“I agree, “ I say. “I’ve never felt this before, but it feels right.”
She glances at me with wide eyes. “You’ve never...never felt this way?”
I shake my head. “Never. And I never will again. What we have is special, Elena. Don’t let your father tell you any different. We’ve got a bond that most people can only dream of. It’s a once in a lifetime kind of thing, and it’s not going away any time soon.”
Elena
Hearing him say these things just drives me crazy. Hearing that he wants me as badly as I at him, it’s a dream come true. We don’t know each other that well yet, we haven’t been given the chance to date, or even just to have a conversation that hasn’t been rudely interrupted by my dad. But after what we did last night, I know there’s a connection between us. Something rare and incredible that I’m terrified will slip out of my grasp if I don’t take it right at this moment.
If I told him that I want to go all the way right here, right now, what would he say? Would he think I’m being too brazen, or would he embrace it? Last night, I saw the animalistic side to him that he’s kept so well hidden inside. Sure, he was full of masculine energy before, an intimidating presence in any room, but beneath the sheets, he was like a wild animal. I want to see that side of him again. I want to see that every night for the rest of my life. Maybe I can reach out and take it right now. Maybe I just have to say the word and he’ll give me everything I so badly want.
Who says that neighborhood barbecues can’t get a little wild? Everyone here is getting a little drunk already. Maybe no one would notice if we get a little hot and heavy, back here out of sight. I shift closer to him on the bench, wanting to be close enough to touch him.
“I don’t think it matters what we do,” I whisper to him. “If we stay apart, then we’ll make ourselves miserable, but if we don’t give this a go...then we’ll always regret it. We’ll always wonder what might’ve been and I don’t want to live that way.”
“What are you trying to say?” he growls. He’s close to my ear now, and his hot breath tickles my skin. I want him to kiss the sensitive skin there. I want his hands to roam over my body as freely as they did last night. I want him to show me the same sweet release he showed me last night, the sort that left my body trembling and wanting even more from him. I take a deep breath, trying to remember how to breathe normally.
“I’m saying...I want this to happen. I know it’s a risk, but it’s one I want to take. I know I might get into trouble, but I think this might be worth it.”
“You want to get in trouble with me?” he growls in my ear, and I shudder.
“I do. With you and only you.”
“Even if it means your father will be angry with you?”
I’ve had a lot of time in the past few days to think about this. I’ve spent my whole life doing things his way. He was the one who pushed me into my choice of career, and even though I don’t regret it, it was my intention to make him proud. I’ve always based my life choices around whether it’ll make my dad happy, never taking my own happiness into consideration. It’s time for me to grow up. It’s time for me to make my own decisions, even if they’re selfish.
“You’re my choice, Landon, and I don’t want to wait any longer. I want you.”
He growls as he leans in to kiss me. He tastes of alcohol and desire. I wrap my arms around his neck. I’m slightly tipsy, but I know that even if I was stone-cold sober, I’d be feeling everything that I am right now. The desire, the desperation, the excitement for what’s about to happen…
I think I’m about to lose my virginity to the sexiest man I’ve ever met.
CHAPTER SEVEN
Landon
I want her so damn much. As we kiss on the bench in the neighbor’s garden, I know we’re taking a huge risk. We’re out of sight, but anyone could come walking this way, including her father. But now that she’s given me the green light, there’s no stopping me now. Unless she changes her mind again, I’m going to have her right here.
I pull her on top of me. Her dress billows out over me and my member grinds against her core through her panties. I can feel the heat from her pussy and I know she’s as aroused as I am. We’re both desperate for this, and there’s no stopping us now.
I grope at her breast, moving the fabric of her dress aside to touch her sensitive nipples. She groans in delight and my cock responds to the fact that she’s not wearing a bra. It’s so sexy to me in ways I can’t explain. Every single thing she does seems to turn me on even more.
“I want you,” I growl. She gasps as I begin to kiss her neck.
“I want you too,” she whispers. “Right now.”
She grinds against me again and I growl in pleasure. She knows exactly how to get me going. Part of me wants to
