'That's the best part,' he said, grinning his hawk's grin, the one that made me glad he was on my side.
Luis had tickets to a symphony concert at the Kennedy Center that night. It seemed a great way to spend my last night in town. We met up at the Crescent.
I wore a smoky gray skirt and jacket with a white camisole. Understated, until I put on the diamond Alette had given me. Then, it looked awfully mature. Sophisticated, even. Like something Alette might wear. I didn't feel like myself.
Ahmed met me at the door. He didn't say a word at first, just closed me in a big monstrous hug until I thought I might suffocate. I didn't have much hope of hugging back, so I leaned in and took a deep breath, of smoke and wine and wild. It smelled a little like a pack.
'Come back to visit, yes?' he said, gripping my shoulders. I nodded firmly. Looked like I was coming back to D.C. at some point. Jack waved at me from the bar.
I sensed Luis come in through the door behind me. I didn't even have to turn around. He stalked like a cat and his warmth reached out for me.
He touched my shoulders and kissed the back of my neck. Fire, warmth, happiness, I felt all that in his touch. Finally, Wolf's fear uncurled. Some light came into her burrow. I felt like running— from joy this time, not fear.
'Ready?'
I almost asked if we could blow off the symphony. But I nodded.
I was glad I went, glad I didn't miss seeing the Kennedy Center. The place was so beautiful, so momentous, walking into the four-story-high Hall of States with the marble walls, red carpeting, state flags hanging from the ceiling. I wanted to cry. Felt like I should have been wearing a sweeping ball gown and not a suit.
People stared at me. At us. The people who had tickets for the seat next to me in the concert hall moved. Everyone watched the news, I supposed. I wilted. I would have stuck my tail between my legs if I'd had it. I would have left, if Luis had let me. Bless him, he didn't flinch once. He walked past them all, holding my arm tucked in his, his back straight and chin up. Like a jaguar stalking through his jungle.
Staring at his shoulder, I leaned in and asked him, 'How can you stand it? The way they look at us?'
He said, 'I know that I could rip out their guts, and I choose not to.'
We stood in the Grand Foyer at intermission. I looked down the hall, taking in the floor-to-ceiling mirrors, the windows framed with soft drapes, a thousand glittering lights in the chandeliers, the immense bust of Kennedy gazing out over what he'd inspired.
A couple walked by. The woman, young and elegant in a blue cocktail dress, brushed past me. Her hand caught mine, hanging loose at my side, and squeezed for just a moment. Then she walked away. She never looked at me.
She smelled like wolf. I stared after her, until Luis tugged at my arm.
After the concert we went up to the roof terrace. Looking southeast, I could see the Washington, Jefferson, and Lincoln Memorials lined up, lit and glowing like beacons in the night. Great men and their monuments. They weren't perfect. They made mistakes. But they changed the world. They were idealists.
Luis stood behind me, arms around me, and kissed the top of my head.
'Thank you for this,' I said, my voice hushed. 'For showing me this.'
'You ever need to get away, take a vacation, call me. I'll show you Rio de Janeiro.'
'It's a deal.' Like, how about now?
'What will you do next?'
'Take time off. I don't know. Maybe I should write a book.' I pictured myself going back to the show, back to the radio station. I sat in front of the microphone, opened my mouth—and nothing came out.
I had a place in mind, a small town where I'd spent a couple of weeks one summer in college. I could go rent a cabin, be philosophical, run wild in the woods.
And try to remember how to be an idealist.
Carrie Vaughn survived the nomadic childhood of the typical Air Force brat, with stops in California, Florida, North Dakota, Maryland, and Colorado. She holds a master's in English literature and collects hobbies—fencing and sewing are currently high on the list. She lives in Boulder, Colorado, and can be found on the Web at www.carrievaughn.com.
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Kitty meets the band
Welcome back, listeners. For those of you just joining us, I'm Kitty Norville and this is
'In the nineteenth century, rumor had it that the great violinist Paganini sold his soul to the devil in exchange for his amazing virtuoso abilities. Many artists are said to be inspired by the Muses. And music soothes the savage beast. What exactly is the mystical nature of music? Are all these tales mere metaphor, or is something supernatural controlling our musical impulses? I want to hear from you. Eddy from Baltimore, you're on the air.'
'Hi, Kitty! Whoa, thanks for taking my call.'
'No problem, Eddy. What do you have for me?'
'I want to sell my soul to the devil. If I had the chance, I'd do it in a heartbeat. To play guitar like Hendrix—oh man, I'd do just about
'How about practice?'
'It's not enough. I've been practicing for
'Do you think Hendrix sold his soul to the devil?'
'Wouldn't surprise me. So, Kitty—have any idea how I'd go about doing that?'
'What, selling your soul to the devil? Are you sure that's such a good idea?'
'Why not? It's not like I'm using my soul for anything else.'
Oh man, talk about missing the point. 'I get enough accusations from the religious Right that I'm damning people's souls, I'm not sure I want to put any more fuel on that fire. But the answer is no, I have no idea how you'd go about selling your soul to the devil. Sorry. Next call, please. Rebecca, hello.'
'Kitty, hi.' The woman's voice was low, vaguely desperate.
'Hello. You have a question or a story?'
'A question, I think. Like, you know when you get a song stuck in your head, and it drives you crazy, and no matter how much you try to think of something else you can't stop it from playing in your head? Right now I have 'Muskrat Love' stuck. It's been stuck there for days. It's… it's driving me crazy.' Her voice turned ominous. If she told me she was holding a butcher knife just then, I wouldn't have been surprised.
I tried to sound as sympathetic as possible. 'The Captain and Tennille version of the song, I assume?'
She hesitated for a long moment. 'You mean there's more than one?'
'Never mind. It's called an earworm,' I said. 'Scientists have been studying this phenomenon, believe it or not. When they aren't busy with a cure for cancer. Statistically, it seems to affect women more than men, and especially affects people who are slightly neurotic anyway.' I had my suspicions about Rebecca.
'So it's not, like… demonic possession?'
'In the case of 'Muskrat Love,' I'm not entirely sure it isn't.'
'How do I make it stop?'
'Have you tried listening to the song? Sometimes if you hear it all the way through, it goes away.'
'I tried that. Five times in a row.'
Well, if you asked me that was her problem right there. 'How about a different song, completely different, like something by Ministry?'
'Will that pacify the demon horde?'
So we're possessed by a demon
'What do you recommend?'
' 'I Think I Love You,' by the Partridge Family.'
She hesitated a moment, then stammered, 'Oh. Oh… God, no!'
Ah, success. 'Did it work?' I asked brightly.
'Yes, but… are you sure this isn't worse than 'Musk-rat Love'?'