here—takes them by surprise. Several looks are exchanged. Probably they had some extra-special lecture planned for me. But instead, Coin personally hands me the supplies, and everyone waits in silence while I sit at the table and scrawl out my list.Buttercup. Hunting. Peeta’s immunity. Announced in public.
This is it. Probably my only chance to bargain.Think. What else do you want? I feel him, standing at my shoulder.Gale , I add to the list. I don’t think I can do this without him.
The headache’s coming on and my thoughts begin to tangle. I shut my eyes and start to recite silently.
My name is Katniss Everdeen. I am seventeen years old. My home is District 12. I was in the Hunger Games. I escaped. The Capitol hates me. Peeta was taken prisoner. He is alive. He is a traitor but alive. I have to keep him alive….
The list. It still seems too small. I should try to think bigger, beyond our current situation where I am of the utmost importance, to the future where I may be worth nothing. Shouldn’t I be asking for more? For my family? For the remainder of my people? My skin itches with the ashes of the dead. I feel the sickening impact of the skull against my shoe. The scent of blood and roses stings my nose.
The pencil moves across the page on its own. I open my eyes and see the wobbly letters.I KILL SNOW. If he’s captured, I want the privilege.
Plutarch gives a discreet cough. «About done there?» I glance up and notice the clock. I’ve been sitting here for twenty minutes. Finnick isn’t the only one with attention problems.
«Yeah,» I say. My voice sounds hoarse, so I clear my throat. «Yeah, so this is the deal. I’ll be your Mockingjay.»
I wait so they can make their sounds of relief, congratulate, slap one another on the back. Coin stays as impassive as ever, watching me, unimpressed.
«But I have some conditions.» I smooth out the list and begin. «My family gets to keep our cat.» My tiniest request sets off an argument. The Capitol rebels see this as a nonissue—of course, I can keep my pet—while those from 13 spell out what extreme difficulties this presents. Finally it’s worked out that we’ll be moved to the top level, which has the luxury of an eight-inch window aboveground. Buttercup may come and go to do his business. He will be expected to feed himself. If he misses curfew, he will be locked out. If he causes any security problems, he’ll be shot immediately.
That sounds okay. Not so different from how he’s been living since we left. Except for the shooting part.
If he looks too thin, I can slip him a few entrails, provided my next request is allowed.
«I want to hunt. With Gale. Out in the woods,» I say. This gives everyone pause.
«We won’t go far. We’ll use our own bows. You can have the meat for the kitchen,» adds Gale.
I hurry on before they can say no. «It’s just…I can’t breathe shut up here like a…I would get better, faster, if…I could hunt.»
Plutarch begins to explain the drawbacks here—the dangers, the extra security, the risk of injury—but Coin cuts him off. «No. Let them. Give them two hours a day, deducted from their training time. A quarter-mile radius. With communication units and tracker anklets. What’s next?»
I skim my list. «Gale. I’ll need him with me to do this.»
«With you how? Off camera? By your side at all times? Do you want him presented as your new lover?» Coin asks.
She hasn’t said this with any particular malice—quite the contrary, her words are very matter-of-fact.
But my mouth still drops open in shock. «What?»
«I think we should continue the current romance. A quick defection from Peeta could cause the audience to lose sympathy for her,» says Plutarch. «Especially since they think she’s pregnant with his child.»
«Agreed. So, on-screen, Gale can simply be portrayed as a fellow rebel. Is that all right?» says Coin. I just stare at her. She repeats herself impatiently. «For Gale. Will that be sufficient?»
«We can always work him in as your cousin,» says Fulvia.
«We’re not cousins,» Gale and I say together.
«Right, but we should probably keep that up for appearances’ sake on camera,» says Plutarch. «Off camera, he’s all yours. Anything else?»
I’m rattled by the turn in the conversation. The implications that I could so readily dispose of Peeta, that I’m in love with Gale, that the whole thing has been an act. My cheeks begin to burn. The very notion that I’m devoting any thought to who I want presented as my lover, given our current circumstances, is demeaning. I let my anger propel me into my greatest demand. «When the war is over, if we’ve won, Peeta will be pardoned.»
Dead silence. I feel Gale’s body tense. I guess I should have told him before, but I wasn’t sure how he’d respond. Not when it involved Peeta.
«No form of punishment will be inflicted,» I continue. A new thought occurs to me. «The same goes for the other captured tributes, Johanna and Enobaria.» Frankly, I don’t care about Enobaria, the vicious District 2 tribute. In fact, I dislike her, but it seems wrong to leave her out.
«No,» says Coin flatly.
«Yes,» I shoot back. «It’s not their fault you abandoned them in the arena. Who knows what the Capitol’s doing to them?»
«They’ll be tried with other war criminals and treated as the tribunal sees fit,» she says.
«They’ll be granted immunity!» I feel myself rising from my chair, my voice full and resonant. «You will personally pledge this in front of the entire population of District Thirteen and the remainder of Twelve. Soon. Today. It will be recorded for future generations. You will hold yourself and your government responsible for their safety, or you’ll find yourself another Mockingjay!»
My words hang in the air for a long moment.
«That’s her!» I hear Fulvia hiss to Plutarch. «Right there. With the costume, gunfire in the background, just a hint of smoke.»
«Yes, that’s what we want,» says Plutarch under his breath.
I want to glare at them, but I feel it would be a mistake to turn my attention from Coin. I can see her tallying the cost of my ultimatum, weighing it against my possible worth.
«What do you say, President?» asks Plutarch. «You could issue an official pardon, given the circumstances. The boy…he’s not even of age.»
«All right,» Coin says finally. «But you’d better perform.»
«I’ll perform when you’ve made the announcement,» I say.
«Call a national security assembly during Reflection today,» she orders. «I’ll make the announcement then. Is there anything left on your list, Katniss?»
My paper’s crumpled into a ball in my right fist. I flatten the sheet against the table and read the rickety letters. «Just one more thing. I kill Snow.»
For the first time ever, I see the hint of a smile on the president’s lips. «When the time comes, I’ll flip you for it.»
Maybe she’s right. I certainly don’t have the sole claim against Snow’s life. And I think I can count on her getting the job done. «Fair enough.»
Coin’s eyes have flickered to her arm, the clock. She, too, has a schedule to adhere to. «I’ll leave her in your hands, then, Plutarch.» She exits the room, followed by her team, leaving only Plutarch, Fulvia, Gale, and myself.
«Excellent. Excellent.» Plutarch sinks down, elbows on the table, rubbing his eyes. «You know what I miss? More than anything? Coffee. I ask you, would it be so unthinkable to have something to wash down the gruel and turnips?»
«We didn’t think it would be quite so rigid here,» Fulvia explains to us as she massages Plutarch’s shoulders. «Not in the higher ranks.»
«Or at least there’d be the option of a little side action,» says Plutarch. «I mean, even Twelve had a black market, right?»
«Yeah, the Hob,» says Gale. «It’s where we traded.»
«There, you see? And look how moral you two are! Virtually incorruptible.» Plutarch sighs. «Oh, well, wars don’t last forever. So, glad to have you on the team.» He reaches a hand out to the side, where Fulvia is already extending a large sketchbook bound in black leather. «You know in general what we’re asking of you, Katniss. I’m
