“She is just a horrid little spy,” Ellen cried. “I know she goes and tells Aunt Catherine everything. I shouldn’t have her if I could help it; but everybody knows now that she is Aunt Catherine’s relation, and they are all civil to her.”
“She cannot do us any harm, Nelly,” said her husband, “we are not afraid of any spy, I hope.”
“Oh, don’t talk so much nonsense, Algy,” cried Ellen. “Of course she can’t do us any harm; but I hate spies for all that.”
They were wrong so far that Emma was not at all a spy. Of all the interminable discourses she poured out upon Catherine, the far greater part was about herself; only unfortunately the part that interested her auditor was not that about herself, but the much smaller portion in which, quite unconscious and without any evil motive, she dropped here and there a chance hint as to the others.
“And whom did you say Edward was dancing with?” Catherine would say.
“Oh, I was not talking of Mr. Edward, but of young Mr. Merridew, who is always very attentive. That was our third dance together, and I did feel it was a great pity there were no chaperons, because I should have asked her, if I had been with anyone, whether it wasn’t rather, you know—for I wouldn’t for the world do anything to get myself talked about.”
“I thought you had been talking about Edward,” Catherine said.
“Oh dear no. It was whether three dances together wasn’t perhaps a little—for I always feel the responsibility of belonging to the family, Cousin Catherine, and I wouldn’t for the world do anything—it is quite different with gentlemen. Mr. Edward was just carrying on as usual.”
“But, Emma, you must tell me what you mean by ‘carrying on.’ ”
“Oh, I don’t mean any harm,” Emma would say. “I wonder what young Mr. Merridew is—if he is well off, and all that? Hester has cousins all round to tell her what’s best, and of course she does not need to be on her p’s and q’s, like me.”
Catherine had to follow a mazy, vague, and wandering clue thus, through acres of indifferent matter, and to piece together broken scraps of information which were never intended to affect her at all. But they did affect her sometimes so powerfully that she had her hand actually on the bell, not only that evening but on several other occasions, to intimate that she should want the carriage at ten o’clock—a proceeding which would have convulsed the household at home, and carried consternation to the recipients of the unlooked-for honour. But, on further consideration, Catherine always succeeded in subduing herself, often sadly enough saying to herself that it would be time enough when he told her—Why should she go out to meet trouble? Her heart so took her strength from her, and changed her natural temperament, that Catherine restrained herself, with a shrinking, which nobody who knew her would have believed in, from any contact with irresistible fact, and decided that rather than find out the vanity of her confidence it was better to be deceived.
Thus the house on the hill which flaunted forth every Thursday evening the great lamps of its lighted windows and the lines of Chinese lanterns in the conservatory, became the centre for the moment of a great deal of life and many anxious thoughts. It turned Ellen’s head with pride and delight when she received indications of this, which indeed came to her on all sides. When a shade of alarm crossed Algernon’s face at the amount of the bills, she took a lofty position which no man pretending to any spirit could have gone against. “Goodness, Algy, how can you look so glum about a pound or two, when you see we are doing a great work?” Ellen said. “Well! if it is not more important than mothers’ meetings, I don’t know what words mean: and Mr. Ransom says the mothers’ meetings are a great work.” Algernon laughed, but he, too, felt a thrill of pride. To have made the house, which though it was Ellen’s was a Merridew house, and his own, into a centre for the great Vernon family, was, if not a great work, at least an extraordinary local success, such as old Merridew’s son could never have hoped to attain to. And indeed Algernon’s remonstrances about the bills were of the feeblest description. He was too much devoted to his wife to have interfered with her, even had not the balance of moral force been on her side; and he was proud of the extravagance and the commotion and the way in which the elders shook their heads. It is pleasant to make a sensation, and Algernon was comforted by the knowledge that he had already made a little money by his stockbroking transactions, and hoped to make a great deal more.
The young men had carried on their transactions with considerable vigour, though with little risk so far as Algernon and Harry were concerned. But Edward’s was a different case. The venture upon which he had pondered with so much anxiety had turned out favourably, and he had gone on without telling his secret to anyone, with a general amount of success which had made the operation of risking other people’s money seem quite natural to him—a process without any practical consequences at all, except the accumulation of a good deal of money under his own name, which is one of the happiest of sensations. To his temperament indeed it is by no means certain that the vicissitudes of the career in which he had embarked, the tragic suspense in which he was occasionally held, and the transport of deliverance that followed, were not in themselves the highest pleasures of which he was capable. And even so early in his career as this, such crises would come. He had self-command enough not to betray
