“Man I didn’t want to fucking hurt her. That wasn’t my intention. I just know how much she has been through and I don’t want her to go through anymore just because of our relationship. There was no other reason for me acting that way. If there was, you guys would know about it you know that. Fucking fuck!” Ryder shouted.
Asher stepped up to Ryder and since they were the same height he was in his face again and poking him in the chest angrily, “You need to fucking fix this. This is your fuck up. I couldn’t be happier with her decision. Grayson feels the same way about it. I could tell with the smug look on his ugly mug right now. Fix it and fix it fucking quick. I won't watch her be miserable because of your stupidity.” He stormed out right after his speech. Ryder looked at me like I will help him.
I just shrug and say, “There has never been anything that could tear us apart before. Don’t let your stupidity get in the way of that especially when Malia is at stake. She isn’t like every other woman. Get your shit together before you ruin the best thing we have ever had for ourselves.” Leaving him in my room I went back downstairs and was once again confronted with a scene that was making me rock hard in an instant.
27.
Get The F**k Out
Malia
I was fucking pissed but I figured something would go wrong with this night since I just wanted it to be drama free. Looks like that went to shit so why not just get wasted. I found Alyssa and told her everything. She agrees we should get drunk and just let go.
A few minutes and about five shots later Alyssa and I were on the table dancing with each other. The music that was on was definitely bump and grind music so I started dancing closer to Alyssa and she went along with it holding my hips while my arms were thrown over her shoulders.
While dancing, I saw Grayson come down the stairs and he finds my gaze as soon as he gets to the bottom step. He grins at me but was having trouble getting to me since pretty much everyone was surrounding the table we were on.
“Someone get me some more alcohol!” I demanded to anyone who was listening. Immediately someone, no... not just someone but Asher, handed me a bottle of vodka and I tipped it back and took a swig. Then taking it a step forward when I see Ryder come down stairs looking wrecked he sees me too. I told Alyssa to tip her head back and open her mouth. She did as she was told but then some vodka slipped out of the side of her mouth and down her neck. Now I know this was really petty of me but now all my guys were watching and I probably wouldn’t do this if I was sober. Looking Ryder right in the eyes as he was walking towards me with a look I couldn’t interpret at the moment I leaned down and licked the vodka right off of Alyssa’s neck all the way up to the side of her mouth.
She pulled back and looked at me with a grin on her face. Alyssa knew it didn’t mean anything so she just gave me an almost unnoticeable nod and we went back to dancing. Once the song was over I felt strong hands wrap around my waist and pulled me off the table. Looking over my shoulder, I saw that it was Grayson, of course. He put me down and grabbed my hand while dragging me off somewhere.
When we got to wherever he wanted us to go he started kissing me while he simultaneously pushed me up against the wall. His hands were in my hair while mine were on his hips. Grayson took a deep breath and pulled back just so he could look at me.
“Malia I swear to Christ you know how to test my patience. What the fuck was that with Alyssa? Are you trying to start more rumors? Or are you trying to hurt Ryder because if that was the case you achieved your goal,” he muttered to me while nipping at my lips.
“Grayson, would you just stop for a damn minute you are distracting me and I can’t concentrate!” I whispered and pushed him away.
“You know I just wanted to have a good time tonight. You and Asher seemed so happy with me and it was almost like Ryder was mad at me when he realized what I was doing was causing a scene. That fucking hurt Grayson. I don’t think you understand how much that really hurt my heart. You guys and Alyssa are all I have. Yeah, my dad is getting better but I don’t trust him. I literally have no one else and for Ryder to look at me like that broke something I didn’t know was breakable.” I laughed, which came out more of a sob.
“I don’t understand the reaction I got from him. I thought we were happy. If he doesn’t want me then why the fuck is he still leading me on?” At this point, I really was sobbing and I just let it all out in a pantry that I was just kissing Ryder in this morning.
After a couple of minutes of Grayson holding me and telling me that he was gonna talk to Ryder, I just told him not to even worry about it.
“I want Ryder
