed, as my body shook from the force of the orgasm. I had never experienced anything like that before.
Kait laughed darkly. “I like you calling out my name like that.” He slowly pulled his finger out, causing more pleasurable spasms, then leaned in to kiss me gently.
His words caused another tingle to go through me. I tangled my fingers in his hair again as I kissed him. He pulled me closer and deepened the kiss even more. The feeling was building again. He pulled away and lightly kissed my neck again. “Oh, Princess, as much as I enjoyed that, you are testing my self-control with those noises you are making.” He pushed on my shoulder a little. “If you really want to wait, you need to roll over. If you’ve changed your mind, we can keep going.”
Oh, what did I want? I knew what my body wanted, but how would I feel about it in the morning? That was the important question. I debated a moment. Kait eventually chuckled and pushed on my shoulder again.
“If you have to think about it that hard, you’re not ready, Princess. As much as I would love you to be, I’m not going to push you into it. Roll over and we will go to sleep.”
I kissed him once, quickly on his cheek, then turned over, putting my butt to his front. I could feel that he was still hard and without thinking, my hips rolled against him. His fingers on my hips tightened as he kissed my neck, so of course, I did it again. He moaned and moved back.
“Princess. Stop. You are torturing me now.” The authority in his voice stopped me.
“Sorry. I don’t know what came over me.” I was so embarrassed by my display; I couldn’t turn to look at him.
He moved back up to me. “Don’t be embarrassed. It is natural, and obviously, I didn’t completely take care of you right. I will have to try harder the next time. Right now, though, it’s time to sleep. We have to be up early tomorrow for training.”
I groaned. “Really? You’re going to make me get up early?”
“Yep. Go to sleep.” He turned the light off with the remote. “Goodnight, Princess.” As I was drifting off, I could have sworn I heard him whisper “I love you” as he kissed my hair, but I
