I made sure to apply enough lube and work her up to taking me. She moaned and wriggled against my cock as I stretched her out, making it really fucking hard for me to concentrate.
“Little star, fuck, I need to be in you.”
“Ror, please, please fuck me.”
I made sure we were both lubed up and ready, then she sunk down on my cock inch by inch, breathing through it as her hands tightened around my shoulders. She was so fucking tight and hot. Fuck, I loved being in her. She took my cock so fucking well.
When she had me fully seated inside her, she stared at me, her eyes full of emotion. Her hands came up and cupped my face.
“I really love you, Ror.”
I ran my hands up her sides before I held her face too, staring up at her with my heart in my fucking mouth. This girl. This fucking girl. I pulled her closer, pressing her forehead to mine.
“Ash… my beautiful and perfect girl… I can’t live without you.”
Tears welled in her eyes. My heart raced out of control. Everything felt like it came down to this moment. Us joined like this after I let go of all of my fears when it came to us. I let myself be free and she gave that to me.
“I love you, little star. You have my heart. You’ve had it from the day I laid eyes on you, but I didn’t know. I only knew when you forced me out of my insular world and made me see you. You shine so bright. You are the only person in this world I’ve ever loved with my whole heart and soul. I need you. I need this. I need us.” I took a shaky breath. “I’m going to love you forever. My heart. My home. My soulmate. That’s you. It’s always been you and it will always be you, Ash. Always.”
She choked and tears spilt down her cheeks. All of our emotions were tangled up together. Her heart and mine. We were bound for life.
“I love you.” She kissed me, pressing her wet lips to mine. “I love you.” Then she started to rise and fall on my cock. “I love you forever, Ror.”
I grunted as she rode me, the two of us getting lost in each other here in this bath, surrounded by candles and the soft tinkle of classical music playing from my phone. This wasn’t wild animalistic sex like it had been in the forest. It was us making love. Us showing each other how much we cared and loved one another.
And when we fell apart together, I knew this was for real. This was forever. Ash and me. Her and I. So I held her close and whispered in her ear how much I loved her until the water got cold. And I continued to tell her when we were curled up in bed together, our limbs tangled and our hearts beating as one.
Ash was the one.
The only one.
She was my soulmate.
And I was hers too.
Chapter 34
To say Rory and I’d had the most perfect night away imaginable would be an understatement. I couldn’t be happier. He’d made me feel so special. And he loved me. This beautiful, quiet, damaged man loved me. I didn’t want our time away to end at all, but we both knew we had to go back and face reality.
“On a scale of one to ten, how mad do you think Quinn will be?” I asked as I stared at his profile.
“One hundred.”
“Ror!”
“I’m serious. He’s going to butcher me. You’ve only seen a very small fraction of his temper. Even when he’s angry, it’s controlled, but this… he might really kill me.”
I shook my head. Quinn wouldn’t, would he? It’s not like anything happened to us. And I was happy I could give Rory something he’d wanted for so long. He seemed so much more relaxed today. His smiles came easier and his hazel eyes twinkled when he looked at me. How could I do anything but love this man to the very end.
“I won’t let him.”
“I’d quite like to see you go up against him. He wouldn’t know what to do with himself.”
I smirked.
“He loves me too much to hurt me like that.”
“Him killing me would hurt you?”
I almost shoved him.
“Of course it would, Ror. I love you.”
His smile told me he was winding me up and I wondered where Rory had hidden this sense of humour all this time. He reached over the centre console and took my hand, bringing it to his lips and kissing it. This playful side of Rory set my heart on fire.
“Why do you have to be so cute with those dimples and shit?”
He was about to open his mouth when I saw it. A car driving alongside us. A huge fucking beast of a car.
The next moments played out in slow motion as the car swerved into us with purpose and smashed into Rory’s side of the car. We were both jolted. Rory dropped my hand and turned, his eyes going wide as the car rammed into us again. Then all hell broke loose.
Rory tried to keep a hold on the steering wheel, but this jacked out Jeep was twice the size of our Audi and the way the driver seemed determined to fuck us up had me holding on for dear life.
“What the fuck?”
“Hold on, little star.”
The car backed off a little, then it rammed the backside of our car and Rory lost control. The car
