“But I thought we could hang out today, I’ve really missed my drummer boy!” She whines. Oh, please!
“Sorry, we have too much to do before we have to leave again.” He is walking her to the door but I’m watching them both.
“Can I come by tonight, maybe after she’s asleep? You know like we used to do.” She tried to whisper.
“No, I don’t think that would be a good idea. I’ll call you next time I’m in town. Sorry, bye.” He shuts the door then locks it.
“Please tell me I didn’t just hear that bimbo say that she used to sneak into this house to have sex with you while I was asleep!?” I’m screaming at him.
“At least my room is sound proof.” He says but looks like he knows I’m about to hit him, so I do. I punch him hard in the arm.
“You dumb ass! Your room is sound proof so you can play your drums!! Not have sex with bitches like that!!” Oh I want to kill him!
“I know, and I’m sorry okay? I didn’t know she was going to be here today, and I really didn’t think she would act like that.” He grunts and walk back into the kitchen and starts fixing me some oatmeal.
“Listen I don’t care who you have sex with, we talked about that a few years ago. All I asked of you was that I never find out who they were, do you remember that?” I’m not screaming but I’m still mad.
“Yes, I remember that day very well. I started out talking to you about sex, and some how you turned the tables on me.”
“Well you were the only one having sex at the time, why did I need a sex talk?” It was funny seeing his face when I said this, shocked was an understatement.
“Did you say I was ‘the only one having sex at the time’? What does that mean? Are you having sex?” Where the hell did that come from?
“No! How did you get that from what I said?”
“Flower look at me, if you and Justin are…..”
“We aren’t!” I cut him off “I don’t know where you got that I was having sex from me saying that you were having sex back then, but you need to get something through your head. I’M A VIRGIN!” I stomp out of the room without my coffee or my oatmeal. Slamming my bedroom door behind me and locking it, I throw myself on my bed. How could he think that? Me and Justin? That will never happen, even if I wanted it too, which I don’t.
“Flower open up!” Chris knocks then tries to open the door, sorry big bro it’s locked.
“Just leave me alone, I don’t want to talk to you!”
“Open this door right now!” He screams.
“Go screw a slut!” That must have been the wrong thing to say because the next thing I know he is kicking in my door.
“Don’t you ever talk to me like that!” He screams at me after breaking down my door.
“What the hell? Get out!” I scream and jump off the bed.
“No! You are going to sit down, shut up and listen.” He points to my bed for me to sit. I cross my arms over my chest and stand there looking at him.
“Fine. I don’t know what has gotten into you today but you better get it under control. I know Tammy was out of line, but I made her leave. Yes, what she said about the past was true but I was a lot younger when it happened. I’m sorry but you’re old enough now to understand this, I’m a male, I have needs like everyone else does.”
“Okay, ew please stop.” I don’t want to hear about his sex life.
“It’s true, I’m not a saint sis, sorry to disappoint you. I shouldn’t have to explain my sex life to you, but being your brother and guardian you will explain yours to me!”
“There is nothing to explain, what part of ‘I’m a virgin’ didn’t you understand?” I’m so close to kicking his ass.
“So you and Justin have never……” His breathing is starting to even out, that means his temper is calming down.
“No, we haven’t. We are just friends, why can’t anybody understand this? Justin and I are just friends! We don’t kiss, we don’t touch, and we don’t have sex!”
“Okay, okay. It just worries me, I mean anyone can see that you two are close but I didn’t know how close. Then your statement about it was ‘only me’ having sex back then just sent me……just promise if you two do decide to take this friendship to another level you’ll tell me?”
“Oh yeah, you’ll be the first person I’ll call.” I roll my eyes at him, I mean after this he really thinks I’ll tell him anything about Justin.
“I’m serious, if you want to have sex, then that’s your choice. But I want you to protect yourself. I can’t say anything about having sex at your age, hell I was a lot younger my first time. I just need to know that you’re safe, no matter what you’re doing.”
“You know what, this whole conversation is making me want to throw up. If I have any chance of keeping food down, so I can take my meds, then we need to stop talking.” I walk to my door, well my broken door and look back at him “And you will buy me a new door.”
We didn’t talk for almost three hours, I could barely look at him and not want to puke. I wonder how many girls snuck in our house after I was asleep. I guess he didn’t want me to know about it, understandable too, but still just the thought of it makes me mad. Right as I’m starting to lay out my stuff so I can repack my phone goes off, its Justin calling me. I wonder how he would react to what Chris said,
