The smell coming off Cameron disappeared briefly, but soon the air was full of it, a terrible stench billowing out of the place ahead of them. Mayne peered at the greyness above the trees again, and could see wisps of smoke. He had been right. There was a fire, and they were getting closer to it. He swallowed hard and twisted back to Cameron. ‘Why blot out the Red Cross symbol on the truck?’
‘It terrifies them. The people here. The SS doctors and nurses wore it when they carried out medical experiments. And they used it to delude the new arrivals that they were going for medical checkups when they got off the train at the camps. In reality they were being sent to the gas chambers.’
‘Gas chambers?
‘Do you remember the Soviet accounts of Majdanek, the camp in Poland they liberated last year?’
‘Colonel Stein and I were just talking about it.’
Cameron paused. ‘Most of the Jews here came from a place called Auschwitz. They’ve got a number tattooed on their wrists. They were force-marched west as the Russians advanced through Poland. What seems to have saved them from the gas chambers was the Allied bombing of Dresden. They were going to be used as work parties to clear the ruins. But as the Nazi machinery crumbled they were pushed into existing slave labour camps out here and abandoned. Some of the camps were Konzentrazionelager, like Belsen. Others were satellite camps, Arbeitslager. That’s what this one seems to be, some kind of forestry labour camp, originally using Soviet prisoners of war. What you’re about to see amounts to mass murder, nothing less, a horrible crime against humanity. But this place was not an extermination camp. Unless, that is, you count the daily summary executions, the medical experiments and all forms of bestiality meted out by the SS guards on these people.’
‘How on earth did they survive the other place, Auschwitz?’
‘They all talk about the end of the train track, the railhead. Some kind of selection took place. It’s as if everything after that is expunged from their memory. But the people who survived it had been selected as slave labour, living in a camp next to the gas chambers. Armaments, munitions, you name it. Some of them worked underground, in a salt mine converted to an aero engine assembly plant. It sounds like Dante’s inferno. A pit of hell. But not as bad as the hell above ground. It must have been a huge camp. And the gas chambers. We’re talking hundreds of thousands murdered, more. Men, women, children. And not just at Auschwitz. There were more of those places. They called them Todesmuhlen.’
‘Death mills,’ Stein murmured. ‘My God.’
‘What you’re about to see…’ Cameron looked down. ‘It’s like. ..’ He paused, struggling for words. ‘It’s as if Europe has been struck by a gigantic meteorite. I mean the Jews. What we see here, what we’ll only ever see, is like the residue round the edges of an impact crater, the detritus blown out of the middle. Everything else is pulverized, destroyed without trace.’
Mayne tried to keep focused. ‘In the camp. This one. Where we’re going. What’s the drill?’
‘Our priority is to treat them with DDT, to kill lice. The lice carry typhus. We spray and scrub them, in a kind of human laundry. The next stage is a makeshift hospital. The huts are too filthy, indescribable. We’re going to burn them. The Red Cross lorry should contain army tents and folding beds.’
‘You’ll set them up out here, away from the camp?’
Cameron shook his head. ‘Unless we’re ordered to evacuate, everyone stays inside. The horrible truth is that we can’t release these people. The risk of spreading typhus is too great. Already some of the healthier ones have escaped and are living rough in the forest. We need to get them all back and disinfect them.’
‘What about food?’
‘The first troops in here yesterday gave them everything they had. Standard British army compo rations, greasy pork in tins. Virtually inedible at the best of times. The soldiers watered it down into a kind of soup. It was well-meaning, but for some of the inmates it just brought on diarrhoea that killed them within hours. One thing that did work was tea. We’re brewing it by the gallon. The lorry’s also bringing sacks of Bengal famine mixture – sugar, dried milk, flour, salt, water. But for many it’ll be too late. Even the healthier ones, the small number who can take solids, are a problem. They keep half their food and hide it. It’ll just rot, and cause another health hazard. They simply can’t believe they’re being fed. They’re hoarding it for when the guards return and the nightmare resumes. I shouldn’t say it, but they’re like animals, hiding food and squabbling over it. There’s no morality here. It’s far beyond that. This is war, my friend. Not on the battlefield, but here. This is what war does.’ He covered his eyes with one hand. ‘I’m sorry,’ he said hoarsely. ‘This is the first time I’ve actually tried to describe it.’
Howard gestured back at the Red Cross lorry, now trundling along the lane behind them. ‘And medicine?’
Cameron cleared his throat. ‘Nicotinic acid and sulphaguanadine for diarrhoea. Mild cases, anyway. For those with beds in our makeshift hospital, we’ll try protein hydrolysates by nasal drip. But there’s a problem with injections. The sight of a needle terrifies them. They saw Nazi doctors inject dying people with petrol to make their corpses burn more easily. Just a few beats of the heart before it killed them, enough to circulate the petrol. But an excruciating death. The other inmates would have heard the screams, day in and day out.’
‘Jesus,’ Mayne whispered.
Stein turned to Cameron. ‘We’re not medical personnel. You know that. We need to find out why they were here. I don’t mean the arrivals from Auschwitz, I mean the original slave labourers. What was going on here, in the forest. Why the Nazis needed them. Can we talk to them?’
‘Of course. Many of them were educated people. Are educated people. We have to remember that. Are, not were. These are still human beings. What am I saying. My God.’ Cameron shut his eyes and put his hand to his face again. Mayne noticed that it was shaking, just like his own. The lorry edged up behind them, and Lewes slowly accelerated. Mayne could make out individual trees now. Cameron opened his eyes. ‘You see it in the children, the teenagers, those who were eight, nine, ten when they were taken, old enough suddenly to shine, as linguists, artists, poets, musicians. Children wrenched from that, but who still live the long days of childhood, where a day can seem like for ever. Endless days of anguish and fear, yet some of them preserve fragments of their past, before the horror. It’s like a lifeline for them. Trauma patients we were shown at medical school, shell-shocked soldiers, often focus on one event, one shocking experience. With these children, it’s as if the shocking event is too much, but they are able to bury it under one vivid memory of happiness, a memory powerful enough to anchor them against the horror. It can be the words of a song they repeat over and over again, or one image they draw repeatedly, or one phrase of a foreign language they’d been learning. I’m only talking about a few. Most have been too traumatized. Most are beyond our help.’
‘We’re looking for a girl,’ Stein said. ‘A teenage girl.’
‘A girl who made a drawing,’ Mayne said.
‘Something unusual in it,’ Stein added. ‘Something drawn very precisely.’
‘We gave the children crayons,’ Cameron said. ‘A drawing? It could have been anything. Not necessarily something she saw here, but maybe a fixation from her past, before the horror. What I was just saying. But I’ll do what I can. There’s a nurse who might help.’
The jeep trundled on. The edge of the forest loomed larger now, forbidding, like the circuit walls of a dark citadel. Like the shadow-girt wall of Troy. Mayne glanced back at Cameron, who was staring into space. It was a look he had seen in young officers who had survived their first experience of battle, a look of shock, exhaustion, dulled fear and impossible responsibility, of being thrust into making snap decisions about who was to live and who was to die. Only here it was something far removed from the age-old rite of passage for the soldier. Here it was something utterly without precedent in their experience, in the literature of war they had grown up with, even the stories of their fathers, who thought they had experienced the worst that humanity could offer on the battlefields of the First World War, on the Western Front, at Gallipoli. It was as if that war, the war to end all wars, had been just the first act.
Mayne remembered a painting he had seen in a ruined chateau in Normandy of the Franco-Prussian War in 1870, of the victorious German leader Otto von Bismarck and the defeated Napoleon III sitting outside a tent, agreeing to cede Alsace-Lorraine to Germany. In a stroke they had destroyed the balance that had kept Europe peaceful since Waterloo. Was the horror that lay ahead of them now foredoomed that evening seventy-five years before, on the battlefield of Sedan? Or was it set in place millennia earlier, when men dispensed with heroes and champions and first learned to make untamed war? How could humanity have let this happen?
‘Stop here.’ Cameron tapped Lewes on the shoulder, and they came to a halt outside a cut in the treeline. Ahead of them the lane continued into the forest. Tangles of barbed wire extended off among the trees on either side. In front of them was a wrought-iron gateway, interwoven with cut branches and camouflage netting, and a
