“I no longer hesitated what to do. I resolved to lash myself securely to the water-cask upon which I now held, to cut it loose from the counter, and to throw myself with it into the water. I attracted my brother’s attention by signs, pointed to the floating barrels that came near us, and did every thing in my power to make him understand what I was about to do. I thought at length that he comprehended my design-but, whether this was the case or not, he shook his head despairingly, and refused to move from his station by the ring-bolt. It was impossible to reach him; the emergency admitted of no delay; and so, with a bitter struggle, I resigned him to his fate, fastened myself to the cask by means of the lashings which secured it to the counter, and precipitated myself with it into the sea, without another moment’s hesitation.
“The result was precisely what I had hoped it might be. As it is myself who now tell you this tale-as you see that I
On Edgar Allan Poe BY T. JEFFERSON PARKER
Picture my suburban living room in Orange County, California, 1966: an orange carpet, pale turquoise walls, white Naugahyde furniture, white acoustic ceiling, a rabbit-eared black-and-white TV, and a wall-to-wall bookshelf six feet high and stuffed with books.
The bookcase was filled mostly with nonfiction-history and politics and outdoors adventure and travel. But we had Robert Louis Stevenson, and we had Jack London, and we had Edgar Allan Poe.
“Mom, why do we have Poe?” I asked her as a sixth-grader.
“He understood the guilty conscience. Read ‘The Tell-Tale Heart’ and you’ll see what I mean.”
So one evening, a school night, after my homework was done and my half-hour on the TV was over, I turned on the reading lamp and settled into the white Naugahyde recliner and opened
I read “The Tell-Tale Heart” and saw that Mom was right. I suspected that Mr. Poe also understood some things about insanity and murder-how else could he write in the voice of a madman who remembers to use a tub to catch the blood and gore when he “cut[s] off the head and the arms and the legs” of the old man he has murdered and places the parts beneath the floorboards?
I was intrigued. I was exploring a foreign mind. I was transfixed.
The next night I read “The Black Cat.” And the night after that “The Cask of Amontillado,” where I was confronted with what I still think is the best opening line I’ve ever read:
I read all of those stories over the next six months. Some I loved, and some unsettled me, and some went far over my young head.
But I took them all into my young heart. What they taught me was this: there is darkness in the hearts of men; there are consequences of that darkness; those consequences will crash down upon us here in this life. They taught me that words can be beautiful and mysterious and full of truth.
These are the things I learned from Poe as I sat in the white recliner in my Orange County living room as a twelve-year-old, and these are the things I write about today.
That volume sits beside me now. There are still small red dots beside the stories I read that first month: “Ligeia,” “A Descent into the Maelstrom,” “The Masque of the Red Death.”
When I open it, I can see that room of forty years ago, and I can remember my rising sense of foreboding and excitement when I read the first line of “The Fall of the House of Usher.”
I still read those stories. I still love them, and they still unsettle me, and some of them still go over my no- longer-young head.
The Cask of Amontillado
THE THOUSAND INJURIES of Fortunato I had borne as I best could; but when he ventured upon insult, I vowed revenge. You, who so well know the nature of my soul, will not suppose, however, that I gave utterance to a threat.
It must be understood, that neither by word nor deed had I given Fortunato cause to doubt my good-will. I continued, as was my wont, to smile in his face, and he did not perceive that my smile
He had a weak point-this Fortunato-although in other regards he was a man to be respected and even feared. He prided himself on his connoisseurship in wine. Few Italians have the true virtuoso spirit. For the most part their enthusiasm is adopted to suit the time and opportunity-to practise imposture upon the British and Austrian
It was about dusk, one evening during the supreme madness of the carnival season, that I encountered my friend. He accosted me with excessive warmth, for he had been drinking much. The man wore motley. He had on