“You’re such a bad girl, desperate for cock. Desperate for this. You think you don’t want it, but you do.”
“No, stop! Let me go!”
I gripped her hip and slid back inside her, grunting at the way she pulsed around me. My pace was almost frantic, needing to chase the fucking high.
“I’m going to make you come all over me, little star. You’ll come so fucking hard, you might pass out.”
Her free hand scraped at the dirt as she tried to move.
“No, I won’t. I won’t.”
“You fucking will.”
Leaning forward, I grabbed her hand and brought it back, pushing it between her legs. I forced her to touch herself as my mouth brushed up against her ear.
“That’s it, little star. Show me you want it. Show me how fucking desperate you are to come all over my cock.”
“No, please!”
“Shut the fuck up and come, now. Right fucking now.”
I held her there, my hips slamming against her behind over and over as I made her stroke her needy little bud.
“Oh, fuck, fuck, Ror… Fuck!”
She almost screamed as she came, her body trembling and shaking against me and her pussy milking me for all it was worth. I closed my eyes, revelling in the way she cried out and the tremors racing through her.
“My. Little. Star.”
“Ror,” she choked out breathlessly.
I let go of both of her hands and straightened. My hands came around her hips and that was it. She was too spent to object to my vicious pounding. I fucked her until my vision blurred and everything around me disappeared. Just me and her remained. And that’s when I erupted, growling and fucking her mercilessly through my climax.
As I slowed, I panted, falling forward onto my hands and pressing my face into her back. I kissed her spine, careful to be gentle now we were both spent. Now everything had come to its final conclusion.
“Thank you,” I whispered. “You have no idea how much you mean to me… no idea how much I need you. How much I’ve needed you from day one. I’m sorry I was such a fucking coward and couldn’t give you what you needed. I’m trying now, little star, I’m trying so hard to be the man you need me to be.”
She didn’t speak for a long moment and I was worried she hadn’t heard me.
“You don’t need to try, Ror… you already are.”
Those words meant more to me than anything else.
Ash’s acceptance and love had set me free.
I pulled out of her and lay flat on my back in the dirt next to her. She gingerly shifted on her side and lay next to me, her hand curled around my chest and her head on my shoulder.
“You ruined my clothes.”
I grinned. I had torn through them in my effort to get her naked, but she was my prey and I didn’t give a shit about clothes or the state I’d left her in.
“And I’m all dirty.”
“Don’t worry, little star, I’ll take care of you.”
I sat up and found her torn clothes, bundling up the unusable ones so we didn’t leave evidence of our activities and helping her back into her jeans, socks and shoes. I took off my jumper and put it over her head to cover the rest of her nakedness. She looked cold, her skin covered in goosebumps. Then I gave her a piggyback whilst she held the ruined bundle of clothes and trudged out of the forest with her. Her chin was against my shoulder and I could feel her heart hammering against my back.
“Are we going back home?”
“No.”
One of the things I’d been sure about was keeping the boys out of this. I wanted to take care of her by myself in the aftermath and not be bombarded with questions about what we’d been up to.
“Oh.”
She didn’t ask me anything else as we got out of the trees and back to the car. I set her down in the front seat, tossing her clothes in the back before I got in the driver’s side. She curled up in the seat, putting her belt on as I started the car and put the heater on for her. Then I checked my phone. There were several missed calls from Eric and a voicemail. Sighing, I listened to it, smirking when I heard Quinn in the background shouting about how I was a dead man. I knew he’d be angry about this, but it couldn’t be helped. Today was about me and Ash and that was fucking that.
“Are they mad?” Ash asked as I lowered the phone from my ear.
“Quinn is.”
“Maybe you should call them… at least, let them know we’re okay. I don’t like that they’re worrying, especially not Quinn, you know what he gets like.”
Yeah, a temperamental bastard who couldn’t deal with Ash being away from him for too long. I might have fucked up, depraved sexual fantasies and a hell of a lot of problems, but Quinn had severe issues with control.
“You’re right.”
I dialled Eric’s number since I didn’t particularly want an earful from Quinn. He answered on the second ring.
“Rory… Where have you been? Is everything okay?”
“We’re fine, E. Ash is right here with me.”
“Where are you?”
I looked over at Ash and noticed she had a leaf in her hair. Reaching over, I plucked it out.
“All you need to know is we’re safe.”
“Rory…”
“Seriously, E, please don’t. I’m sorry I took her without telling anyone, but you know what Quinn’s like. She and I needed this, okay? Can you just trust me?”
The silence told me a lot of things. He wasn’t happy but he was also contemplating whether to let this go or not.
“Quinn won’t like that answer.”
“He can kill me when we get home.”
“Tell Quinn if he dares lay a hand on Rory, he’ll have me to deal with,” Ash called out next to me and I heard Eric stifle a chuckle.
“She sounds okay.”
“That’s because she is,” I replied, smiling at Ash. “She’s just fine, E.
