“What, about…?”
“The bet.”
“Oh. Yeah. What do you want to know?”
“No.”
“No?”
“I was just wondering if you’d tell me. If I asked.”
Jared brushed his cold nose against Adam’s, then took his hand to haul them both to their feet. He grabbed the comforter when it seemed Adam was going to leave it outside and tossed it on the floor just inside the door.
“I’m confused,” Adam grumbled as they walked up the stairs, heading to Adam’s room without discussion.
Inside the darkened bedroom, Jared backed Adam up against the door and once again wrapped his cold palms around Adam’s strong jaw. When Adam made no protest, he licked deep into his mouth, taking hard and quick with a kiss that was designed to weaken knees.
Adam leaned up on his toes, closing the height difference between them, and bit Jared’s earlobe.
“I want you inside me,” he murmured. “I want you, any way I can get you.”
“Are you sure? This is….” Jared stepped back, bracing his arms either side of Adam’s shoulders on the door. He shook his head. “So fucking new, you know?”
“Don’t get cold feet on me now.” He smiled, reaching up to pull Jared close. “I’ve waited for this for a long time. I want you, Jared.”
“Okay.”
They fell onto the bed in a tangle of limbs, kicking clothes off, then snuggling under the heavy comforter where it was warm. This place was familiar, a sweet cocoon where they knew each other. Jared could shut down, stop thinking, and just touch, just feel, just be with the person who was driving him crazy.
Making out under the covers was good for a few minutes, then the lack of oxygen made them both lightheaded and Adam threw back the comforter with a laugh. Jared could see him now, see him better, anyway, and was struck once again by how truly, incredibly beautiful he was.
Adam still balanced on the cusp of manhood. There wasn’t any hair on his chest yet, and he didn’t get much stubble on his cheeks. His shoulders were broad, though, and his dick was definitely fully mature. The strong jaw and defined cheekbones made him look elegant, and soft eyelashes and silky hair gave him an edge of femininity he carried with no shame.
Jared brushed the back of his hand over Adam’s cheek, allowing himself to want and touch and take. With a knowing grin, Adam caught hold of Jared’s hand and kissed it, then sucked two fingers into his mouth. He kept his eyes firmly fixed on Jared as he swirled his tongue around the fingertips.
Biting his lip Jared tried hard not to make a sound, not to break this magic and connection they had together. Adam was imitating the best blowjob Jared had ever received, and it was insane, too good to be real.
They rolled until Adam was on his back, then he finally let go of Jared’s wrist and directed the hand down between his spread thighs.
“Please,” Adam murmured. “I want you to.”
“I’ll take care of you,” Jared said, his voice soft as he kissed down Adam’s neck. “I’ll make it good for you, I promise.”
While his fingers explored, he licked at Adam’s nipple, teased it with his teeth until Adam arched up underneath him, heels dug into the bed for leverage. Then Jared pressed his fingers back, finding the tight, puckered opening, and gently, softly, carefully caressed it.
“Okay?” he murmured.
“Yeah. God, yeah. More.”
There was no more without lube. Jared reached for the nightstand and fumbled in the drawer for a minute until he landed on the familiar bottle. The whole thing was gut-achingly awkward. Jared still wasn’t sure what this was, what he was doing back in Adam’s bed when he’d sworn he would never come back.
Then Adam licked his bottom lip and gave Jared a look of such open vulnerability Jared couldn’t help but be sucked in.
Jared, using two slick fingers, teased and stretched Adam’s hole in a desperate attempt to make sure their first time together like this would be good. Despite everything, he wanted it to be good.
After a few minutes, Jared pushed the bottle of lube to one side and grabbed a condom, tearing it open with his teeth and rolling the thin latex down his over-excited cock. He leaned down and pressed a kiss to one of Adam’s sharp hipbones, the sticky head of his cock, the delicate dip of his navel.
“Tell me if you need me to stop. Or slow down,” he said, shifting into position between Adam’s knees. Adam nodded.
With aching slowness and care, Jared pressed the head of his cock to Adam’s slick opening and… waited. He could almost hear his heart thundering away in his chest, the blood rushing in his ears, and Adam’s quiet, breathless gasps. It took a moment or two, but Adam eventually figured it out and pushed down on Jared’s cock. The head popped inside. Jared fell forward onto his hands and saw stars behind his eyelids.
“Let me know when you want more,” Jared murmured. Adam made a noise in the back of his throat, then hummed.
“I’m okay.”
“I know,” Jared said with a smile Adam couldn’t see, but maybe could feel. “You’re incredible. Let me know when I should go deeper.”
“Go deeper.”
“Okay,” he said, chuckling.
Adam’s arms, wrapped around his neck and shoulders, squeezed harder as Jared rocked in a little farther. While Adam made the most incredible soft, keening noises, Jared kissed up and down his neck, licking and murmuring soft, comforting things.
It was sweet bliss, both knowing he was Adam’s first and how deliciously, almost painfully tight it was as he slid inside. By the time he bottomed out, Adam’s hands were in his hair and they were looking at each other, not hiding anymore.
Shifting to a more comfortable position made Adam hiss, and Jared froze, waiting for it to be okay again. Adam twisted, arching his back, then drew both knees up so he could hook them around Jared’s waist, resting his ankles
