“I can’t fucking believe you’re not wearing any knickers.” He didn’t sound angry, frustrated maybe and I glanced over my shoulder at him.
“They ruined the illusion of my dress?” I fluttered my lashes and watched as he made his way towards the bar. I was sure I heard him groan and glanced over the table towards Buddy who was grinning.
“So if you’re not Jay’s girl but your off limits are you his?” He smirked at me and I shook my head.
“Absolutely not.” I scoffed and watched Jay place his arm over the back of my chair.
“She’s off limits because none of you are good enough for her.” Jay grinned and winked at Buddy and chuckled when his face dropped. Juve sucked in air sharply and laughed. I too laughed and watched as Haz’s eyes traced Jay’s arm draped over the back of my chair.
“So what’s the deal with you then Av? How did you charm him and my brother?” Juve relaxed back in his chair and I watched his father's eyes flit towards where I was sat.
“Sorry, what?” I almost choked on the water than was in my mouth and watched him grin.
“He looks at you like he wants your babies,” he pointed at Haz and I heard Chlo chuckle. It was a proper dirty laugh and I shut my eyes trying my best not to crack a smile “and he looks at you all funny, I haven’t figured out what he thinks of you just yet.” I watched Chlo smack Juve and frowned at him.
“I do not want her babies, thank you very much.” Haz interjects into the conversation and I feel his hand on my thigh. He squeezes softly.
“Mhm, could have fooled me mate.” He wriggled his brow in his direction and I watched as he rolled his eyes at him.
“What do you do Avaya?” His father interrupts the banter between his sons and I felt myself become instantly nervous.
“I’m at uni, I graduate next year.” I watched him as he smiled fondly and nodded.
“She sings, voice of an angel.” Jay added, I frowned at him and watched Juve tilt his head.
“What do you sing?” I watched as Chlo grinned at me.
“Soul when she’s cleaning.” She winked at me and I laughed a little before I shrugged.
“Anything really, though I suppose Chlo is right I do love some soul.” I smiled at his father who too smiled. His mother didn’t say a word she just sat examining me between Jay and Haz. I felt Haz squeeze my leg softly and Jay looked down at his watch.
“Well it’s been a lovely reunion, but we need to get going.” I rose from my chair, pulling on my dress to make sure I didn’t flash anyone and took my place next to Jay.
“It was nice to meet you all.” I smiled at the faces around the table and followed them both towards Haz’s car. I felt him take my hand in his before I climbed in the back of the car. Jay had already got behind the driver's seat.
“Just don’t run?” His eyes saddened and I reached for his face. I kissed his perfect heart shaped lips and felt him run his hands over my back pulling me closer into him. “Please?” His voice cracked and I shook my head.
“I promise I won’t run.” I ran my nose over his and heard him exhale loudly. What the fuck is that supposed to mean? What the fucking hell are they about to show me?
On the way to wherever they were about to take me I started to debate my decision. I glanced down at the phone in my pocket and note the date
26th November 2019 - We had planned a week away earlier on in the year. Soph’s dad had booked it well in advance and I’d completely forgotten about it, I must make a mental note to text Soph and ask for the dates, I was almost positive it was the middle of December, once we’d broken up from Uni. I ran my hand over his and watched his saddened, fear riddled eyes glance at mine. I exhaled louder than I’d planned too as my chest twisted. I hated seeing him so upset. He squeezed my fingers and kissed them slowly. I slid closer towards him in the back seat and kissed the corner of his mouth. The sound of his breathing made me calmer and my fingers traced over his stubble. I wanted to know the full extent of what they were all involved in but I didn’t want to push him too far. I watched Jay gazed at us through the mirror before we entered the car park. He placed some distance between us as the car came to a halt. His eyes were saddened as his fingers traced over my lips. I kissed them softly.
“Don’t move, don’t breathe if you don’t have to.” I nodded softly, his demeanor had changed instantly as he left the car. His words were an order and not a request.
The both of them pulled their suites and I watched as another car came from almost nowhere out of the pitch black. Rava climbed effortlessly out of the Audi Q7 along with a few of the lads in his little gang. My brow furrowed as he threw a huge bag of white powder towards Haz.
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