He pressed her against the kitchen island, and without stopping the kiss, threw everything from the counter to the ground, causing a deafening noise. They didn’t care. Next, Noah sat her down on it and discarded his pants and briefs with a quick move. His hand found his cock and he started stroking it slowly, brushing against her thighs with each movement. Inéz’s eyes moved down to watch his movements. She bit her lower lip, feeling his increased arousal. Immediately her palms rested upon his, taking over.
Noah smirked, his fingers founding their way to her clit and started massaging it. With a loud gasp, she rocked against his touch while continuing to pleasure him. Within a few minutes, Inéz was soaking wet, focusing entirely on the fingers that were entering her pussy. She lifted her eyes to his, suddenly brave enough to meet his intense gaze.
He was undoubtedly just as aroused as she was. Hunger was flashing in his grey irises, causing Inéz to become even more certain of what she was doing.
”It’s my turn, cara,” he rasped as he tangled his fingers with hers and pulled her hand away from his cock. Then he leaned down, pressing her against the cold counter so she could lay down. He pushed her legs even further apart as his mouth moved between her folds. His tongue was running up and down slowly, fully tasting her, circling around the clit.
She gripped the edge of the counter tightly, clearly holding back. "I want to hear you," Noah murmured in between the licks. And, as on command, her moans became more frequent and much louder, making him even hornier. Inéz was coming undone quickly, pushing herself further onto his lips. Goosebumps had appeared all over her skin due to the overall myriad of sensations and the thrill of the moment.
It was obvious that she hadn’t had a guy go down on her recently, if ever with the rapid response of her body, exploding with heat, making her back arch. He pulled his fingers out, slowing on the licks to prolong the moment just a little bit longer, admiring her rosy cheeks and full lips that couldn’t stop moaning anymore.
He straightened, pulling her up with him, and took off his shirt. Every muscle on his torso came into the light. He was a living and breathing work of art, his scarred skin so tempting to touch; every move oozing strength. Gawking wouldn't quite describe Inéz’s state. She was flabbergasted, amazed and mesmerized by his physique, even though she had seen it before, but had never really paid enough attention to soak in all the details. There had either been no time or no good lighting to do so. His body was drool-worthy, and if her cheeks hadn’t been red already, they would definitely be right now. His abs were sculptured to perfection, his six-pack standing out. His biceps were perfectly shaped from all the working out he did, his shoulders were broad and protruding rounding up his perfect appearance.
Look at me, notice me, understand me, love me.
She kept begging him mentally, hoping that it showed in her eyes and that he would be able to decipher her feelings without her saying as much as a word. She wanted more. Needed some kind of sign that there was no reason to end it all. That everything she’d done and would do was worth it.
Shaking her head to stop analyzing everything inside out, she moved her finger under his chin and slid it under his jawline. ”What do you want from me, Noah?” she asked quietly, afraid that she wouldn’t like the answer.
Noah was attentive enough to see the war raging within the girl. Her eyes were absent, lost, one second and then full of fire and desire the other. He wanted to know what had caused it, but right now diving into a deep conversation was the last thing on his mind.
He leaned closer to her ear. "Everything."
That was it. With that simple word, she was lost all over again. So, pushing Noah back slightly, she got down determined to make him feel as good as he made her.
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"Do you miss it?" he asked out of the blue while they were lying in bed.
He was looking at her with admiration while slowly stroking the scar on her back. She pulled herself up on her elbows and shook her head almost instantly, giving him the answer she knew he needed.
"My old life is gone and I don’t mind. I’d rather have a life where I can finally stop pretending to be someone I’m not. It’s exhausting to lie to everyone all the time. And it’s even worse to have to make myself believe it, too," Inéz admitted.
She was pressed to Noah’s chest as if it was the last moment they would share. She could feel his heartbeat under the palm of her hand. And at this point she knew, she would fight everyone who told her that he didn’t have a heart. Because maybe it couldn’t be seen by everyone. Just a select few. But right now, it was beating for her, and looking into Noah’s eyes, she had no doubt about it.
The man had shown her how amazing it was to accept your inner monster. That it didn’t necessarily make her a bad person. Some monsters were good in their own, special way. And the one holding her tightlyhad shown her how to embrace the darkness. For the longest time, she’d hid it, afraid of people’s reaction. Loneliness had never been something she wanted to experience. Now, she fully accepted herself, seeing as it was the brave thing to do, and not a shameful act as she’d once thought. Craving something she shouldn’t want. Recognizing that there was that small part of her that had been missing all alongandthat joining the Famigliahad somehow made her feel whole again. And once she would be introduced as one
