who might be even more so. God knows we are all sinners, born weak. No, I remember being in one of the King’s
‘You know he does,’ Anselm retorted. ‘You are the Keeper of the King’s Secrets. You must have heard the gossip, the tittle-tattle, and read the reports? You know more about Stephen and myself than we do about you.’
‘You want to be a Carmelite?’ Beauchamp gestured at Stephen. ‘Do you really? Are you one because of your father, or in spite of him?’
Stephen felt a flush of anger. He ignored Anselm’s swift intake of breath and moved his arm from the exorcist’s reassuring grasp. Something about Beauchamp, as with Gascelyn, reminded Stephen of his own father. He felt the furies gather.
‘I became a Carmelite. .’
Beauchamp abruptly stretched across the table and squeezed Stephen’s hand. ‘I am sorry,’ he soothed placatingly. ‘I know you are the son of a famous, well-respected physician of Winchester.’
‘One who was also famous for being free with both his fist and his cane?’
‘You are also a young man who had visions from an early age, or so they say?’
‘I’m not sure,’ Stephen replied hotly, ‘I was an only child.’ He blinked away the tears of anger. ‘My mother,’ his voice faltered, ‘died young. I remember seeing her, as well as other people who had died. When the church bells tolled, voices whispered to me. Faces and shapes appeared in the dead of night. I would also glimpse them in puffs of incense smoke.’ Stephen paused. ‘My father thought I was moon-touched, fey-spirited. He sent me to the White Friars, the Carmelites at Aylesford. He claimed that I would never follow his profession, which dealt with facts. Do you know something, Beauchamp? The more he pressed me the more intense the visions became. I was glad to be free of him, to hide, to shelter at Aylesford.’
‘And I,’ Anselm intervened, ‘took him under my wing.’ The exorcist smiled across at the novice. ‘Cherished him as I would the apple of my eye.’
‘Or as your own son,’ Beauchamp cut in, ‘the one you lost?’
‘Aye,’ Anselm pulled at his sleeves and stared down the table, ‘the one I lost with his little sister and my beautiful Katerina. You know about the great pestilence sweeping in like the Doomsday angel? In a matter of days my entire family was wiped out. Perhaps I went mad; I certainly lost my wits. To me the world, the very air, became dank. Nothing but visions of death, a yawning darkness. Out of this emerged an old woman with wild hair and glaring eyes wielding a broad-bladed scythe, and behind her a horde of hellish skeletons garbed in moth- gnawed shrouds, their bare-boned faces grinning with malice. Vipers curled in their ribs, clawed hands grasped the heads of the dying. Demons clustered like flies. I became insane with grief. Satan, like a huge raven, constantly floated above me. I fled into deep forest. I met shapes, shadows, spectres, wraiths — all the undead. I entered that misty underworld between life and the kingdom of the hereafter. I visited the dungeons of the dead and confronted the furies which scourge, the key-dangling janitors of hell. I had visions of the black lake, the rivers of flame, the fearsome battlements of Hades.’ Anselm breathed out. ‘Others would dismiss it all as nonsense. Nevertheless, I have seen the storm hags ride the winds and heard their calls from the deep, wet greenness of the woods. The dead danced around me. After a time the visions faded but the ghosts remained: those souls who do not wish to pass on.’ Anselm rubbed his face. ‘Eventually I came out of my grief. I bathed, I fasted, and I found my vocation as a Carmelite priest. I also realized,’ he added tartly, ‘that the dead will not leave me alone. Accordingly my superiors, so-called astute men, decided to use my unwanted gift. Yet,’ he added wistfully, ‘I still commit treason against my own vocation. I sometimes wonder what might have been: sitting in an orchard perfumed with apple blossom, hand in hand with my beloved wife, watching our children play. . but, of course, these, too, are ghosts.’ Anselm put his face in his hands. For a brief while he sobbed quietly, then fell silent.
Beauchamp glanced at Stephen, who put a finger to his lips and shook his head.
‘If you want to know what I believe. .’ Anselm dried the tears from his seamed cheeks. ‘If you want to repeat the question that people always ask me about death, we human beings suffer two deaths. The body dies, it corrupts. The soul, the spirit, goes forth. However, once it does, a challenge is mounted by those forces hostile to God and man. Each adult soul is confronted. Some are reluctant to face the challenge. They pause, they wait. They don’t want to give up their lives on Earth. They cower, dragged down by sin, by unresolved acts and hopes. They are reluctant to go into the blinding light which burns all clear so they can make their decision for all eternity. Their world is my world. I try to reassure such souls. I try to release them from the traps. I urge, I pray for them to move on.’ Anselm rose and moved across to the shuttered window. He opened this and stared out. A bell began to clang, a solemn salutation to the gathering dark.
‘It’s time, isn’t it? You brought us here, Beauchamp. Let us see what the twilight brings.’
They left the guest house and entered the monks’ cemetery, a stretch of wild grass, flowers and shrubs bending slowly under an impetuous breeze. Above them the gathering clouds promised rain: the sky was grey and lowering, shrouding the cemetery in a more sinister aspect. They re-entered the gardens of the dead, row after row of battered crosses and crumbling headstones, hummocks and mounds long overgrown. All this was being disturbed as Beauchamp had described. Graves were being opened, rotting shrouds ripped, mouldy coffins and caskets shattered. The skulls and bones of long-dead monks were being piled into carts, tumbrils and wheelbarrows all intended for the charnel house. The workers had stopped for the day but the mounds of white glistening bones and heaps of skulls with gaping jaws were unnerving. A huge crow perched on a skull, claws slipping as if that bird of ill omen wished to grasp and carry it away. Stephen fingered his Ave beads even as Anselm took out his own from the pouch on his waist cord. The dead truly hung close. Faint voices carried on the wind. Whispered conversation, softly murmured prayers and traces of plain chanting. Shapes and shadows assumed a life of their own. Wisps of mist hovered then moved swiftly out of sight. The undergrowth became alive with strange scuttlings. Twigs snapped as if others walked beside or behind them. Steven glanced at Beauchamp. The clerk seemed unmoved by all this, walking purposefully, cloak thrown back, hand resting on the hilt of his sword.
They entered the shadowy precincts of the great abbey church. Stephen glanced up and flinched at a massive gargoyle face glaring down at him from a cornice, a fierce dragon with scaly bat-like wings and a monstrous head, its clawed feet brought up as if ready to spring. Other stone faces glowered at him from pillars, sills, corners and ledges: grinning apes, fierce lions or rearing centaurs. A lay brother met them at the west door. As they turned into the cloisters, Stephen glimpsed the windows of the crypt; the lay brother, mumbling to himself, led them straight to that underground chamber. He unlocked an oaken door; black with age and studded with iron, it creaked open. The flaring sconce torch just inside leapt in the draught as if fiercely greeting them. The monk took this from its holder and handed it to Anselm.
‘Brother,’ his face creased in a fearful smile, ‘everything is ready below. This is as far as I go. The cloisters are empty. Father Abbot wishes it so but,’ he pointed towards the nearby pyx chamber, ‘if you need help there is a bell. As I said, the cloisters are empty, at least of the living.’ The lay brother bowed and padded off into the darkness.
‘Sir Miles.’ Anselm raised the torch a little higher to throw light on that enigmatic royal clerk, standing deliberately in the darkness. Stephen couldn’t decide if the clerk was fearful or just a cynical observer of all that was happening.
‘Sir Miles,’ Anselm repeated, ‘you need come no further. We will be safe.’
‘I could stay and keep watch with you?’
‘No, if need be we will ask.’ Anselm sketched a blessing in the air. ‘You will stay where?’
‘In the guest house.’ The clerk smiled and walked away in a clatter of high-heeled boots and the jingle of silver-edged spurs.
‘
They moved on to the spiral staircase. Anselm closed the door behind them. They continued down, clutching the wall. Anselm paused. ‘The steps here are wooden,’ he explained. ‘Another protection when the jewels were
