“Don’t let me go.” My heart stopped as I placed her on the bed. It was almost as though she knew what I was about to do. I let myself lay next to her. Her arms still wrapped around me in a sleepy slumber. I let my fingers trace her beautiful slightly flushed cheeks. I couldn’t turn her into what Holly had become. I would never have taken her there if I’d have known he was going to pull her out of that car. I shook away the thoughts of a memory of her many years ago and felt her arms squeeze me slightly more. She pushed her chest against mine and my hand fell to her hip. Her sleepy eyes opened, still slightly hooded but still that beautiful vibrant green. I ran my thumb over the material of her dress which had slid up revealing more of her skin. I watched her smile and the sensation of her fingers tracing my stubble made it hard for me to breathe.
“I’m so sorry Avay,” I began to talk but found myself stopping. I needed her and I couldn’t have her.
“Don’t be, we all have a past.” Her voice was calm and it soothed me.
“But I’m dealing drugs now Av?” Her eyebrow lifted and she placed her lips against mine. I fought the temptation to give into her “I’m not the guy you’ve painted me to be in your head,” she stayed silent and there was no sign of distress anywhere on her expression “I’m not meant to be your knight in shining armour. I hurt people. For a living that’s what I do.” She pulled herself up slightly and sat upright, the straps on her dress were hanging over her shoulders and her hair was all messy and wild.
“You really need to stop assuming your a bad guy.” She shook her head and her hair swirled around her face. I watched as she made her way towards me. I was pinned underneath her, her dress hiked as she sat across my lap. I sat up on my forearms and my eyes traced her fingers unbuttoning my white shirt. Fuck sake Av not now, don’t do this. “I’m old enough to make my own choices, I don’t need a knight in shining armour.” Her sleepy voice was sexy and I felt her lean down so now her lips were against mine. “Stop leaving me in the dark and just tell me what I’ve got myself into?” I gulped and took her face in my hands softly.
“You’d want to run screaming if you knew.” I whispered. My voice shocked me, it was low and domineering. I heard her suppress a moan. The feeling of my erection against her through trousers wasn’t good enough. “Av, I really don’t think this is a good idea.” I cleared my throat and closed my eyes. When I opened them again she had knocked the straps of her dress off her shoulders, I’d been dying to get her like this earlier in the night. That fact she’d been naked underneath that navy dress had been killing me and now I needed her to stop. Before it was too late. “Avaya.” I warned and ran my hands up her thighs. Her eyes were burning. I knew that look, she pressed herself lightly against my erection and I squeezed her legs as I took a deep breath.
“Tell me you don’t want me and I’ll stop.” How the fuck was I supposed to tell you that? Desire burned through me. My eyes wandered over her body as I watched her pull her dress over her head. The only thing covering her skin was her hair. I growled and sat up pulling her head close to my mouth.
“For fuck sake Avaya,” I heard her whimper as I gripped the back of her hair and invaded her mouth with my tounge. The taste of her overwhelmed me. I saw nothing but her. The pressure of her lay me back down, we were still kissing and felt our kiss stop when she pulled away from me. Her lips traced my neck slowly, across my chest and down my stomach. She tugged lightly on my trousers and I helped her to get them down. My erection sprug free from my boxers and I glanced down at her. She had a dark expression on her face. I watched as she examined my length and moaned as she took it in her mouth. I gripped the sheets between my hands and almost hissed. Does this girl not have a gag reflex? I closed my eyes briefly before I watched her move her head up and down my length. I bit down on my lip to hold in a groan and released myself inside her mouth. She didn’t flinch, her gaze was hot as she swallowed and released me from her mouth. Fucking hell shes hot. She sat on my chest and kissed my forehead softly before she climbed off me to go towards the bathroom. I sat up swiftly and grabbed her hand in mine, completely in awe of her, hot for her and partially heart broken.
“What?” She lifted her eyebrow in my direction and I shook my head slowly.
“Where are you going?” I fired my question back at her. My eyes danced over the silhouette of
