My heart slammed into my ribcage, the panic welling up to the point that I thought it would explode right out of me. But then the blissful sensations of silky shadows caressed my skin. Dancing around me like graceful serpents, they sensed my fear and cradled me in their warm embrace. Inch by inch, I relaxed and my body uncoiled itself. Even my fingers—clenched into fists—uncurled and came to rest.
Dare I open my eyes?
I expected to be welcomed by glaring daylight, but the room was dark. I couldn’t discern the time of day, but even though no lights illuminated my surroundings and the curtains didn’t betray a shred of daylight, I could see as well as if it were the gray hours of early morning. With less effort than I expected, I pushed myself up to a sitting position. The bed I lay in was not my own; the surroundings, unfamiliar. From the looks of it, I’d been moved to an inn or hotel room. What had happened while darkness held me? Where was Henry? Who had taken me and to where? Had it been Azriel, or had my mind deceived me? My pulse thrummed in my ears—though from excitement or fear, I couldn’t tell—as I once again felt the delicious pull . . . the soft, silky warmth tugging at my skin.
Still fascinated with my heightened eyesight, I brought my hand to my face. The skin on my fingertips seemed to quaver, shrouded by darkness and becoming solid once more.
Lamplight flickered to life in the corner of the room and I sensed Azriel nearby, his life force pulsing like a beacon through the fog. A sweet and spicy scent, like a field of pansies beneath the summer sun, permeated my senses, and I breathed deeply, holding the aroma in my lungs.
“What’s happened to me?” I whispered, my heart hammering in my chest.
Dark mist stirred at my bedside and Azriel materialized from shadow. I stared in wide-eyed wonder as he sat beside me and brought my fingers to his mouth, bestowing a gentle kiss on my knuckles. “Fate has claimed you, Darian. No mortal will dare harm you again.”
Chapter 3
I jerked my hand from Azriel’s grasp and scooted as far away from him as possible. As if his lips had burned my skin, I rubbed the spot on my knuckles where his mouth had all but branded me. How had I not noticed the heat pouring from his body the first time we’d met? “What have you done to me?” I blurted. Nothing could calm the tremor in my voice, though I prayed I’d sound strong. “Where am I? Where’s Henry? What has happened to him?”
Azriel laughed, and the sound of it brought gooseflesh to the surface of my skin. I clenched my hands into fists to stop them from shaking. I wouldn’t be able to stand the shame if he noticed how the sound of his gentle laughter affected me. “Worried for your husband?” Azriel asked, incredulous. “Why would you waste a passing thought of concern for him? Did he not beat you nearly to death?”
He had. So many times he’d abused me. But he was my husband. I’d made sacred vows to him, and despite his cruelty, Henry was a soul-sick man who deserved my compassion rather than my contempt. “Is he dead?” I asked, my voice just above a whisper.
“As a doornail.”
His brash answer elicited a startled gasp. He chuckled again as if to say,
“How else?” Azriel asked, unfazed. “Your
I inched further from Azriel until I found myself perched on the edge of the bed. My fingers trailed from my throat to the delicate lace collar and bodice of my dress that Henry had ripped in his rage. My husband was dead. Gone. Forever.
And I was finally free.
Azriel’s dark gaze locked with mine and a wave of fear washed over me. Perhaps freedom wasn’t the best word to describe my current situation. His eyes roamed over me, traveling with wanton disregard for propriety, making me feel exposed—undressed—naked beneath his heated gaze.
“Extraordinary,” he murmured.
“I can hear you,” I said, my fear swept away by bemusement. “Just now, I heard you.”
Azriel shrugged. “What of it?”
What of it, indeed? His lips had barely moved, the words spoken more to himself. And yet I’d heard him crystal clear as if he’d spoken the word against my ear. “What have you done to me?” I asked again, panic racing through my veins like liquid fire. “What are you?”
“Perhaps you should be asking that of yourself,” Azriel said, leaning in toward me. He reached out with one hand and it melted into shadow, the tendrils sweeping up his strong arm and shoulder to transform the limb into a graceful, twining ribbon of darkness. His shadows inched toward me, as if seeking me out and curled around my neck, caressing my skin with a gentleness I’d never experienced until this moment. And rather than scream in fear, or launch myself from the bed, my body reacted, drawn to him like metal to a magnet. My eyes drifted shut of their own accord and I couldn’t help the sigh that escaped my lips.
“Yes,” Azriel whispered, the ‘s’ slipping out in a sensual hiss. “You were meant for this, Darian. You have always belonged to the shadows.”
The fear and anxiety siphoned from my body and I lost myself to sensation. Every nerve ending in my body sparked to life, and I wanted
Another lick of shadowy heat reached out to caress me, and I gasped, in pleasure this time. My behavior was shameful at best. What would people think— No. Those were Henry’s words. Henry’s concerns. And he was dead.
“I will be lonely no more.” Azriel’s rich voice was soft in my ears as his shadows stroked my body. “And you are safe. Strong. You have become more than you ever were or could ever imagine. Isn’t that all you need to know?”
“No.” I’d meant the word to sound forceful but I was too used to weakness for it to sound anything but simpering. “Tell me, Azriel, what are you?”
“I am shadow,” he said.
I swayed as a second set of silky tendrils joined the first, swirling at the base of my neck and climbing up through the tangle of my hair against my scalp. A moan worked its way up through my throat, but I swallowed it down. I still held on to modesty and convention, no matter what Azriel’s touch evoked. “Shadow?” I murmured as I gripped the edges of the mattress for support. My bones had all but melted; it wouldn’t take much for me to topple over the edge of the bed, and wouldn’t that be charming?
“Shaede,” Azriel whispered.
I felt the weight of his body leave the mattress completely and I opened my eyes, afraid he’d left me. The silky vines of Azriel’s shadow retreated, slinking away from my body in a graceful, winding dance. He’d left his