the stones, then sprang backward with a half-turn that set her arms to swinging without volition, like pendulums. Her eyes were beads of clouded glass. The broad lumpish face around them might have been attractive had its muscles displayed any of the tension common to animal life.
In her first brush with theater, years before, Zora had spent months scrubbing bustles and darning epaulets during a tour of that damned
All this Zora registered in a second, as she would a face from an elevated train. The woman immediately turned away again, snatched down a slim hourglass branch and slashed the ground, back and forth, as a machete slashes through cane. The three attached fruits blew up,
'What is she doing?'
'She sweeps,' the doctor said. 'She fears being caught idle, for idle servants are beaten. In some quarters.' He tried to reach around the suddenly nimble woman and take the branch.
'Nnnnn,' she said, twisting away, still slashing the dirt.
'Behave yourself, Felicia. This visitor wants to speak with you.'
'Please leave her be,' Zora said, ashamed because the name Felicia jarred when applied to this wretch. 'I didn't mean to disturb her.'
Ignoring this, the doctor, eyes shining, stopped the slashing movements by seizing the woman's skinny wrist and holding it aloft. The patient froze, knees bent in a half-crouch, head averted as if awaiting a blow. With his free hand, the doctor, still humming, still watching the woman's face, pried her fingers from the branch one by one, then flung it aside, nearly swatting Zora. The patient continued saying, 'Nnnnn, nnnnn, nnnnn,' at metronomic intervals. The sound lacked any note of panic or protest, any communicative tonality whatsoever, was instead a simple emission, like the whistle of a turpentine cooker.
'Felicia?' Zora asked.
'Nnnnn, nnnnn, nnnnn.'
'My name is Zora, and I come from Florida, in the United States.'
'Nnnnn, nnnnn, nnnnn.'
'I have heard her make one other noise only,' said the doctor, still holding up her arm as if she were Joe Louis, 'and that is when she is bathed or touched with water—a sound like a mouse that is trod upon. I will demonstrate. Where is that hose?'
'No need for that!' Zora cried. 'Release her, please.'
The doctor did so. Felicia scuttled away, clutched and lifted the hem of her gown until her face was covered and her buttocks bared. Zora thought of her mother's wake, where her aunts and cousins had greeted each fresh burst of tears by flipping their aprons over their heads and rushing into the kitchen to mewl together like nestlings. Thank God for aprons, Zora thought. Felicia's legs, to Zora's surprise, were ropy with muscle.
'Such strength,' the doctor murmured, 'and so untamed. You realize, Miss Hurston, that when she was found squatting in the road, she was as naked as all mankind.'
A horsefly droned past.
The doctor cleared his throat, clasped his hands behind his back, and began to orate, as if addressing a medical society at Columbia. 'It is interesting to speculate on the drugs used to rob a sentient being of her reason, of her will. The ingredients, even the means of administration, are most jealously guarded secrets.'
He paced toward the hospital, not looking at Zora, and did not raise his voice as he spoke of herbs and powders, salves and cucumbers, as if certain she walked alongside him, unbidden. Instead she stooped and hefted the branch Felicia had wielded. It was much heavier than she had assumed, so lightly had Felicia snatched it down. Zora tugged at one of its twigs and found the dense, rubbery wood quite resistant. Lucky for the doctor that anger seemed to be among the emotions cooked away. What emotions were left? Fear remained, certainly. And what else?
Zora dropped the branch next to a gouge in the dirt that, as she glanced at it, seemed to resolve itself into the letter M.
'Miss Hurston?' called the doctor from halfway across the yard. 'I beg your pardon. You have seen enough, have you not?'
Zora knelt, her hands outstretched as if to encompass, to contain, the scratches that Felicia Felix-Mentor had slashed with the branch. Yes, that was definitely an M, and that vertical slash could be an I, and that next one—
MI HAUT MI BAS
Half high, half low?
Doctor Boas at Barnard liked to say that one began to understand a people only when one began to think in their language. Now, as she knelt in the hospital yard, staring at the words Felicia Felix-Mentor had left in the dirt, a phrase welled from her lips that she had heard often in Haiti but never felt before, a Creole phrase used to mean 'So be it,' to mean 'Amen,' to mean 'There you have it,' to mean whatever one chose it to mean but always conveying a more or less resigned acquiescence to the world and all its marvels.
'Ah bo bo,' Zora said.
'Miss Hurston?' The doctor's dusty wingtips entered her vision, stood on the delicate pattern Zora had teased from the dirt, a pattern that began to disintegrate outward from the shoes, as if they produced a breeze or tidal eddy. 'Are you suffering perhaps the digestion? Often the peasant spices can disrupt refined systems. Might I have Clement bring you a soda? Or'—and here his voice took on new excitement—'could this be perhaps a feminine complaint?'
'No, thank you, Doctor,' Zora said as she stood, ignoring his outstretched hand. 'May I please, do you think, return tomorrow with my camera?'
She intended the request to sound casual but failed. Not in
As she held her breath, the doctor squinted and glanced from Zora to the patient and back, as if suspecting the two women of collusion. He loudly sucked a tooth. 'It is impossible, madame,' he said. 'Tomorrow I must away to Port-de-Paix, leaving at dawn and not returning for—'
'It must be tomorrow!' Zora blurted, hastily adding, 'because the next day I have an appointment in . . . Petionville.' To obscure that slightest of pauses, she gushed, 'Oh, Doctor Legros,' and dimpled his tailored shoulder with her forefinger. 'Until we have the pleasure of meeting again, surely you won't deny me this one small token of your regard?'
Since she was a sprat of thirteen sashaying around the gatepost in Eatonville, slowing Yankees aboil for Winter Park or Sunken Gardens or the Weeki Wachee with a wink and a wave, Zora had viewed sexuality, like other talents, as a bank of backstage switches to be flipped separately or together to achieve specific effects—a spotlight glare, a thunderstorm, the slow, seeping warmth of dawn. Few switches were needed for everyday use, and certainly not for Doctor Legros, who was the most everyday of men.
'But of course,' the doctor said, his body ready and still. 'Doctor Belfong will expect you, and I will ensure that he extend you every courtesy. And then, Miss Hurston, we will compare travel notes on another day, n'est-ce pas?'
As she stepped onto the veranda, Zora looked back. Felicia Felix-Mentor stood in the middle of the yard, arms wrapped across her torso as if chilled, rocking on the balls of her calloused feet. She was looking at Zora, if at anything. Behind her, a dusty flamingo high-stepped across the yard.
Zora found signboards in Haiti fairly easy to understand in French, but the English ones were a different story. As she wedged herself into a seat in the crowded tap-tap that rattled twice a day between Gonaives and Port-au- Prince, Felicia Felix-Mentor an hour planted and taking root in her mind, she found herself facing a stern injunction above the grimy, cracked windshield: 'Passengers Are Not Permitted To Stand Forward While the Bus Is Either at a Standstill or Approaching in Motion.'
As the bus lurched forward, tires spinning, gears grinding, the driver loudly recited: 'Dear clients, let us pray