He smiled. That was one of the favourite trash-talk sayings of his squad. Now, who the hell had first come up with it? He racked his mind, side-stepping fleeting memories — images he’d rather not call to mind — and finally it came to him.
Steve. Technical Sergeant S.T. Petray. It was his cracked-arse version of between a rock and a hard place. Another time, another life. He’d left too many of those strong, patriotic young men of his squad dead or dying in the shit-smelling back streets of a fucking Iraqi town, the name of which nobody on FOX, CNN or MSNBC had ever needed to learn how to pronounce.
Carl absent-mindedly caressed the fading tattoo on the back of his hand. The personal motif of their team — a desert fox.
He watched Cooke tucking into his in-flight meal, and saw in the willowy, bespectacled, dark-haired man across the aisle the personification of everything that was fucking well strangling his country; goddamned liberal media more concerned with the rights of terrorists than the families of fallen servicemen, more concerned with Nielsen viewer ratings than a moral message.
Cooke and his ilk, and the kids they were brainwashing with their flashy TV programmes that peddled explicit sexual content, me-first greed and selfishness, and a fast-food mulch of politically correct propaganda… those fuckers were eating away at America’s Christian heritage. They were destroying the ethos of hard work, loyalty, good old-fashioned love for God and one’s country.
The American Way.
Fuckers like Cooke wouldn’t understand that. He suspected Cooke would sneer and deride that kind of quaint notion. He suspected Cooke didn’t care a flying shit for what was right. Because people like him cared about only one thing: themselves — making money, selling advertising space, hitting the ratings, selling sneakers, nailing a prospect, ID-ing a demographic.
People like Cooke were filthy fucking whores.
Fuck him.
When Shepherd gave him the nod that it was time, he was going to make the bastard understand what it feels like to see everything you value chipped away. He was going to make that bastard squirm before he died.
CHAPTER 66
1 November, 1856
Ben scrambled through the snow, tripping and tumbling into virgin drifts that had fallen since he’d last headed this way, over a week ago. It felt like a lifetime had passed since he and Sam had stumbled upon the place, along with Preston and Vander. He was sure he was heading in the right direction, though — uphill and drifting to the right. He passed the twisted and dying trunk of a leafless cedar, a tree he had unconsciously registered on that day as they’d been foraging for firewood. The greying afternoon pall beyond its splayed black branches and twigs urged him to hurry on: time was running out. The short day had already been showing signs of waning as he’d stumbled out of the camp; there was perhaps just another hour of light to make use of.
Keep your wits about you. Preston’s out here somewhere.
Perhaps he was already at the hunter’s shelter.
Doing what?
He could only guess, but he was certain that was where Preston was headed. His mind played snapshot images of the man preparing to kill once more; donning some crudely made demonic disguise to drive his people into a heightened frenzy of fear and panic.
Ben stopped to check once more that the long barrel of his Kentucky rifle wasn’t plugged with snow, that it was ready to fire immediately should he stumble upon Preston.
‘I need to be ready for him,’ he muttered.
He struggled another fifteen minutes in the direction he hoped the shelter lay and then a recognisable slope in the ground rose out of the gathering gloom. He scaled it as quietly as he could, dropping down to his haunches as he reached the brow and looked down into the dip, towards the shelter. He breathed as quietly as he could, his rifle raised, squinting down the barrel, and fully prepared now to fire at Preston on sight.
But there appeared to be no movement down there. It was silent and still.
He took several cautious steps down the shallow slope towards the shelter, listening intently for movement coming from within it.
Nothing.
He moved across the clearing, his gun trained on the ragged flap over the entrance. Every now and then the slightest innocent stir of movement in the woods — a breeze, the sloughing hiss of snow off a branch — triggered a panic-ridden three-hundred-and-sixty-degree whirl from him.
Stay calm.
There was no sign of Preston here, not outside. And not the slightest sound from within. He was about to concede that his suspicions had been ill conceived, that the Mormon leader might merely have left the camp to seek solitude, perhaps to pray — when his eyes flagged an incongruous detail. It took another second for his mind to understand what they had picked out. He strode towards the shelter.
Along the wall, hanging from lumber nails, was that curious assortment of skulls, cleaned and bleached white by the hunter’s hand long ago. They hung in no particular order, in no particular pattern, the hunter’s trophies, a proud proclamation of his skills as a trapper and a hunter. Close to the wall, he could see what it was that had caught his attention, not so obvious across the clearing but much more so now.
He spotted a faint outline against the weathered wood of the wall, and a single nail protruding. One of the larger skulls had been removed.
When?
He tried to recall whether there had been this gap in the row the last time they had come up here to this desolate spot. But his mind, like everyone else’s that day, had been on the bodies.
He took a step back and felt something brittle crack beneath his feet. In the muted silence the noise startled him. Under several inches of new snow that had drifted against the bottom of the wall, the toe of his boot had found something hard and sharp. Ben knelt down and quickly brushed the powder aside.
His hand found a small pile of flecks of bone and jagged shards. For a moment he wondered whether the missing skull had dropped and shattered on the ground. It seemed unlikely. The ground was a soft cushion of decaying needles, cones and snow. There was nothing more of the skull to be found.
He realised that someone must have had to work it loose from the nail, dislodging crumbling fragments of bone.
‘Where’s the rest of it?’ he muttered quietly amidst a fluttering plume of evaporating breath.
You need to go inside.
Ben looked warily up at the sky through the bare web of branches. Darkness was coming. He had no oil lamp to illuminate his way inside. If he dared go in and investigate further, he decided he had better do it now before too much more of the light was gone.
He moved cautiously towards the entrance. Girding himself with a deep breath, he swept the canvas flap aside. The meagre daylight seeped into the exposed interior, and he waited for a moment, allowing his eyes to adjust before stepping down. He was familiar with the layout from last time: a crude workbench to his right, a stack of traps, rotten pelt bales and paraphernalia against the rear wall, to his left the flimsy wattle and daub partition leading to the cot and the bones of the hunter.
His first step across the soft, peaty ground found the same brittle flecks of bone that he’d encountered outside. He looked down and saw more jagged pieces of bone around the workbench. He looked at the bench itself, and saw it was dusted with more fragments, whittled pieces.
Ben fleetingly recalled visiting the cell of an asylum inmate who carved the most exquisite chess pieces from the bones of a sow, donated by the kitchens every Friday — ham-shank broth day.
‘My God,’ he whispered. He felt his scalp prickle and the hair on his neck rise as his nebulous suspicions found firmer footing. Here was evidence that something had been crafted in this place recently. Ben tried to recall how the young Paiute had described what he’d seen in the woods.