I looked at her face. She reached and touched my cheek with fingertips.
'I'm sure they have. If you want to, you can even be charming.'
'Nice,' I said.
But there was something else in her eyes now and it bothered me. A kind of beyond-look, as if there were some feeling in her, she was not going to tell anybody about. I could feel it getting to me and I didn't want it to. She looked like she had been looking for a long time for somebody to fall in love with. No way, Mary Beth. You'll get laid, but don't start bringing love into it. No way.
I was already naked. She started to take off her sweater. I helped her lift it over her head. Her breasts were huge; there were about eight eyehooks on her brassiere. I unfastened each hook. She let her brassiere fall to the carpet. She turned around. Her huge breasts gleamed at me, big as car headlights.
'Beautiful!' I said.
She let her skirt fall to the floor. Then she sat down on the edge of the bed and slipped off her panties and pantyhose.
I kept watching her eyes. She paused a moment and then swiveled her butt and drew her legs up on the bed and leaned back against the headboard, her knees drawn up against her breasts. She gave me a completely happy smile.
'Don't be in such a hurry please,' she said.
She had smooth wide hips, narrow waist. She stared at my prick.
'Come here,' she said. 'I want to see something.'
My cock was skin tight, drum hard.
'Lie down,' she said.
I lay back but she didn't touch my dick. She bent down over it, like a judge at a flower show.
'My God,' she said.
'What's the trouble?'
'I never saw it before in daylight. My God!'
'You ought to know what you've had, in darkness or in light.'
'I knew it was big, but I never knew it was this damn big,' she said.
'Don't faint.'
'I would have if I'd known you were sticking this elephant gun into me.'
'Maybe we better turn out the lights.'
'No, it's better this way.'
'When the candles are low, all cats are grey.'
'Maybe,' she said. 'But they don't all have such huge cocks.'
'It ain't what you do,' I sang, 'it's the way that you do it.'
'Not for me. I like it big and I love yours.'
'What if it doesn't fit?'
'What do you mean?'
'I never had it all the way in you before.'
'You're kidding!'
'Let's try it on for full size,' I said.
She lowered her legs slowly and spread them wide. I eased over on top of her. She opened her legs wider. I put one hand under her fanny and lifted her up to me, putting the head of my cock right on the lips of her vagina. She moved up and I slipped it in an inch at a time. I didn't push hard. I really didn't know if she could handle the whole big business, but it kept going in and in and in. She winced a little and slowed down. She nodded her head up and down. Her eyes were closed. I felt her come up a little higher and then my dick was in all the way, right to the hilt, real fine.
'Come on. Come on,' she said breathlessly.
I rammed it to her once and she damn near jumped out of bed. 'Oh. My God,' she said. 'Take it easy. Slow and easy.'
I gave her a couple of slow strokes and felt her clit come up.
'Oh, fuck me, fuck me,' she moaned suddenly.
I knew that if I rammed it all the way, I was going to take the bottom out of her. I could feel it touch bottom when I went in slowly. If I went in fast, it would rip her up. I pulled it out a little and told her to bring her legs closer together. I thrust faster. Her arms came up around my neck and her head lifted, searching for my mouth.
She started to kiss my mouth and neck and shoulders. I held her upward, with one hand on her back, kissing her nipples. I could hear my lips smacking wet on those rigid nipples. This was good. Maybe this was better than love. No strings, no connections. You didn't kill loneliness with love. You just compounded the problem of loneliness with other problems. This was a great lay, and that's what I needed now. I felt all the soreness going out of my body. I heard us breathing louder and louder. Her mouth opened and my tongue went inside; our tongues kissed and then her tongue went away and she took hold of my lower lip with her teeth.
It felt great. I heard myself moaning a little. I was setting a hell of a pace. No, smoking and drinking. That's the key to windless screwing. I felt her clit rising harder and harder and her legs starting to spread. I pushed them back together or my whole penis would take her apart. Oh, the lovely pressure on the part that wasn't inside, Hmmm.
Her mouth drew away. 'Oh, God!' she said.
She was hotter than hell now. Her cunt was wide open and all honey. Her flesh was getting hotter and I knew she was getting excited as hell. Her fingers were running all over me, up and down my back and thighs, over and over again.
We both started moaning into each other's mouths. Aaahh. It was really good. Getting better. She made little cries of delight when I squeezed her buttocks hard. She loved it. Her lips sloshed against each other. I had a good steady rhythm going in and out, not too fast, not too slow.
'Oh, Jesus,' she said. 'You're so damn wide.'
'When I get through with you, you'll be able to screw a horse,' I whispered.
I drew her breath straight into me and I could hear my breath coming faster and faster, rushing into her mouth. She began- to squeeze with her cunt muscles, wanting me to pour a hot load into her.
She put her hands around my ass; grabbed my lower lip with her teeth. She thrust her thighs up and down, going faster and faster. I stepped up the pace. I didn't think she could hold without blowing herself out of the room.
Our bodies were soaked with sweat. Christ, I couldn't hold it much longer. Then I felt her finger probing my anus.
'What's the matter?' I panted.
'Go ahead. Come on.' I felt her finger in my anus and I pumped harder. Come on, you bitch, you're going to come.
'I can hold it,' I said. I went after her harder and harder, but I could tell she was near coming. What the hell.
'Give it to me, honey. Please, please.'
'Come on,' I told her.
'Don't worry. Come on, honey.'
She put her tongue in my ear. I felt like my cock was an easy rider now and I felt it was going to be a long one that I could control. I was going to see how long I could stay without coming, because I couldn't feel she was even near coming.
She started to shake all over and moan suddenly. I could feel by the insides of her, she wasn't going to come. Maybe she couldn't come this way. Suddenly I began to lose desire. She tried hard to fake it but I couldn't buy it.
I stopped. She started to cry.
'What's the matter?' I said.
'I just can't.'
'Where do you want me to stick it?'
