“Mickey, I broke up with her today.” He smiled happily.
“You did?” I asked in shock. “Why?” I was confused but so relieved. His smile only grew and I could see laughter in his eyes.
“Because she’s not you, Mick.” he stated, moving his head closer to mine, “There’s no one but you, there never has been,” he continued, making me turn to mush in his arms. I met his lips and kissed him with all the passion I’d been holding back for the past three years. The kiss was hot and steamy, sizzling as it seared my lips, leaving my body needing more. James kissed me back with just as much passion, the kiss was hard at first but then it slowly softened as his mouth opened to mine and our tongues met and danced together, something they had never done. We took our time exploring each other’s mouths, it was like we were meeting for the first time and getting to know each other, and in a way, I guess we were. James’s hands travelled down to my waist and slipped under the hem of my shirt to hold me close, his warm hands caressing my sides, as I wove my fingers through his soft hair. There was nothing I wanted more in that moment, it was perfect, he was perfect and it all felt so right.
“I love you Michaela,” he said to me, breaking the kiss, his voice husky.
“I love you too James,” I told him, relieved to say the words out loud and finally get it off my chest. He smiled wide at me, his eyes twinkling.
“I want you Mickey, nothing but you. You’re all I ever wanted.” He declared and kissed me again hungrily. Consumed in our lust, we kissed passionately on his bed, exploring each other mouths and bodies some more. Coming up for air we broke the kiss, both sharing the same silly smile on our faces and dreamy look.
“You have no idea how long I’ve wanted to do that,” he smiled wide with happiness and then kissed my lips again.
“Well, you could’ve fooled me.” I giggled. At that he pulled me even closer to his chest, so that our bodies were completely pressed against one another.
“I’ve been in love with you since I first saw you Michaela,” he whispered in my ear, melting my heart even more. “I knew when I was five years old that you were the one for me and that when you felt it too, that I’d make you mine.” I felt a tear slip down my cheek. I’d never known he’d felt this way about me and for so long, because I’d tried so desperately to separate those feelings and pretend they weren’t there. He rubbed away the tears on my cheek, replacing them with kisses. I moved my fingers under his shirt and up his hard muscles, feeling out his defined six pack of abs and hard pecs, they hadn’t been there when we were close and they felt amazing now. I wanted more; I peeled off his shirt with a little help from him and truly admired his beautiful, well chiseled muscular body. He was absolutely stunning and I couldn’t help but wonder why he picked me when he could clearly have anyone. I moved my gaze off his spectacular body and to his face, I could tell he was nervous.
“You’re so beautiful,” I told him and his cheeks pinkened as he tried to suppress a huge smile. It was adorable how shy he was being but I understood, with how new this change in our relationship dynamic was for the both of us. Admiring his body, I traced my fingers across all his new hard planes, which I’d never touched, before I took his hand and put it to the hem of my shirt, showing him he was welcome to do the same. He gulped audibly and I couldn’t help but grin as I helped him raise my shirt up to my ribs.
“Mick,” he started, his voice strained. “I don’t want to take this too fast,” he said, surprising me as he let go of the hem of my shirt. I was speechless and I didn’t understand, I could tell James saw the confusion on my face, so he continued, “I’ve wanted this for so long, just to be able to hold you and kiss you like this, I can wait longer before we go any father, I don’t want to rush through this,” he told me and stroked my cheek gently. “I want to do this right,” he said at last. I felt so touched by his words, no one had ever made me feel so special in my life, it warmed my heart and touched my soul. I held his face in my hands and looked into his eyes as I spoke.
“You don’t have to take this slow for me.” I smiled, sure of myself. “I want you, I’ve been waiting for you and now we finally have each other, I don’t want to wait anymore.” He didn’t smile at my words like I thought he would. “I know you have lots of experience and you’ve been with lots of girls but I don’t care James, I don’t care about any of it,” I told him honestly, I meant it, it didn’t matter at all to me, as I thought it might have. “All I want is to be with you, and it will be special, because it’s you, James.”
James
Michaela didn’t know how much her words meant to me, all of them. But that didn’t change the fact that I wanted this to be special for the both of us and I wanted to savor every second of her. I stroked her cheek as her magical blue-brown eyes looked deep into mine. I gulped before I said what I had to say next, no one knew this and it was
