of al owing the Gypsies to halt, of settling them in government housing, giving them absolute power over their own lives. The idea of them living out in the forest had become bizarre and old-fashioned, almost bourgeois to the pure-minded. Why should they be forced to live out on the roads? The papers said they should be cut free from the troubles of primitivism. There would be no more Gypsy fires, only in the theater.
She picked up a pigeon feather from the ground and let it fal from her fingers. “The
She left the mil with a bundle of papers under her arms. Down the road, she climbed onto a horse-cart which she operated on her own. She slapped the horse and it reared high for a moment, then clattered down onto the cobbles.
I walked alone down by the Danube. A soldier with a megaphone shouted me away from the bank. In the distance, Austria. Beyond that, al the places that young men had fought for, died for, mil ions of them, fed to the soil, and beyond that, it seemed to me, France, the channel, England, and the soot of my early years. It had been nine years since I arrived in Czechoslovakia, jittery and expectant. Someone had borrowed the jaunt from my step. I could feel it in the way I walked. So much of my revolutionary promise seemed to be slipping away, my hard grip on the world, but, stil , it didn't seem possible that there would come a time when it would vanish completely.
Across the river the lights from the towers twinkled once and then went off. The streets were lifeless, cold— the only mystery was that I expected them to be otherwise.
“Don't sulk,” said Stransky when I pushed open the door of the mil again. “She's only waking up. She's going to do something that'l stun us al , just you watch.”
That summer, in 1957, one of the few places we saw Zoli was the house at Budermice. It was set on parkland in the shadow of the Little Carpathian hil s, a country mansion maintained by the Union of Slovak Writers. A long row of chestnut trees lined the lane. The driveway curled to a grand front entrance with marble steps. Several rooms on the top floor were kept locked and most of the bedrooms were dusty. Downstairs the union had burned the old furniture—too imperial, too bourgeois—so plastic chairs had been instal ed, hardtop counters, towering Russian prints.
Stransky managed to get the house for the whole summer—he hated anything that smacked of cronyism, but he saw it as a time for some serious creativity. He wanted us to finish a whole book with Zoli—there'd only been a chapbook, but now a real volume, he knew, would cement her reputation: he was convinced that she had a vision that would lift the Gypsies out of their quandaries.
The lawn sloped down to a stream that was conducted through a wooden pipe the size of a giant barrel. Here and there the wooden structure was pierced to irrigate the lawn. Water arced out into the grass and onto the wel - tended paths. Even on clear summer nights it sounded as if it were raining outside.
Stransky went walking with her every day—Zoli, in her skirts and kerchief and dark blouses, he in his white col arless shirts that made him look a little quixotic. They strol ed past the fountains, looking as if they were whispering secrets to each other. She was at the height of her powers then, and they were working out patterns for her poems. Stransky would come to me, clap his hands together and recite her lyrics. I had seldom seen a man so worked-up, burning high, wandering around the house, saying: “Yes, yes, yes, yes!” A Steinway stil sat in the main dining room, one of the last of the old artifacts, though the markings had been rubbed out. Stransky raised the lacquered lid, sat on the stool, clinked his ring finger against the ivory, and denounced the empty elegance of art without purpose. He winked and then played “The Internationale.”
One night, from the staircase, Stransky took a flying leap at the chandelier. It fel from the ceiling with a crash and he lay there stunned.
“Adoration's more fragile than rope,” he said, looking around, as if surprised.
Zoli came and sat beside him on the marble floor. I watched from the balcony above. Stransky was half-smiling, looking at a smal cut on his hand
—a tiny bit of glass was stuck in his skin. She took his wrist and pinched the glass up from the folds in his hand. She hushed him and guided his finger to his mouth. Stransky sucked out the sliver of glass.
I came down the stairs, stepping loudly. She looked up and smiled: “Martin's drunk again.”
“No, I'm not,” he said, grasping her elbow. He fel again. I lifted him from the floor, told him he needed a cold bath. He put his arm around my shoulder. Halfway up the stairs I had a brief vision of dropping him, watching from a height as he tumbled down.
From below, Zoli smiled at me and then she stepped outside to where she slept. She wasn't used to sleeping in a room. She felt that it was closing in on her and so she kept her bedding in the rose garden. I woke in the morning to find her dozing happily under the noribundas. She washed in the running stream distant from the house. She couldn't fathom someone taking a bath in standing water. Stransky took to bathing in a giant tub outside, just to mock her gently. He sat singing in the tub, soaping himself, drinking, and laughing. She dismissed him and wandered off into the woods, coming home with bunches of wild garlic, edible flowers, nuts.
“Where's she gone?” I asked him one afternoon.
“Oh, get the stick out of your arse, would you, young manr
“What's that supposed to mean?”
“She's out walking. She's clearing her head, she doesn't need you and she doesn't need me.”
“You've got a wife, Stransky.”
“Don't be a chamber pot,” he said.
It was an old expression, odd and formal, one my father had used many years before. Stransky caught me square and I stepped back from him.
He squeezed my shoulder, just enough to show that he stil had a young man's power.
“I'm looking after her poems,” he told me. “That's al . Nothing else.”
Towards the end of summer, Zoli's kumpanija showed up. Twenty caravans camped in the field right at the back of the house. The backs of the horses were shiny with sweat. I woke up in the morning and smel ed campfire.
