A Girl's Guide to Vampires

'Bob? I thought his name was Raphael?' I allowed Roxy to drag me into my room and fuss over me, putting an ice compress against the lump that no longer ached. I lay back on the bed and let her lecture me about being more careful when we were in a country where the health care might be dicey, not to mention my stupidity in literally falling head over heels for the first dishy guy I saw.

The last bit made me sit up. 'What? Are you nuts? I fell over, Roxy, I didn't go throwing myself on the man. You make it sound like I was instantly enamored of him the minute he stepped into the room.'

I ignored the voice inside me that said her accusation was closer to the truth than I was willing to admit, especially if the world as I knew it had turned upside down and he was a… I clapped a mental gag over my brain and wouldn't let it say the word.

'Well, you have to admit you were interested in him. And he certainly isn't bad looking, once you get past those weird eyes.'

'They aren't weird, they're beautiful,' I snapped, pulling off the ice bag. 'No, I don't need any aspirin; my head feels much better now.'

'Fine. You rest and you'll feel shipshape in the morning. You want something to eat?' Roxy tidied up my clothes and brought me a glass of water and the book I'd tucked away in my luggage.

'No, thanks. You'd better get something, though. You get manic if your blood sugar drops too low.' I sank back into the down featherbed and gave myself up to the luxury of being pampered.

'Yes, Mom. Go to sleep. We'll talk in the morning.'

'About what?' I asked, frowning at her as she stood in the open doorway. 'If you're going to harp at me about that guy—'

'His name is Raphael,' she said with obnoxious coyness.

'—you can think again because there's nothing to discuss.'

'Go to sleep,' she repeated with a knowing smile. 'You have a big day ahead of you tomorrow.'

I decided to try out one of Raphael's eyebrow moves just to see how well it worked for me.

'The fair,' she answered my silent question. 'You want to look your best for the fair! You're going to meet your Dark One there!'

What if I already had? 'Like hell I am!'

'The man whose soul you'll save!'

'You really take the cake, you know that?'

'He'll clasp you to his manly chest, and look deep into your eyes, and tell you that you are his and his alone, and not even you can want him to do that if you look like you do now!'

'I hereby declare you certifiable. I'll have the plaque made up in the morning.'

'And then he'll complete the ritual of the Joining, and you will live happily ever after with your vampire lover, just like in Dante's books.'

I took a deep breath. 'THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS A VAMPIRE!'

She grinned. 'Nighty-night, don't let the bedbugs bite. You'll want to save that treat for him.'

The ice bag missed her, but it made a very satisfying bang as it hit the door.

Chapter Five

'It's just too bad Raphael isn't a Dark One,' Roxy announced the following afternoon as we dragged ourselves up the three flights of stairs to our rooms. A day spent wandering the Macocha Abyss had left us both with tired legs and the need for a long soak in the tub. 'If he were, then you'd know it was him Miranda was talking about.'

I glared at her.

'Look at your watch,' she answered my unspoken accusation. 'It's after three. I waited a whole extra four minutes.'

'How fast time flies when you're not talking about mythical, pretend, made-up, utterly fictional creatures,' I muttered as I pulled out my room key and unlocked my door. Roxy followed me into my room since it was bigger than hers and had an extra chair.

'Don't think I'm going to let you put a moratorium on things I want to talk about every day. The only reason I agreed not to mention the Dark Ones until we got back was because you looked so awful this morning.'

Strangely enough, I hadn't felt awful. My head was only slightly tender around the area I'd banged, and my mind was strangely calm. That was due wholly to the little pep talk I'd given myself during a quick morning bath. Although I'm not normally one for deep introspection, this, I felt, was necessary. It was that or sign myself up for electroshock therapy.

'The human mind is a strange and wondrous place,' I had told my bath sponge as I lathered it up with my favorite jasmine soap. 'It is highly susceptible to suggestion, and can easily be fooled into perceiving something that really is not present. Stress, in particular, can do weird things to the brain, causing it to defend itself by releasing tension in the form of vivid dreams and visions.'

The sponge declined the opportunity to comment on my theory, so I put it to use as I reasoned out the rest of the argument. The episode with Miranda, brought on by the couple of gin and tonics I'd imbibed, had obviously burned itself into my then-impressionable mind. Once I arrived in an area purported to contain elements of fantasy that had been mentioned at Miranda's, my brain decided to relieve a bit of the tension of being halfway around the world in a foreign land by dredging up related images and presenting them as reality.

I ignored the little voice that pointed out I wasn't particularly stressed out about anything, least of all my vacation in a long-dreamed-about Europe, nodding my head as I got out of the tub and reached for a towel. The episode at Miranda's could be explained by drink, while the previous evening's fireworks were due to illusion and a little innocent delusion on the part of my mind. It made sense, and had the added bonus of being entirely reasonable. Far more reasonable, my cynical self piped up, than the thought that I could have been whisked away like Dorothy and plopped down in my own personal paranormal version of Oz.

A newly restored calm mind and a day spent exploring the amazing geological phenomena of the area had done much to restore my good humor. A couple of times during the day I thought of bringing up the subject of the strange delusions I had experienced the night before, but was reluctant to tell even my closest friend about them. They were just too… personal. Once we returned to the hotel, I decided that since Roxy had refrained from mentioning her vampires all day, it was only fair to let her have a turn. I'd play devil's advocate for her; she always enjoyed that, and now that I had things settled in my mind, it wouldn't hurt me in the least to play along.

'OK, I'll bite. How do you know Raphael isn't a vampire?' I asked as I peeled off a dirty sweatshirt and grabbed my bathrobe.

'Hmm? Oh. Easy. He was drinking.'

'What?'

She nodded and started unlacing her hiking boots. 'In the bar last night. He had a beer. Everyone and their Aunt Fanny knows Dark Ones don't drink anything but blood. You've read the books—you know that it's only after the Joining that they can ingest something other than blood.'

'You are entirely too conversant with those books for my peace of mind.' I pulled off my jeans and grabbed fresh underwear from the tiny bureau drawer.

She smiled and kicked a boot off. 'You have to understand the habits of the prey you are hunting, don't you? Besides, you shouldn't complain. All my knowledge is going to come in handy to you when we find you your Moravian. You… er… don't think it's Dominic, do you?'

I let her comment about finding me a vampire go, and shuddered over the idea of having anything to do with poseur Dominic. 'Ick. No. I doubt seriously if he's any sort of vampire, Roxy, except in his own mind. Those teeth are definitely fake.' I kept a tight rein on my mind as the shared memory of fangs biting into flesh shimmered through it. Imagination—it was all just my fertile imagination, nothing more. I stripped out of my underwear and slipped into my bathrobe.

'Oh, you're just prejudiced. Promise me you'll keep an open mind tonight at the fair.'

I didn't want to have an open mind. Open minds led to visions, and that was definitely not good for one's