months later…”
There was silence for a little while. Then the younger man revived the conversation: “There’s a holy man who must live somewhere right around here. They say he lives all alone near a small spring on the Gaza road. His name is Josephus, Josephus Famulus. I’ve heard a lot about him.”
“Have you now? Like what?”
“He’s supposed to be awfully pious and never to look at a woman. If a few camels happen to come by his place and there’s a woman on one of them, no matter how heavily veiled, he just bolts into his cave. Lots of people have gone to confess to him — thousands.”
“I guess he can’t be so famous or else I would have heard of him. What kind of thing does he do, this Famulus of yours?”
“Oh, you just go to confess to him, and I suppose people wouldn’t go if he wasn’t good and didn’t understand things. The story is he hardly says a word, doesn’t scold or bawl anyone out, doesn’t order penances or anything like that. He’s supposed to be gentle and shy.”
“But if he doesn’t scold and doesn’t punish and doesn’t open his mouth, what does he do?”
“They say he just listens and sighs marvelously and makes the sign of the cross.”
“Sounds like a quack saint to me. You wouldn’t be so foolish as to apply to this silent Joe, would you?”
“Yes, that’s what I mean to do. I’ll find him. It can’t be much farther from here. This evening there was a poor monk standing around the waterhole here, you know. I’m going to ask him tomorrow morning. He looks like a hermit himself.”
The old man flared up. “You’d be wasting your time. A man who only listens and sighs and is afraid of women can’t do or understand anything. No, I’ll tell you the one to go to. It’s a bit far from here, beyond Ascalon, but he’s the best hermit and confessor there is. Dion is his name, and he’s called Dion Pugil — that means ‘the boxer,’ because he piles right into all the devils, and when somebody confesses his sins, my friend, Pugil doesn’t sigh and keep his counsel. He sounds off and gives it to the man straight from the shoulder. They say he actually beats some till they’re black and blue. He made one man kneel bare-kneed on the rocks all night long and on top of that ordered him to give forty pennies to the poor. There’s a hermit for you, my boy, he’ll make you sit up and take notice. When he looks at you, you’ll shake; his eyes go right through you. None of this sighing business. That man has the stuff. If a man can’t sleep or has bad dreams and visions, Pugil will put him on his feet again, let me tell you. I don’t say this on hearsay; I know because I’ve been to him myself. Yes I have — I may be a poor fool, but I betook myself to the hermit Dion, the man of God, God’s boxer. I went there in misery, nothing but filth and shame on my conscience, and I left clean and bright as the morning star, and that’s as true as my name is David. Remember what I tell you: the name is Dion, called Pugil. You go see him as soon as you can, and you’ll be amazed. Prefects, presbyters, and bishops have gone to him for advice.”
“Yes,” the younger man said, “next time I’m in that neighborhood I’ll consider it. But today is today and here is here, and since I’m here today and the hermit Josephus is located in these parts and I’ve heard so much good about him…”
“Good? What so commends this Famulus to you?”
“I like the way he doesn’t scold and make a fuss. I just like that, I tell you. I’m not a centurion and I’m not a bishop either; I’m just a nobody and I’m sort of timid myself. I couldn’t stand a lot of fire and brimstone. God knows, I don’t have anything against being treated gently — that’s just the way I am.”
“Treated gently — I like that! When you’ve confessed and done penance and taken your punishment and purged yourself, all right, maybe then it’s time to treat you gently. But not when you’re unclean and stand before your confessor and judge stinking like a jackal.”
“All right, all right. Not so loud — the others want to sleep.”
Suddenly the younger man chuckled. “By the way, I just remembered a funny story I heard about him.”
“About whom?”
“About the hermit Josephus. You see, after somebody’s told his story and confessed, the hermit blesses him and before he leaves gives him a kiss on the cheek or the brow.”
“Does he now? He certainly has peculiar habits.”
“And, you see, he’s so shy of women. They say that a harlot from the neighborhood once went to him in man’s clothing and he didn’t notice and listened to her lies, and when she was finished confessing he bowed to her and solemnly gave her a kiss.”
The old man burst into titters; the other hastily shushed him, and thereafter Joseph heard nothing more than half-suppressed laughter that went on for a while.
He looked up at the sky. The crescent moon hung thin and keen beyond the tops of the palm trees. He shivered in the cold of the night. It had been strange, like looking into a distorting mirror, listening to the camel drivers talking about him and the office which he had just abandoned. Strange but instructive. And so a harlot had played this joke on him. Well, that was not the worst, though it was bad enough. He lay for a long time pondering the conversation between the two men. And when, very late, he was at last able to fall asleep, it was because his meditations had not been fruitless. He had come to a conclusion, to a resolve, and with this new resolve fixed firmly in his heart he slept deeply until dawn.
His resolve was the very one that the younger of the two camel drivers had not taken. He had decided to take the older man’s advice and pay a visit to Dion, called Pugil, of whom he had heard for so many years and whose praises had been so emphatically sung this very night. That famous confessor, adviser, and judge of souls would surely have advice, judgment, punishment for him, would surely know the proper way for him. Josephus would go to him as a spokesman of God and willingly obey whatever course he prescribed.
He left while the two men were still asleep, and after a tiring tramp reached a spot which he knew was inhabited by pious brethren. From there he hoped he would be able to reach the usual caravan route to Ascalon.
The place he reached toward evening was a small, lovely green oasis. He saw towering trees, heard a goat bleating, and thought he detected the outlines of roofs amid the green shadows. It seemed to him too that he could scent the presence of men. As he hesitantly drew closer, he felt as if he were being watched. He stopped and looked around. Under one of the outermost trees, he saw a figure sitting bolt upright. It was an old man with a hoary beard and a dignified but stern and rigid face, staring at him. The man had evidently been looking at him for some time. His eyes were keen and hard, but without expression, like the eyes of a man who is used to observing but without either curiosity or sympathy, who lets people and things approach him and tries to discern their nature, but neither attracts nor invites them.
“Praise be to Jesus Christ,” Joseph said.
The old man answered in a murmur.
“I beg your pardon,” Joseph said. “Are you a stranger like myself, or are you an inhabitant of this beautiful oasis?”
“A stranger,” the white-bearded man said.
“Perhaps you can tell me, your Reverence, whether it is possible to reach the road to Ascalon from here?”
“It is possible,” the old man said. Now he slowly stood up, rather stiffly, a gaunt giant. He stood and gazed out into the empty expanse of desert. Joseph felt that this aged giant had little wish for conversation, but he ventured one more query.
“Permit me just one other question, your Reverence,” he said politely, and saw the man’s eyes return from his abstraction and focus on him. Coolly, attentively, they looked at him.
“Do you by any chance know where Father Dion, called Dion Pugil, may be found?”
The stranger’s brows contracted and his eyes became a trace colder.
“I know him,” he said curtly.
“You know him?” Joseph exclaimed. “Oh, then tell me, for it is to Father Dion I am journeying.”
From his superior height the old man scrutinized him. He took his time answering. At last he stepped backward to his tree trunk, slowly settled to the ground again, and sat leaning against the trunk in his previous position. With a slight movement of his hand he invited Joseph to sit also. Submissively, Joseph obeyed the gesture, feeling as he sat down the great weariness in his limbs; but he forgot this promptly in order to focus his full attention on the old man, who seemed lost in meditation. A trace of unfriendly sternness appeared upon his dignified countenance. But that was overlaid by another expression, virtually another face that seemed like a
