“Jesus Christ I feel like a fucking horny thirteen year old that just came in his pants.” Asher joked. This made all of us laugh. As I was finding some strength for my legs as well as trying to fix my hair that was most likely all messy from our romp and Grayson was taking care of the condom we heard a scream and the music stopped.
“What the fuck was that?” I asked no one in particular.
28.
Party’s Over
Ryder
I didn't know what the fuck was wrong with me. Malia was the love of my life and I may have just ruined everything. There were so many things going through my head right now as I sat on this bed and thought about everything we just talked about. Malia just admitted to everyone that she was dating all three of us. While I should have been ecstatic, the worry of the consequences took over my emotions and made me look like an asshole in front of the whole school. Not only did I make myself look bad but I made Malia look like a damn fool as well.
Knowing there wasn’t anything else I could do up here I go back downstairs to try and find Malia so I could make it up to her and explain the reaction she got from me. I just got to the bottom of the stairs when I heard the commotion. Following the noise my eyes met Malia’s instantly. I saw the hurt there.
This wasn’t something that I ever wanted for her especially considering I was the one that caused that look. She covered the look quickly while she licked the vodka off of Alyssa’s throat, grinding against her to the music. In one fell swoop, Grayson has her off the table and the relief I felt from one of the guys having her was instant but I also felt a pang of guilt while watching her walk away.
As my eyes follow them, I see Asher start to follow them as well. My guilt was quickly replaced with anger. Why would they do this? Right now, all the times when I needed to talk to her they take her away. Fucking mother fucker!
My emotions were all over the place. When I see Asher go into the pantry I already know what was going on. There was so much jealousy in my head right now so I go over to the alcohol and just grab something random. Throwing my head back I take a few good sips and put the bottle down knowing this wasn’t the right thing to do. I turned around and immediately wished I hadn’t.
“Hey baby.” Skylar cooed to me thinking she was being sexy. God what I would give to have Malia here with me right now and tell her that I was hers.
“Skylar right now is not a good time,” I mutter to her.
“I saw Malia try and kiss you. What was that all about?” she asked accusingly like we were dating or something.
“Skylar god damn it! We are nothing! Me and you happened in a drunken haze and it meant nothing. I am dating Malia whether you want to believe it or not is up to you but I love her. Now go the fuck away from me!” I yelled loudly.
She was looking at me with tears in her eyes. If I didn’t know her so well I would think they were actually real and she actually was upset about my outburst. Running my hand through my hair, I walked away before this situation got even worse. I take a detour to the bathroom and throw some water on my face hoping this will help cool my temper somewhat.
I need to fix this. Asher was right in what he said. I know I hurt Malia and I want to fix it. I was just absolutely terrified that I might have screwed this relationship up for good. Malia has been through so much and there was no reason I should be putting her through this.
Seeing as I have been hiding in the bathroom for what seemsSince like forever I went to open the door when I heard a scream and the music got turned off. When I get outside the door I realize this bathroom just happened to be on the opposite side of the pantry where the guys and Malia were. They must have opened the door at the same time but they didn’t see me. All of them had red cheeks. Their hair looks like there were multiple hands running through it. Malia was fixing her skirt while Grayson went to the garbage and threw something away and Asher had a satisfied smirk on his face.
Malia went in search of where the scream came from while the guys followed her. I was right behind them because I need to know what the hell just happened in my house.
Seeing people crowding around the steps I saw a woman on the ground. I ran up to her and saw that it was Jessa. Skylar was already there wailing and telling people to call nine one one. Kneeling down I check for a pulse. I didn’t want to move her just in case there was damage to her that I couldn’t see.
“Everybody out! Party’s over.” I yelled and stood up to make sure everyone was leaving. I was pretty sure that Jessa fell down the steps but I was not even sure what the hell she was doing in the house tonight. She wasn’t supposed to be here. As of right now she has a pulse but she was unconscious.
When everyone left the ambulance finally showed up. I told them that Jessa fell down the steps from someone spilling their drink on them. They got her on the gurney and took her to the hospital. I totally forgot
