'Okay, I'm going back to my seat to eat some oatcakes. Good luck with the kids… oh and my favorite has to be the little guy over there, picking his nose.'
Ash didn't speak as she went to sit by Sunshine. It took every bit of his willpower not to pull her back to him.
Talon handed a ball to him. 'You all right, T-Rex?'
'I'm fine, why?'
'Cause in all the centuries I've known you, I've
'Do what?'
Talon laughed. 'Boy, I don't think you need me to tell you what
Ash went ramrod stiff as he discreetly looked down to make sure he wasn't standing at attention. Well, he was, he just wanted to make sure it wasn't obvious.
Thankfully, it wasn't.
Which begged the question… how did Talon know?
Out of nowhere a ball came at his head. Ash caught it. Picking up his whistle, he blew it to call the players to start the game.
Tory was still rattled by what had happened. By how badly she wanted a piece of that man…
Sunshine wiped at the crumbs on her skirt. 'Are you sure the two of you are just friends?'
Tory tried to appear nonchalant. 'What do you mean?'
'I have never seen Ash allow someone to touch him from behind before. He normally bolts across the room if someone even comes near his back. The fact he didn't even twitch… highly suspicious.'
Tory frowned at that new disclosure. 'I didn't know that bothered him. He rode me on the back of his motorcycle over here.'
Sunshine gave her a wide-eyed stare. 'Touch you, girl. You are special.'
'You think?'
'Honey, trust me. What you just did was a freaking miracle and I really wish you could appreciate how amazing it was.'
Tory took a sip of water as she watched Ash with a set of older kids. And as she watched him and pieced together what little she knew about his past, she had a really bad feeling about his childhood.
There was only one reason she could think of that it would bother him that much for someone to stand behind him. And the thought of it made her sick to her stomach.
His words rang ominously in her ears as she watched him calling a foul.
But the more she thought about it, the more sense it made. Someone had hurt him badly in the past. So much so that he couldn't even deal with it.
It was why he hid his eyes from the world. Why he pierced a face that was so perfectly handsome it beckoned to be touched… Why he dressed in those FU clothes. It was to keep everyone away from him.
Closing her eyes, it was all she could do not to go to him and just hold him. To promise him that he was safe. How stupid a thought was that? The man was huge and he was fierce. The last thing he needed was
But he hadn't always been a man…
Tory winced as she remembered what he'd said about his parents. What had they done to him?
She didn't speak much until the last game was over. Ash and Talon stayed on the opposite side to talk to Perry for a few minutes.
Sunshine was packing up as Talon came over. 'Did you have fun, baby?' she asked her husband.
Talon grinned at her. 'I'm thinking we ought to make a few of those small things for ourselves.'
Sunshine laughed. 'Anytime you're ready. My mother is more than willing to be a grandma.'
Talon kissed her passionately. 'Yeah, we definitely need to get home and practice…'
Sunshine pulled back with a smile before she handed him her purse. 'Lead the way.'
Talon sucked his breath in before he turned to Tory. 'It was nice meeting you.'
'You too.'
Sunshine hooked her arm in his. 'Don't forget what I told you. If you need us…'
'Will do.'
Ash pulled the whistle over his head as he approached her and tucked it back into his pocket. 'I hope you weren't too bored on the sidelines.'
'No, it was actually fun. You have great friends.'
'Yeah, I do.'
He bent over to pick up his coat. The moment he did, she decided to test her theory. She reached down and lightly brushed her hand under the band that held his ponytail over his neck. Her ring caught in his hair and pulled it.
Hissing in anger, he grabbed her hand and snatched it away from his hair. 'Don't you ever touch me like that again.' His growl was so feral, she actually thought he might hit her.
She swallowed against the severe lump in her throat. 'I would never hurt you, Ash.'
He didn't respond as he jerked his backpack and helmet up from the floor and stalked toward the doors.
Grabbing the jacket and helmet she'd worn, Tory followed him, wanting to cry. 'Ash?'
He didn't stop until he reached his bike. He put his keys between his teeth before he shrugged his coat on.
'Ash?' she repeated. 'I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you angry.'
Ash tried to calm down. She'd done nothing wrong and he knew it. It was just…
He ground his teeth at the memories. He'd shave his hair off except the only thing he hated more than having his hair grabbed was feeling something, especially a breath or breeze against the nape of his neck. He hated people breathing in his ears or standing close to him, especially at his back. Even after all this time, one touch, one breath could make him feel worthless all over again. Make him feel…
Like a whore.
But Tory wasn't a part of that past. She wasn't Artemis who used those tactics to remind him of his place in her world. To remind him that he should be grateful he was allowed any kind of dignity.
Tory was simply a woman who'd touched a man not knowing the scars that lined his soul.
He let out a long breath as he calmed down. 'I'm sorry I overreacted. I just don't like people grabbing my hair.'
'Duly noted. Will never happen again.'
He nodded.
Tory lifted her helmet as she again watched him close his eyes, remove his sunglasses and put his helmet on. Was he aware of what he did or was it so habitual that he didn't even realize his actions?
'Ash?'
He turned toward her as he fastened his chin strap.
'I think you have the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.'
Ash froze as those words touched him. But then Artemis had said that to him once… and then cursed him for them later.
'Thanks,' he said, his voice hollow as he slung his leg over to straddle the bike. Then he set his backpack over the gas tank while she climbed on behind him.
She slid up against his back, her thighs intimately pressed against his buttocks.
He waited for that familiar disgust to fill him, but it didn't. And when she wrapped her arms around his waist and leaned against his back, he actually savored it. Starting the engine, he looked down at her tiny hands that she had laced together over his stomach.
He'd never allowed another soul to ride on his bike with him… not even Simi.
