The Pardon

Jack quickly looked away from the man. He tried to listen to Manny’s opening statement but couldn’t keep his concentration. What the hell’s that guy doing here? he asked himself. It seemed odd that Goss’s neighbor would be in the courtroom. He could have been a compelling witness for the prosecution. He could identify Jack and place him at the scene of the crime. But he obviously wasn’t going to be a witness. As a lawyer, Jack knew that the rules of court prevented potential witnesses from being in the courtroom at any time before they testified. He glanced again at the man. The cold, unnerving look in his eye was definitely one of recognition, which only increased Jack’s confusion.

The next thing he knew he was hearing Manny say “Thank you very much,” to the jury. He couldn’t believe it! He pried his tight, starched collar from his throat and sighed. After weeks of anticipation, he’d missed his own lawyer’s opening statement. But it didn’t seem to matter. Curiosity now consumed him. Who was that guy?

“Ladies and gentlemen,” said the judge, “we will break for the weekend now. But due to the inordinate amount of publicity attending this trial, I am exercising my prerogative to sequester the jury. The jurors should check with the clerk about accommodations. Thank you. Court’s in recess until nine o’clock Monday morning,” she announced, banging her gavel.

Jack rose quickly as the shuffle and murmur of spectators and reporters filled the courtroom. He didn’t wait for Manny to offer him a ride home. “I gotta get out of here,” he said, his eye still on the man in the last row. “Can you keep the press busy while I duck out and find a cab?”

“Sure,” said Manny as he closed his briefcase. “But what’s the rush?”

“There’s something I have to check out,” he said, giving Manny no time to ask what. He quickly stepped away and passed through the swinging gate that separated the lawyers from the audience, pushing his way through the crowded aisle and ignoring calls from reporters. Manny was a few steps behind. With his height Jack could see over the crowd just well enough to keep a bead on the back of the man’s shaved head.

“I’ll take all your questions right over here,” Jack heard Manny announce as the crowd poured from the courtroom into the lobby. Most of the reporters moved in one direction, and Jack immediately went the other way, toward the elevator, where the clean-shaven head was just then passing through the open doors of a packed car, going down. Jack dashed through the maze of lawyers, reporters, and spectators, trying to keep his target in sight. A couple of reporters tagged along, persisting with their probing questions. He was just ten feet from the closing elevator doors when he broad-sided a blur of pin-striped polyester, a five-foot-tall personal-injury lawyer with files tucked under both arms. The collision sent papers flying and bodies sprawling, like the violent end of a bowling lane.

“You jerk!” the man cried from the floor.

“Sorry,” said Jack, though he was sorry only that the elevator had just left without him. He left the man on the floor and his manners behind as he sprinted toward the stairwell and barged through the emergency door. He leaped down two and three steps at a time, covering five flights in little longer than it would have taken his hundred-and-ninety-pound body to fall down the shaft. He burst through the metal door at the bottom, catching his breath as he scanned the main lobby. The place was bustling, as it always was, but the crowd was scattered enough for him to see that he’d been too slow. The elevator had already emptied, and the man with the clean- shaven head was nowhere to be found. Jack charged out of the courthouse and stood atop the granite steps, searching desperately. The sidewalks were full of rush-hour traffic, but the man had disappeared. Dejected, Jack lumbered down the steps, hailed a cab, and jumped into the backseat.

“Where to?” asked the driver.

Jack started to give his home address, hesitated, then replied, “Four-oh-nine East Adams Street.”

Adams Street was twenty long blocks from the court-house, each block representing a geographic uptick in the crime rate. The sun was setting as the taxi entered Eddy Goss’s old neighborhood, steering past mountains of trash and vandalized buildings. The driver left Jack off at the curb right in front of Goss’s apartment building. Jack passed a twenty through the open car window for a ten dollar fare, and before he could ask for change the driver was gone.

Once inside, Jack retraced his journey of eleven weeks earlier up to the second floor, to a very long, graffiti- splattered hallway with apartments on either side. It was just as dark as the last time; not even the murder of tenant Wilfredo Garcia had prompted the landlord to replace a single burned-out or missing bulb.

Jack walked briskly down the dimly lit hall and came to a halt before number 217, Eddy Goss’s old apartment. Yellow police tape barricaded the doorway, but Jack had no intention of going inside. He stood in front of the door just long enough to book down the hall and determine the apartment from which the neighbor had emerged that night. It was only a second before he was certain: four doors down-apartment 213, the one with a swastika spray- painted on it. He walked the thirty feet, knocked firmly on the door, and waited. There was no reply. He knocked a little harder, and the force of his knock pushed the door halfway open.

“Hello?” he called out. But no one answered. With a gentle push, the door swung all the way open, revealing a dark efficiency that had been completely ravaged. Huge holes dotted the plasterboard walls like mortar fire. Newspapers, bags, empty boxes, and other trash covered a floor of cracked tile and exposed plywood. Broken furniture was piled up in the corner. The room’s only window had been boarded up from the outside. He checked the number on the door to verify he was in the right place. He was, so he stepped inside, sending a squealing rat scurrying to the kitchen. He looked around in confusion and disbelief.

“What the hell you doing here?” demanded a man in the doorway. Jack wheeled around, expecting to see Goss’s neighbor. But it was an old man with yellow-gray hair and a scowl on his pasty white face. He was wearing a T-shirt stained with underarm perspiration, and a toothpick dangled from his mouth.

“The door was open, so I came in. I’m looking, for someone. Tall guy. Shaved head. He was living here on the second of August.”

“The hell he was,” the old man said, the toothpick wagging as he spoke. “I’m the manager of this dump, and there wasn’t nobody livin’ here on no second of August. Ain’t nobody lived in this rat hole goin’ back more than a year.”

“But-he said he had a two-year-old kid.”

“Kids?” the manager scoffed. “Here?” Then his look soured. “I’m puttin’ the padlock back on the door one more time. And if it’s broken off again, I’m gonna remember you, mister. We’ve had two murders in three months in this building-both of them on this floor. So get your butt outta here, or I’m callin’ the cops.”

Jack didn’t argue. He lowered his head and left the way he had come, down the hall, down the stairs, and out the front door.

It was nearly dark outside when he stepped out of the building, but the streetlights hadn’t yet come on. From the top of the steps he saw someone on the sidewalk across the street, standing in the shadows of what little daylight remained. Jack looked at him carefully, and the man glared back. He felt a chill of recognition: It’s him.

Suddenly the man bolted, running at an easy pace back toward the courthouse. Jack instinctively gave chase, sprinting across the street and down the sidewalk as fast as he could in his business suit and black-soled shoes. The man didn’t seem to be trying to pull away. He was taunting Jack, as if he wanted him to catch up. Jack came within fifteen feet, and then the man pulled away, effortlessly disappearing into the Greyhound parking lot two blocks down the street. Jack tried to follow, stopping and starting again and again, catching a glimpse of him every second or two as he weaved between coaches bound for New York, Chicago, and Atlanta. Revving engines filled the air with window-rattling noise and thick exhaust. Thoroughly winded, Jack stopped between two coaches and looked frantically for his target. He scanned in one direction, then the other. Nothing. The door to the empty bus beside him was open. Cautiously, he stepped inside and peered down the aisle.

“I know you’re in here,” Jack called out, though he was far from certain. There was only silence. He took one step down the dark aisle, then thought better of it. If his man were crouched down between the seats, he had to come out sometime. Jack decided he’d wait for him outside.

He turned to leave, but suddenly the door slammed shut. He wheeled around to see that someone was standing behind him, but a quick blow to his head and then another to the gut doubled him over in pain. Another blow to the back of the head and he was facedown on the floor. His attacker threw himself on top of him from behind and pressed a knife to his throat.

“Don’t even think of moving.”

Jack froze as the blade pinched at his neck.