Table of Contents
Title Page
Books by Rachel Blaufeld
Copyright
Dedication
About the Book
Prologue
PART I
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
Chapter Ten
Chapter Eleven
Chapter Twelve
Chapter Thirteen
Chapter Fourteen
Chapter Fifteen
Chapter Sixteen
Chapter Seventeen
Chapter Eighteen
Chapter Nineteen
Chapter Twenty
Chapter Twenty-One
Chapter Twenty-Two
Chapter Twenty-Three
Chapter Twenty-Four
Chapter Twenty-Five
Chapter Twenty-Six
Chapter Twenty-Seven
Chapter Twenty-Eight
Chapter Twenty-Nine
Chapter Thirty
Chapter Thirty-One
Chapter Thirty-Two
PART II
Chapter Thirty-Three
Chapter Thirty-Four
Chapter Thirty-Five
Chapter Thirty-Six
Chapter Thirty-Seven
Chapter Thirty-Eight
Chapter Thirty-Nine
Chapter Forty
Epilogue
Acknowledgments
About the Author
Stand Alone Titles
Break Point
To See You
Heart Stronger
Wanderlove
Love at Center Court Series
Vérité
Dolce
The Electric Tunnel Series
Electrified
Smoldered
Tinged
Crossroads Series
Redemption Lane
Absolution Road
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Love Disregarded
Copyright © 2020 Rachel Blaufeld
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ISBN: 978-1-7340017-2-3
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For Michelle R., a beacon of light in the reading community.
Michelle, who tirelessly supports, advocates, and champions the romance genre. For all your yelling from the rooftops, taking time away from your family to help, and always listening.
Here is to the next time we can drink wine and eat pizza in NYC . . . the best city in the world.
Thanks for being with me on this journey.
When I first met Aston Prescott, I thought I’d be able to let go of him.
I was naive.
He belonged to the country club where I worked, and despite the vast difference in our social status, I still fell for him. I thought he fell for me too, and that our love would overcome any obstacles.
But our relationship was discounted by everyone around us. Our families didn’t support us, and our friends avoided us.
So we moved on with our lives, but then everything fell apart.
The man who once abandoned me is now seeking comfort in my arms, and this time, I’m not sure if I can give in.
Because if I do, I may never be able to let him go again.
Bexley
Present day
I sat waiting, my butt crammed as far into the bench of the window seat as it could go, flush against the windowpane. With my chin resting on my bent knees, I stared out the bay window into the night, hoping for a sign that I wasn’t wasting my time.
My kids had been asleep for hours, but something kept me up. A niggling, maybe . . . I didn’t know what you’d actually call the feeling. A premonition, my grandma would have said, but she’d been gone since I was in grade school.
Most people would dismiss it as black magic or voodoo, or simply plain crap. Yet here I was.
Fourteen years later, I was still in tune with a man, thinking he was going to appear out of the blue, even though he hadn’t shown his face here in years. Not just any man, but the man who’d changed me, forced me to love, and then left me—not for something better, but for the life he was destined to live.
If I squeezed my eyes tightly enough, I could feel he was close. Even after so many years, warmth still blanketed my skin when I thought about him.
Nerves flitted in my belly, tickling and scratching, making me uneasy, but I couldn’t move from the window seat. I’d waited a lifetime for this night. In this moment, I wasn’t a single mom with an overactive imagination, sitting awake in the middle of the night, thinking about a man who wasn’t going to show. No, I was a recent high school graduate, waiting for her guy to come by and make me his.
For whatever reason, I was convinced he was coming back to me tonight, and no one could tell me otherwise. Not that I’d dared to share this with anyone.
Afraid to move, I’d waited so long in the window seat, I’d fallen asleep. My hair was stuck in the crook of my neck, drool running down my chin onto my knee, when the sun fully came up. The first rays shone through the crack in the blinds from where I’d been peeking all night.
He didn’t show.
I wasn’t shocked or surprised.
Not wanting to leave the window, I watched as a kid on an old-fashioned beach cruiser tossed a newspaper onto my lawn and sped off. Guilt had forced me to subscribe; the kid loved his job.
The sound of giggling came from the kitchen, knocking me out of my reverie. Over the hum of the television, I could hear spoons scraping cereal bowls.
Shit. I messed up.
After a long inhale, I swallowed a large lump of humiliation and brushed the hair out of my eyes. Standing on wobbly knees, I decided to grab the paper first.
Pleased for the first time that I didn’t drop my subscription for the paper edition, I popped open the door, desperate to stretch my legs, gulping big breaths of fresh air before meeting my reality
