Why, oh why, does life have to be such a mind fuck?
You know that quote that said, “seize the day”? Yeah, well I think I seized the wrong fucking day. The day apparently just wanted to keep fucking me over.
Before lunch, I ran into Skylar and her annoying, fucking minions….again. She must have known this was the only time that I was alone in the halls.
“What can I do for you, Skylar?” I fumed.
“Well, you see, it seems we have a problem. You are trying to get what is mine. You need to stay the hell away from Ryder! I know your type. You are white-trailer-trash that needs to go back to where you came from!” she yelled at me. At this point, I was just bored. It wouldn’t be the first time I was called that.
“Skylar, if you wouldn’t mind, I am trying to just get to lunch so I can eat. Why don’t you save your breath? You might need it to blow the next guy, yeah?” I laughed when her face turned beet red.
Oops! There goes my mouth again.
As soon as I started walking away, I could finally breathe again. I felt like she was so suffocating with her pretentious attitude. Sitting down at our table, I waited for the guys to eat. Although, with all of my thinking I had been doing lately, I was slowly losing my appetite. While waiting, I laid my head down on my arms on the table and shut my eyes for a few seconds.
“Malia?” I heard Ryder say almost timidly as if he was approaching an animal he isn’t sure will strike at him or not.
“Ryder, you can sit down. I won’t bite. Well, not unless you want me too. Also, I am not mad at you if that is what you are thinking.” I told him with a wink as I looked at him. Breaking up the tension with that remark was what I had hoped to do. Seeing him grin at me, I think I accomplished that.
“So, want to tell me what happened this morning?” Grayson growled at Ryder, and put his tray down not so lightly.
“It isn’t anything to worry about. I am handling it.” Ryder announced.
This was not how I wanted things to go. Luckily, Asher walked in at that moment and he had a sparkle in his eyes. Looking at him, I wonder what made him attracted to me. He was so damn good looking, it still blows my mind. When he sat down next to me, was when I realized I was staring at him.
“You okay gorgeous?” he asked, like he had no idea what was going on. Clearing my throat, I mumbled, “Fine. Yeah.”
Oh for fuck’s sake Malia!
This wasn’t how I usually react around guys. It may have to do with the heated kissing that had been going on with us two. Thinking about it, now I was kind of happy we kept getting cock blocked at every turn. Normally when things went too fast, from past experience, meaning when I lost my virginity, the guy got what he wanted and went on his merry way.
Everyone started eating and I noticed that Asher had gotten closer. I could feel everything from his shoulders to his muscular thighs, touching me. I tried to ignore the heat that formed in my belly and went right in between my legs. There was just something about him that really turned me on. It was also that he had me all worked up this morning, not just once, but twice, and now I was like a small fire that was just starting out. Soon I was going to be a full-on forest fire if he kept touching me like he was. He didn’t even realize he was doing it, which was horrible for the heat growing inside me. I had to get out of there and maybe find a cold shower.
“I am going to go to the bathroom guys. I will be back.” I told them in a hurry. Getting to the bathroom, I thanked the heavens that there wasn’t anyone in here. Turning the water on, I splashed my face with frigid water hoping this would help. I didn't really know what was going on with me, or why I was so turned on right now. It was like my pussy was trying to tell me it needed something it hadn’t had for a long time.
Oh, fucking hell! Now there I was thinking these crazy thoughts. I must have been in my head because I didn’t hear anyone come in, but when I opened my eyes, Grayson was standing behind me.
12.
Personal Cheerleader
Grayson
“Asher, what the fuck did you do?” I growled at him.
“What? Why do you think I did something wrong? Maybe it had to do with the incident this morning at her locker?” he asked, while looking down at the table.
Well, fuck!
Looked like I would have to fix this since I knew Ryder was probably on her shit list, at the moment. This was probably going to get me in trouble but I really didn’t care at the moment. Stalking off to the girls bathroom was weird, but whatever.
Making sure that nobody was around, I walked in and found Malia standing at the sink with her hands covering her face. She took a deep breath and looked in the mirror to find me standing behind her. Thank god no one was in here because it would have just made things
