get poisoned by what comes later.’
She put the song sheet back in the carton and got stiffly to her feet. Better not to remember what those months and years had been like, after Richie left. Better not to recal how desperate she had been, both emotional y and practical y, how unreachable poor Scott had been, mute with rage and misery, and twitching himself away from her hands. Better, always, to focus on what saved you, saved you from bitterness and nothingness.
She glanced at Dawson.
‘We’l have some nice times, with those songs. I’l sing and you can turn your back on me, and then we’l both be happy. I just hope the piano makes Scott a bit happy too, poor boy.’
Scott had asked Margaret to come and see the piano
She’d gone up in the lift of the Clavering Building with an armful of flowers and the champagne ready-chil ed in an insulated bag, and Scott had been on the landing to meet her, looking animated and more than respectable in the trousers from his work suit and a white shirt open at the neck.
He’d stepped forward, smiling but not saying anything, and he’d kissed her, and taken the champagne and the flowers, and then he’d gone ahead of her into the flat and just stood there, beaming, so that she could look past him and see the Steinway, shining and solid, sitting there with the view beyond it as if it had never been away.
‘Oh, pet,’ Margaret said.
‘It looks fine,’ Scott said, ‘doesn’t it?’
She nodded.
‘It looks—’ She stopped. Then she said, ‘Have you played it?’
‘Oh yes. It needs a tune, after the journey. But I’ve played it al right.’
Margaret moved down the room.
‘What have you played?’
‘Bit of Cole Porter. Bit of Sondheim. Bit of Chopin—’
Margaret stopped in front of the piano.
‘Chopin? That’s ambitious—’
‘I didn’t,’ Scott said, grinning, ‘I didn’t say I played it wel —’
He put the flowers down on the kitchen worktop. He lifted the insulated bag.
‘I guess this is champagne?’
‘Laurent-Perrier,’ Margaret said.
‘Wow—’
‘Wel , if it’s good enough for Bernie Harrison, it’s good enough for a Steinway, wouldn’t you say?’
‘Our Steinway.’
Margaret sat down gingerly on the piano stool.
‘
Scott extricated the bottle from the bag.
‘I even have champagne flutes.’
‘Impressive—’
‘They came free with something.’
Margaret put a finger lightly on a white key.
‘I’m getting the shivers—’
‘Good shivers?’ Scott said. He was almost laughing, twisting the cork out of the bottle and letting the champagne foam out and down the sides, over his hand.
‘Just shivers,’ Margaret said, ‘just echoes. Just the past jumping up again like it wasn’t over.’
Scott poured champagne into his flutes. He carried them down the room to the piano.
‘Don’t put them down!’ Margaret said sharply.
‘Wouldn’t dream of it,’ Scott said. He handed her a glass. ‘What shal we toast?’
Margaret looked doubtful.
‘Dad?’ Scott said.
‘Don’t think so, pet.’
‘Us? Each other?’
Margaret eyed him.
‘That wouldn’t suit us either, dear.’