He rose up, keeping a hand at her lower back so she didn’t fall back as he faced her. He massaged her breast with his right hand as he plundered her mouth. “Oh, Hannah.” He couldn’t get enough of her. Her taste was intoxicating.
“Ben,” She called, leaning away from him. “I ache.” She said rubbing herself over him.
Ben knew what she needed but it would be breaking his word if he did. He wouldn’t penetrate her with his penis but his fingers would breach her. “You sure?” He husked.
“Please, make it go away.” She begged as she guided his right hand down to the top of her pants. “I trust you.”
Ben was humbled by her trust and he didn’t want to disappoint her. He flipped Hannah over and lowered her onto the pillows. He kissed her lips as his fingers glided over her skin just above her waistband. “Tell me to stop if I scare you.” He could never live with himself if he scared with his ardor.
“I’ll do it myself if you don’t get along with it.” She threatened.
Ben smiled down at her with pride. His Goldilocks was as fierce as an Amazon warrior. “We can’t have that can we?” Ben reached down and unsnapped her button and unzipped her jeans. He slid his hand under her waistband and felt her short crisp hairs. Hannah sighed his name and lifted her hips in invitation. Ben glided a finger over her slit, feeling her juices coating his finger. He was awed that she would allow him to touch her like this but he would not question his good fortune. This could be the last opportunity for him to do this with her. He wanted to savor this with her even if they didn’t have sex. This was just as good if not better.
Ben dipped his finger inside her and was immediately engulfed in her heat. Damn, she felt good. So tight around his finger. He couldn’t imagine how tight she would be around his dick. Don’t get ahead of yourself. She was nowhere close to being ready for intercourse.
“Oh god, Hannah. You have no idea how good you feel.” Ben added a second finger and slowly pumped in and out of her.
Hannah rocked into his thrusts. “So good. Don’t want to end. I didn’t think…could do this after…” She panted with her head thrown back.
“You’re so amazing, baby girl. So strong.” Ben bit out as his erection bit into his zipper. He longed to discard his pants and ease the ache in his groin but didn’t want to distress Hannah if she saw it.
“You’re amazing, Ben. There’s no one like you.”
Ben pumped her faster until Hannah’s back arched clean off the bed and she screamed his name in orgasm. His heart swelled with pride knowing he could do that for her. She was so beautiful when she came. Her body tensed so tightly then just let go. He longed to join her but couldn’t ask her to take care of him. He should have known his Goldilocks wouldn’t leave him aching.
“Come here, my big strong warrior.” She cooed, reaching down for his pants. She had tried to grab him there once and he stopped her. He didn’t have the strength to deny her again. He was powerless against her. Always had been. He had always been a moth to her flame and he never cared if he got burned. Ben watched her dainty hands reach down and undo his pants. Ben flipped onto his back to give her better access to him. He groaned when his erection was finally free from its confinement. He looked at Hannah’s face for any signs of distress seeing his erection but she only looked at it in awe. She reached out hesitantly and grabbed him with both hands, pumping him slowly. It was exquisite torture. She had no idea how good her hands felt on him. He had been on edge for the past week and a half and no amount of jerking off had alleviated him. Only Hannah could. Within minutes he roared his climax and came on his stomach. Never had an orgasm been so intense. He should feel embarrassed he finished so quickly but he had been wound up for to long. Hannah fell against his chest and draped herself over him. Ben kissed her head and rubbed her back absently. He dreaded leaving her tomorrow but he couldn’t regret tonight.
Hannah lay quietly in Ben's arms. Neither spoke. The only sound heard were their harsh breaths. The moment felt perfect to her. She did think she could ever enjoy lying in a man’s arms again. Ben proved her wrong. He had been so gentle and considerate with her. She had felt cherished. She didn't want to think about tomorrow and what his leaving would mean. She didn't want to worry if he didn’t come back.
"Hannah," Ben said, pulling her from her musing. "Stop thinking so hard. Everything is going to be fine."
"You can't promise me that." She whispered softly.
"No," Ben's tone turned serious and he turned to look at her. "But I promise I will do all in my power to get back home to you. That's all I can promise. It's all anyone can promise. Doesn't matter if I'm military or an accountant."
Hannah realized it had been unfair to make him promise to come back. You couldn't control fate any more than she could. It wasn't like she could ask him not to go. That would be selfish of her. She couldn't ask him not to do his job because she was scared to be alone. Speaking of jobs.
"Do you go out on missions a lot?" She didn’t
