He doesn’t say a word, just pulls away long enough to get his pants and boxers off. He rolls on a condom that I have no idea where it came from and I could care less right now. The need I have for him to be inside me is gripping me, taking over.
Grabbing my hips and pulling me to the edge of the counter, he pushes my dress up, exposing my dripping pussy to him.
“Fuck, I can see how wet you are,” he says right before he slams into me.
I throw my head back, hitting it on the cabinet, moaning, “Oh my God, Braden.”
He digs his fingers into my hips as he slams into me. My body is burning, my breasts are heavy, and my pussy is gripping tight to his generous cock. I needed this, this rough, fast fuck. Not only because I’ve missed his touch so much, but because of everything that happened over at Blake’s. I just needed to let go and this is definitely the way.
“Fuck McKinley, I can’t believe how much I missed you. How much I missed being inside this sweet pussy. You feel so good,” he growls.
My hands are fisted in his hair, holding on while he fucks me senseless, right here on his kitchen counter. I can feel my release building and I won’t last much longer, not with the force he is using.
“I’m so close Braden, oh God, it feels so good.”
“Fuck yes, I’m right there with you baby,” he says, grabbing tightly onto my ass. I reach down to my clit and circle it and his eyes snap up to mine. “Holy shit, keep touching yourself. Oh my God, that is so fucking hot.”
I bite my bottom lip and nod my head, as I begin to rub my clit. My orgasm is so close, my body is tightening, and I feel that all too familiar tingle. I rub my clit a bit harder, just as he slams into me and my release crashes over me.
“Braden, fuck, oh yes.”
He continues to pump in and out of me a few more times before he moans out my name, tossing his head back. When he’s done, he pulls me to him, and we hold onto each other while we recover. After a few minutes, he pulls back and kisses me before resting his head on my chest.
“I can’t do this again,” he says.
My heart drops into my stomach and I feel tears sting my eyes. What the fuck?
“Why?” I whisper, not trusting my voice to give away my emotions.
“Because being away from you for just these few days was too much. Next time the girls are here, they will know we are together.” He picks up his head and kisses my lips before searching my eyes. “What’s wrong?”
I shake my head feeling foolish for the way my thoughts just went. “I just misunderstood what you meant by that. I thought this was it for us,” I admit, closing my eyes.
He gets back in his clothes and pulls my panties up my legs, before lifting me off the counter and carrying me to the deck. Sitting down he holds me on his lap and kisses my temple.
“McKinley, maybe I haven’t made myself very clear over the last few months.” He turns me around and kisses my lips sweetly before tucking my hair behind my ears. “I’m in this for the long run. I’ve never in my life felt such a connection to someone before, never. I didn’t think it was possible to feel this way, but here I am feeling something I didn’t even know existed.” I smile and he kisses my lips again. “McKinley, I love you.”
A tear escapes my eye and Braden quickly brushes it away. I’m so taken back, so surprised that this man that I didn’t even think I’d ever have a chance with loves me.
“I love you too, Braden. I love you so much,” I manage to say through my tears.
“Why are you crying baby?” he asks, holding me closer to him.
“I just didn’t think you felt the same as me. I thought maybe it was all too good to be true,” I admit.
“Look at me.” I lift my head and he once again wipes away my tears. “I never thought I’d date again. I never thought I’d trust again, and I definitely never thought I’d love again. It’s you, McKinley. You are the reason I am happier than I’ve ever been in my life. You are the first thought I have when I wake up and the last thought I have when I fall asleep. My heart belongs to you.”
A few more tears fall from his words and I kiss his sweet lips. “I need to tell you something,” I say with my heart in my throat. He nods his head and I continue, “I’m ashamed of things I’ve done in the past and this is the hardest thing to say, especially to you, but I want to be completely honest with you. I never had enough money back home. I had a bad reputation and for good reason. I slept around a lot. No one wanted to hire me, so I didn’t work at just a bar, it was a strip club.” I swallow the bile down and talk through the tears running down my face. “I’ve sold myself many times to pay rent, pay bills, and even pay for modeling pictures. I’m so sorry and I completely understand if this changes how you feel, but you deserve to know.” I’m a sobbing mess now. The fear of him being disgusted with me is real and I don’t know how I’d survive without him.
“Oh, McKinley. Thank you for being honest with me. I can’t imagine how difficult that was, but baby it doesn’t change a thing. It makes me want to go to your hometown and beat the shit out of everyone, but nothing else. I know you and I love you. Don’t ever
