food. But sustenance he cherished, he craved, he yearned for. Light was the pain that accompanied it, the pain he couldn't avoid or evade.

He got used to it, moment by agonizing moment. So long here in the silent dark, he had to remember how to see. Yes, there was the black-robed one, the untouchable, inedible one, the stinker, who carried his light-thrower like a sword. What had happened to torches and oil lamps? Like the last several of his predecessors, this black-robe had one of these unnatural things instead.

Well, I am an unnatural thing myself these days, he thought, and his lips skinned back from his teeth in a smile both wryly amused and hungry, so very hungry.

Now the Pope crossed himself, violently. 'Who is this?' he gasped. 'What… is this?'

But even as he gasped, he found himself fearing he knew the answer. The short, scrawny young man impaled on the flashlight beam looked alarmingly like so many Byzantine images of the Second Person of the Trinity: shaggy dark brown hair and beard, long oval face, long nose. The wounds to his hands and feet, and the one in his side, looked fresh, even if they were bloodless. And there was another wound, a small one, on his neck. None of the art showed that one; none of the texts spoke of it. Seeing it made the Pope think of films he'd watched as a boy. And when he did…

His hand shaped the sign of the cross once more. It had no effect on the young-looking man who stood there blinking. He hadn't thought it would, not really. 'No!' he said. 'It cannot be! It must not be!'

He noticed one thing more. Even when Deacon Giuseppe shone the flashlight full in the young-looking man's face, the pupils did not contract. Did not… Could not? With each passing second, it seemed more likely.

Deacon Giuseppe's somber nod told him it wasn't just likely-it was true. 'Well, Holy Father, now you know,' said the Deacon from the Order of the Pipistrelle. 'Behold the Son of Man. Behold the Resurrection. Behold the greatest secret of the Church.'

'But… why? How?' Not even the Pope, as organized and coherent as any man now living, could speak clearly in the presence of-that.

'Once-that-happened to him, he couldn't stand the sun after a while.' Deacon Giuseppe told the tale as if it had been told many times before. And so, no doubt, it had. 'When Peter came to Rome, he came, too, in the saint's baggage-under the sign of the cross, of course, to make sure nothing… untoward happened. He's been here ever since. We keep him. We take care of him.'

'Great God!' The Pope tried to make sense of his whirling thoughts. 'No wonder you told me to think of the Last Supper.' He forced some iron into his spine. A long-dead Feldwebel who'd drilled him during the last round of global madness would have been proud of how well his lessons stuck. 'All right. I've seen him. God help me, I have. Take me up to the light again.'

'Not quite yet, your Holiness,' the deacon replied. 'We finish the ritual first.'

'Eh?'

'We finish the ritual,' Deacon Giuseppe repeated with sad patience. 'Seeing him does not suffice. It is his first supper in a very long time, your predecessor being so young when he was chosen. Remember the text: your blood is his wine, your flesh his bread.'

He said something else, in a language that wasn't Italian. The Pope, a formidable scholar, recognized it as Aramaic. He even understood it: 'Supper's ready!'

The last meal had been juicier. That was his first thought. But he wasn't complaining, not after so long. He drank and drank: his own communion with the world of the living. He would have drunk the life right out of him if not for the black-robed one.

'Be careful!' that one urged, still speaking the only language he really knew well. 'Remember what happened time before last!'

He remembered. He'd got greedy. He'd drunk too much. The man died not long after coming down here to meet him. Then he'd fed again-twice in such a little while! They didn't let him do anything like that the next time, however much he wanted to. And that one lasted and lasted-lasted so long, he began to fear he'd made the man into one like himself.

He hadn't done that very often. He wondered whether Dacicus intended to do that with him-to him. He never had the chance to ask. Did Dacicus still wander the world, not alive any more but still quick? One of these centuries, if Dacicus did, they might meet again. You never could tell.

When he didn't let go fast enough, the black-robed one breathed full in his face. That horrible, poisonous stink made him back away in a hurry.

He hadn't got enough. It could never be enough, not if he drank the world dry. But it was ever so much better than nothing. Before he fed, he was empty. He couldn't end, barring stake, sunlight, or perhaps a surfeit of garlic, but he could wish he would. He could-and he had.

No more. Fresh vitality flowed through him. He wasn't happy-he didn't think he could be happy-but he felt as lively as a dead thing could.

'My God!' the new Pope said, not in Aramaic, not in Latin, not even in Italian. His hand went to the wound on his neck. The bleeding had already stopped. He shuddered. He didn't know what he'd expected when Deacon Giuseppe took him down below St. Peter's, but not this. Never this.

'Are you all right, your Holiness?' Real concern rode the deacon's voice.

'I-think so.' And the Pope had to think about it before he answered, too.

'Good.' Deacon Giuseppe held out a hand. Automatically, the Pope clasped it, and, in so doing, felt how cold his own flesh had gone. The round little nondescript Italian went on, 'Can't let him have too much. We did that not so long ago, and it didn't work out well.'

The new Pope understood him altogether too well. Then he touched the wound again, a fresh horror filling him. Yes, he remembered the films too well. 'Am I going to turn into… one of those?' He pointed toward the central figure of his faith, who was licking blood off his lips with a tongue that seemed longer and more prehensile than a mere man's had any business being.

'We don't think so,' Giuseppe said matter-of-factly. 'Just to be sure, though, the papal undertaker drives a thin ash spike through the heart after each passing. We don't talk about that to the press. One of the traditions of the Order of the Pipistrelle is that when the sixth ecumenical council anathematized Pope Honorius, back thirteen hundred years ago, it wasn't for his doctrine, but because.…'

'Is… Honorius out there, too? Or under here somewhere?'

'No. He was dealt with a long time ago.' Deacon Giuseppe made pounding motions.

'I see.' The Pope wondered if he could talk to… talk to the Son of God. Or the son of someone, anyhow. Did he have Aramaic enough for that? Or possibly Hebrew? How the Rabbi of Rome would laugh-or cry-if he knew! 'Does every Pope do this? Endure this?'

'Every single one,' Giuseppe said proudly. 'What better way to connect to the beginning of things? Here is the beginning of things. He was risen, you know, Holy Father. How much does why really matter?'

For a lot of the world, why would matter enormously. The Muslims… The Protestants… The Orthodox… His head began to hurt, although the wound didn't. Maybe talking with… him wasn't such a good idea after all. How much do I really want to know?

'When we go back up, I have a lot of praying to do,' the Pope said. Would all the prayer in the world free him from the feel of teeth in his throat? And what could he tell his confessor? The truth? The priest would think he'd gone mad-or, worse, wouldn't think so and would start the scandal. A lie? But wasn't inadequate confession of sin a sin in and of itself? The headache got worse.

Deacon Giuseppe might have read his thoughts. 'You have a dispensation against speaking of this, your Holiness. It dates from the fourth century, and it may be the oldest document in the Vatican Library. It's not like the Donation of Constantine, either-there's no doubt it's genuine.'

'Deo gratias!' the Pope said again.

'Shall we go, then?' the deacon asked.

'One moment.' The Pope flogged his memory and found enough Aramaic for the question he had to ask: 'Are you the Son of God?'

The sharp-toothed mouth twisted in a-reminiscent?-smile. 'You say it,' came the reply.

Well, he told Pilate the same thing, even if the question was a bit different, the Pope thought as he left the little chamber and Deacon Giuseppe meticulously closed and locked doors behind them. And, when the Pope was on the stairs going back up to the warmth and blessed light of St. Peter's, one more question occurred to him. How many Popes had heard that same answer?

How many of them had asked that same question? He'd heard it in Aramaic, in Greek, in Latin, and in the language Latin had turned into. He always said the same thing, and he always said it in Aramaic.

'You say it,' he murmured to himself, there alone in the comfortable darkness again. Was he really? How could he know? But if they thought he was, then he was- for them. Wasn't that the only thing that counted?

That Roman had washed his hands of finding absolute truth. He was a brute, but not a stupid brute.

And this new one was old, and likely wouldn't last long. Pretty soon, he would feed again. And if he had to try to answer that question one more time afterwards… then he did, that was all.

Child of an AncientCity by Tad Williams

Tad Williams is the bestselling author of the Memory, Sorrow & Thorn series, the Otherland series, and the Shadowmarch series. He has also written several other novels, such as Tailchaser's Song, The War of the Flowers, and The Dragons of Ordinary Farm, which was co-written with his wife, Deborah Beale. His short fiction has appeared in such venues as Weird Tales, The Magazine of Fantasy & Science Fiction, and in the anthologies Legends and Legends II. A collection of his short work, Rite, was released in 2006. He has also written for D.C. Comics, first with the miniseries The Next, and then doing a stint on Aquaman.

This story, which first appeared in Weird Tales, puts an Islamic spin on the traditional vampire tale (the roots of which, of course, are Christian). Set in the lands north of Baghdad, during the reign of Caliph Harun al-Rashid (late eighth century), a group of merchants encounter a strange creature in the desert, and soon find themselves unwilling Scheherazades to the bloodthirsty beast.

Merciful Allah! I am as a calf, fatted for slaughter!' Masrur al-Adan roared with laughter and crashed his goblet down on the polished wood table-once, twice,

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