expected—the opposite, in fact. Just about the only person, in fact, who didn’t seem to be having that good a time was John’s mother, and that, apparently, had to do with the fact that someone overheard Anna Wintour say that Jill’s gown was “cunning.”
Cunning. The head of Vogue called something I made—well, rehabbed—cunning.
Which actually is no surprise to me, because I think it’s pretty cunning, too.
In any case, it’s clear Jill will be Blubber to the press no more, and that seems to have depressed John’s mother… so much so that she’s currently sitting with her head in one hand at the head table, shooing away solicitous waiters who keep coming by with ice water and aspirin.
“Everybody,” Jill is yelling from on top of the piano. “Get ready! The person who catches it is the next one to tie the knot!”
“Go on,” Chaz encourages me. “I’ve got your bag.”
“Don’t lose that,” I say. “It’s got all my needles and emergency sewing kit and everything in it.”
“You sound like a nurse,” he assures me with a laugh. “I won’t lose it. Just go!”
I hurry to the front of the room where the bridesmaids and assorted female zoo employees are gathered before the grand piano, thinking to myself bemusedly that for someone who habitually wears nothing but jeans and a baseball cap, Chaz cleans up very nicely. My heart actually skipped a beat when I opened up the door and saw him standing there in his “monkey suit,” ready to escort me.
Then again, I suppose all men look handsome in tuxedos.
“Okay,” Jill calls. “I’m going to turn around and do it so it’s fair. Okay?”
I reach the front of the room, and jostle in with all the other girls. I see Jill notice me. She smiles and winks before she turns around. What does that mean?
“One,” Jill calls.
“ME!” shrieks the woman beside me, whom I recognize as one of the other seal keepers at the zoo. “THROW IT TO ME!”
“Two,” Jill calls.
“No, ME!” another woman screams, leaping up and down in her festive though aggressively bright charmeuse satin pantsuit.
“Three!” Jill says.
And her bouquet of white irises and lilies soars through the air. For a moment, it’s silhouetted against the warm gold lights from the ceiling. I lift up my arms, not expecting much—I’ve never caught a ball on the fly before in my life—and so am shocked when the bouquet falls neatly into my outstretched hands.
“Whoa,” Chaz says, when I run up to him triumphantly a little while later, to show off my bounty. “If Luke saw you with that, he’d probably pass out.”
“Look out, bachelors of Manhattan!” I yell, brandishing my bouquet. “I’m next! I’m next!”
“You’re drunk,” Chaz says, looking pleased.
“I’m not drunk,” I say, blowing some of my hair from my face. “I’m high on life.”
“Ten,” the people around us suddenly start chanting. “Nine. Eight.”
“Oh!” I cry. “New Year’s! I forgot it’s New Year’s!”
“Seven!” Chaz joins the chanting. “Six!”
“Five,” I yell. Chaz is right, of course. I am drunk. Also, cunning. “Four! Three! Two! One! HAPPY NEW YEAR!”
The people who managed to remember to hold on to their wedding favors—New Year’s horns—blow on them, hard. The band launches into “Auld Lang Syne.” And above our heads, a net is released, and hundreds of white balloons tumble softly down, like snowflakes, to land in piles around us.
And Chaz reaches for me, and I reach for him, and we kiss happily as the clock strikes midnight.
Here is a bona fide cure for any postwedding-reception hangover:
Pour 5 ounces of tomato juice into a tall glass. Add a dash of lemon (or lime) juice and a splash of Worcestershire sauce. Sprinkle in 2 or 3 drops Tabasco sauce, then add pepper, salt, and celery salt to taste. If you’re feeling adventurous, add some ground horseradish. Add ice, then garnish with celery stick and lime wedge.
Finish off with 1.5 ounces of vodka.
Enjoy.
LIZZIENICHOLSDESIGNS™
Chapter 27
Rumor travels faster, but it don’t stay put as long as truth.
—Will Rogers (1879–1935), American actor and humorist
I wake to pounding.
At first I think the pounding is just coming from inside my head.
I open my eyes, not recognizing where I am for a few moments. Then my vision clears, and I see what I had originally taken for big pink blurry blobs floating before my eyes are actually roses. And they’re on the walls.
I’m in the bed in my new apartment above the bridal shop.
And, I realize when I turn my head, I’m not alone.
And someone is knocking on the door.
These are far too many realizations to have at once. Any one of them would be confusing enough all on its own. But considering the fact that they all occur to me simultaneously, it takes me a minute to process what’s actually going on.
The first thing I notice is that I’m still in my Jacques Fath evening gown—rumpled now and stained with chocolate cake. But it is very firmlyon… as are my Spanx beneath it.
Which is good.Very good.
I notice furthermore that Chaz is fully dressed as well. That is, his tuxedo pants and jacket are still on, but he appears to have lost his tie, and his shirt is more than halfway unbuttoned, the studs—his grandfather’s onyx and gold studs, I remember him telling me—gone, as are his shoes.
I rack my poor, addled brain, trying to remember what happened. How did Chaz—my best friend’s ex- boyfriend; my ex-boyfriend’s best friend—end up sleeping, even if fully clothed, in my new bed?
And then, as I take in other facts—such as that Jill’s bouquet is sitting on my bedside table, looking wilted but really not worse for wear, and that my shoes appear to have vanished—I begin to recall the chain of events that led to this startling early-morning discovery: Chaz and I sharing a New Year’s kiss that started out as merely a friendly peck… at least, that’s how I’d intended it to be.
But then Chaz was throwing his arms around me and turning it into something more.
I’d pushed him away—laughingly—only to realize he wasn’t laughing. Or at least, not as much as I was.
“Come on, Lizzie,” he said. “You know— ”
But I’d laid a hand over his mouth before he could finish whatever it was he’d been about to say.
“No,” I’d said. “We can’t .”
“Oh, why the hell not?” Chaz had demanded against my fingers. “Just because I met Shari first? Because you know if I’d met you first—”
“NO,”I’d said, pressing my hand down even more firmly. “That’s not why, and you know it. We’re both feeling very vulnerable and alone right now. We’ve both been hurt—”
“Which is all the more reason we should seek solace in each other,” Chaz said, taking my hand in his and
