each other. Things like playing doctor and such, and that you seemed completely uninterested in doing that with me. You were completely oblivious of what I wanted and that made me sometimes feel that you didn't like me or at least did not find me very attractive. You were such a stiff and awkward dick-head where it came to that I often wondered what I actually saw in you in the first place, but I always returned to the point where I wanted to be closer to you.'
Emily paused and looking back in time, I realized some of the things that I had overlooked or had been so completely ignorant about. I could only begin to understand the pain and sadness that Emily must have felt about my seeming ignorance and distance that I had kept from her. I had to swallow a couple of times when I heard that. I was not blind or dumb, and I had heard the stories of those sex-games as well. They never failed to excite me and make me horny. I had always been too shy, afraid of being rejected or found out, to do anything about it or take part in them, except with the e girl from next door and even that was more on her initiative than on mine.
I guess that I also was afraid to let others get too close to me and tended to keep my cards close to my chest. I think that if we would have played those games as well, we wouldn't have had this conversation at this point and our lives would have looked a lot different. Besides that, I was a boy, and boys tend to be a little thickheaded about those things, and I must have been no exception.
After having paused to allow me to let things sink in a bit Emily continued. 'I am fully aware what
I nodded. I had met Rebecca a couple of times at Emily's birthday parties and I had to admit that I had always been very much taken with her. She had been, as they called it, rather precocious in the physical sense and had appeared to be entirely uninhibited in her contacts, expressions and physical intimacy. I myself had always been a bit more cautious and had carefully kept my 'grapplers' to myself. At the time I found that I had plenty of other headaches and worries, and that I could do without being expected generally embarrassing and potentially hard-handed parental interventions.
Emily continued, 'Well, in order to cut down to the chase, She did it with her brothers, her sister and with whomever she took a fancy to within her extended family or outside it. She even did it with me when I found myself to be miserable and with a severe case of 'the blues' about your pig-headed and arrogant ignorance towards me and I thought that I could find some comfort with her. She didn't do it because she was forced, or was enticed into it. If there was any force or enticement, it was hers. She just liked doing it so much that she didn't have any compulsion against it. You could call her a natural and she was completely happy and at ease with that. Too bad that one of the one of those so-called virtuous self-righteous hypocrites from church caught air of it and now she is put into a closed boarding-school or institution somewhere in the boondocks. Her dad 's in prison and the rest of the family is up shit creek without as much as a toothpick for a paddle. They're in counseling, institutionalized or in foster care, you know. Every once in a while I receive a letter from her, but her problems are far from over, but I don't think that she's going to change very much. It is too much part of her life to give that up. At least that's what she wrote to me. She's planning to live with her brother as soon as they'll let her out of the institution. For me it's not so much because I think it's fun or just enjoyable, because that still remains to be seen. It's because I love you and I feel that I don't have a choice since I already made that one long ago.”
Emily finished, looking at me lovingly. She reached over and pulled me towards her as she rose up to meet me and trembling brought her lips to mine. At first she brushed them very lightly against mine, barely touching them but letting their softness and warmth invite me to answer her. I put an arm around her as well and ever so gently answered her.
We withdrew just a bit, but then immediately returned, more daring and certain now. Emily let the tip of her tongue play over my lips, almost teasing me to open up and follow her in her play. Again we let our lips part, only to return with more vigor, more daring and urging, hungry for more and more intimate. We kissed deeply now, opening up to each other, letting our hands roam over our bodies and for the first time allow them to touch and caress one another as lovers. The touch of her soft cool hand on the skin of my body seemed to leave a trace of delightful sparks behind, at least that's how it felt. The sweet fresh smell of her breath and the taste of her mouth as our tongues played with each other and danced a happy passionate dance made my breath stall and ran a shiver of indescribable delight through me. We entwined in our first wondrous contact with each other that left us breathless. I grunted and opened myself up to her, letting her breathe through our kiss and felt her do the same as we shared the living life-giving breath between us.
We now lay down completely and fully embraced, pressing our bodies together, feeling the electrifying touch of skin against skin, nipples against chest, belly against belly. Legs against legs as she slid one of her legs in between mine and caressed them by sensuously sliding it up and pressing her little plum against my thigh, leaving little wet spots where she kissed me with it.
My by now completely returned erection rested nestled in between her and my belly, her firm softness caressing it, her warmth radiating through it. I broke the kiss and brushed my cheek with them on my way to her so soft and slender neck as she neighed her head as if to allow me to reach her there better and easier.
She muttered, 'Yes, that's nice, Benjamin, kiss me there. So nice!'
She crooned softly in my ear and proceeded to softly bite my earlobe. I softly bit in the skin at the base of her neck that sent a shock through her and she sensuously pressed herself harder against me, urging and wanting. I let her go and brought my mouth to her chest, to where the soft mounds that promised to become her breasts seemed to beg for my kisses and caressing. Emily stroked my arms and my chest, looking at me in delighted wonder about what our bodies asked, demanded of us and gave us back in the strong feelings of enjoyment. Her hands wandered, light as butterflies over my flanks, my belly and then up along my back where they found a resting place on my spine. Without doing anything but gently and slowly exploring each other with strokes, kisses and sometimes nothing more than a brushing breath, we lay there while time lost its meaning in the delight that we found in each other. Emily put her hand on my almost painfully raised manhood that nearly exploded under the cool and soft touch of her as she gripped it and put it between her legs where it lodged itself against the warm and moist softness of her femininity. She began to move and slowly rubbed herself over its entire length, her breath stalling and her body shuddering as her little rosebud of delight touched and rode over my shaft. Her fiery red mane hanging down, surrounding both our faces as a fiery and fragrant universe that lit up in the golden light of the setting sun. We kissed again and tightly hugged each other as we luxuriated in the touching of our bodies. Emily broke the kiss, broadly smiled at me and whispered: 'There! I'm ready. Now let's see if it really was worth the wait.'
With that she lifted herself slightly, again put my penis into the portal of her most intimate place and pulled her hand away. With a light gasp and sigh and a slightly acrobatic thrust of her pelvis she pushed herself down on me. I felt myself entering her a little and her young virgin vagina stretched to receive me. My foreskin stretched and rolled back as the very sensitive tip of my manhood slowly penetrated her as she stretched and strained to push it inside of her. Her warmth radiated into me and I felt her most powerful muscle grip and practically snap tight around the ridge of my glands. She paused to allow herself to adjust and fully experience what was happening to both of us and then proceeded to push herself down further. We didn't say anything because there was nothing to be said. It felt so all consuming good and exciting that there was nothing left to say and again we kissed as I penetrated deeper into my little sister. There was no sign of her maidenhood and deeper and deeper, tiny piece by tiny piece, I let myself course into her on her coaxing and gentle pushing down on me.
I don't know how long it took, but eventually my glands met up with the hotly firm mass of her cervix as her femininity wetly kissed the base of my shaft and her generous pudenda firmly rested against where our bodies met in ultimate union. Again we paused and looked each other in the eyes. There was no room for anything else than warm and lusting love for each other.
Emily gasped and thrust down further to achieve the fullest envelopment of me and our groins pressed together to give her clitoris the fullest stimulation.
'Benjamin!
She strangely quietly, seriously and solemnly urged me before collapsing into a wildly humping fury upon me. I felt her warm and tight gender contracting, milking and rippling over and around my manhood as I met her
