“How was it different, Nora?”
“Oh, so different. I can’t tell you how. Mr. Glascock will never come back again.”
“And Mr. Stanbury will?” said the elder sister. Nora made no reply, but after a while nodded her head. “And you want him to come back?” She paused again, and again nodded her head. “Then you have accepted him?”
“I have not accepted him. I have refused him. I have told him that it was impossible.”
“And yet you wish him back again!” Nora again nodded her head. “That is a state of things I cannot at all understand,” said Mrs. Trevelyan, “and would not believe unless you told me so yourself.”
“And you think me very wrong, of course. I will endeavour to do nothing wrong, but it is so. I have not said a word of encouragement to Mr. Stanbury; but I love him with all my heart. Ought I to tell you a lie when you question me? Or is it natural that I should never wish to see again a person whom I love better than all the world? It seems to me that a girl can hardly be right if she have any choice of her own. Here are two men, one rich and the other poor. I shall fall to the ground between them. I know that. I have fallen to the ground already. I like the one I can’t marry. I don’t care a straw for the one who could give me a grand house. That is falling to the ground. But I don’t see that it is hard to understand, or that I have disgraced myself.”
“I said nothing of disgrace, Nora.”
“But you looked it.”
“I did not intend to look it, dearest.”
“And remember this, Emily, I have told you everything because you asked me. I do not mean to tell anybody else, at all. Mamma would not understand me. I have not told him, and I shall not.”
“You mean Mr. Stanbury?”
“Yes; I mean Mr. Stanbury. As to Mr. Glascock, of course I shall tell mamma that. I have no secret there. That is his secret, and I suppose mamma should know it. But I will have nothing told about the other. Had I accepted him, or even hinted to him that I cared for him, I would tell mamma at once.”
After that there came something of a lecture, or something, rather, of admonition, from Mrs. Outhouse. That lady did not attempt to upbraid, or to find any fault; but observed that as she understood that Mr. Stanbury had no means whatever, and as Nora herself had none, there had better be no further intercourse between them, till, at any rate, Sir Marmaduke and Lady Rowley should be in London. “So I told him that he must not come here any more, my dear,” said Mrs. Outhouse.
“You are quite right, aunt. He ought not to come here.”
“I am so glad that you agree with me.”
“I agree with you altogether. I think I was bound to see him when he asked to see me; but the thing is altogether out of the question. I don’t think he’ll come any more, aunt.” Then Mrs. Outhouse was quite satisfied that no harm had been done.
A month had now passed since anything had been heard at St. Diddulph’s from Mr. Trevelyan, and it seemed that many months might go on in the same dull way. When Mrs. Trevelyan first found herself in her uncle’s house, a sum of two hundred pounds had been sent to her; and since that she had received a letter from her husband’s lawyer saying that a similar amount would be sent to her every three months, as long as she was separated from her husband. A portion of this she had given over to Mr. Outhouse; but this pecuniary assistance by no means comforted that unfortunate gentleman in his trouble. “I don’t want to get into debt,” he said, “by keeping a lot of people whom I haven’t the means to feed. And I don’t want to board and lodge my nieces and their family at so much a head. It’s very hard upon me either way.” And so it was. All the comfort of his home was destroyed, and he was driven to sacrifice his independence by paying his tradesmen with a portion of Mrs. Trevelyan’s money. The more he thought of it all, and the more he discussed the matter with his wife, the more indignant they became with the truant husband. “I can’t believe,” he said, “but what Mr. Bideawhile could make him come back, if he chose to do his duty.”
“But they say that Mr. Trevelyan is in Italy, my dear.”
“And if I went to Italy, might I leave you to starve, and take my income with me?”
“He doesn’t leave her quite to starve, my dear.”
“But isn’t a man bound to stay with his wife? I never heard of such a thing—never. And I’m sure that there must be something wrong. A man can’t go away and leave his wife to live with her uncle and aunt. It isn’t right.”
“But what can we do?”
Mr. Outhouse was forced to acknowledge that nothing could be done. He was a man to whom the quiescence of his own childless house was the one pleasure of his existence. And of that he was robbed because this wicked madman chose to neglect all his duties, and leave his wife without a house to shelter her. “Supposing that she couldn’t have come here, what then?” said Mr. Outhouse. “I did tell him, as plain as words could speak, that we couldn’t receive them.” “But here they are,” said Mrs. Outhouse, “and here they must remain till my brother comes to England.” “It’s the most monstrous thing that I ever heard of in all my life,” said Mr. Outhouse. “He ought to be locked up;—that’s what he ought.”
It was hard, and it became harder, when a gentleman, whom Mr. Outhouse certainly did not wish to see, called upon him
