“It wasn’t bad.”
Last summer Ethne had been free. If Willoughby had come home with his good news instead of shooting ibex on Jebel Araft, it would have made all the difference in her life, and the cry was loud at her heart, “Why didn’t you come?” But outwardly she gave no sign of the irreparable harm which Willoughby’s delay had brought about. She had the self-command of a woman who has been sorely tried, and she spoke so unconcernedly that Willoughby believed her questions prompted by the merest curiosity.
“You might have written,” she suggested.
“Feversham did not suggest that there was any hurry. It would have been a long and difficult matter to explain in a letter. He asked me to go to you when I had an opportunity, and I had no opportunity before. To tell the truth, I thought it very likely that I might find Feversham had come back before me.”
“Oh, no,” returned Ethne, “there could be no possibility of that. The other two feathers still remain to be redeemed before he will ask me to take back mine.”
Willoughby shook his head. “Feversham can never persuade Castleton and Trench to cancel their accusations as he persuaded me.”
“Why not?”
“Major Castleton was killed when the square was broken at Tamai.”
“Killed?” cried Ethne; and she laughed in a short and satisfied way. Willoughby turned and stared at her, disbelieving the evidence of his ears. But her face showed him quite clearly that she was thoroughly pleased. Ethne was a Celt, and she had the Celtic feeling that death was not a very important matter. She could hate, too, and she could be hard as iron to the men she hated. And these three men she hated exceedingly. It was true that she had agreed with them, that she had given a feather, the fourth feather, to Harry Feversham just to show that she agreed, but she did not trouble her head about that. She was very glad to hear that Major Castleton was out of the world and done with.
“And Colonel Trench too?” she said.
“No,” Willoughby answered. “You are disappointed? But he is even worse off than that. He was captured when engaged on a reconnaissance. He is now a prisoner in Omdurman.”
“Ah!” said Ethne.
“I don’t think you can have any idea,” said Willoughby, severely, “of what captivity in Omdurman implies. If you had, however much you disliked the captive, you would feel some pity.”
“Not I,” said Ethne, stubbornly.
“I will tell you something of what it does imply.”
“No. I don’t wish to hear of Colonel Trench. Besides, you must go. I want you to tell me one thing first,” said she, as she rose from her seat. “What became of Mr. Feversham after he had given you that feather?”
“I told him that he had done everything which could be reasonably expected; and he accepted my advice. For he went on board the first steamer which touched at Suakin on its way to Suez and so left the Sudan.”
“I must find out where he is. He must come back. Did he need money?”
“No. He still drew his allowance from his father. He told me that he had more than enough.”
“I am glad of that,” said Ethne, and she bade Willoughby wait within the enclosure until she returned, and went out by herself to see that the way was clear. The garden was quite empty. Durrance had disappeared from it, and the great stone terrace of the house and the house itself, with its striped sunblinds, looked a place of sleep. It was getting towards one o’clock, and the very birds were quiet amongst the trees. Indeed the quietude of the garden struck upon Ethne’s senses as something almost strange. Only the bees hummed drowsily about the flowerbeds, and the voice of a lad was heard calling from the slopes of meadow on the far side of the creek. She returned to Captain Willoughby.
“You can go now,” she said. “I cannot pretend friendship for you, Captain Willoughby, but it was kind of you to find me out and tell me your story. You are going back at once to Kingsbridge? I hope so. For I do not wish Colonel Durrance to know of your visit or anything of what you have told me.”
“Durrance was a friend of Feversham’s—his great friend,” Willoughby objected.
“He is quite unaware that any feathers were sent to Mr. Feversham, so there is no need he should be informed that one of them has been taken back,” Ethne answered. “He does not know why my engagement to Mr. Feversham was broken off. I do not wish him to know. Your story would enlighten him, and he must not be enlightened.”
“Why?” asked Willoughby. He was obstinate by nature, and he meant to have the reason for silence before he promised to keep it. Ethne gave it to him at once very simply.
“I am engaged to Colonel Durrance,” she said. It was her fear that Durrance already suspected that no stronger feeling than friendship attached her to him. If once he heard that the fault which broke her engagement to Harry Feversham had been most bravely atoned, there could be no doubt as to the course which he would insist upon pursuing. He would strip himself of her, the one thing left to him, and that she was stubbornly determined he should not do. She was bound to him in honour, and it would be a poor way of manifesting her joy that Harry Feversham had redeemed his honour if she straightway sacrificed her own.
Captain Willoughby pursed up his lips and whistled.
“Engaged to Jack Durrance!” he exclaimed. “Then I seem to have wasted my time in bringing you that feather,” and he pointed towards it. She was holding it in her open hand, and she drew her hand sharply away, as though she feared for a moment that he meant to rob her of it.
“I am most grateful for it,” she
