counseled by aliens in the Service-to-Self to promulgate such a disaster, he was pushed over the edge by having lost
his temper when confronting a would-be lady love, who once again rejected him. At this point he was faced with
prison, as he knew he had not covered his trail, the first shooting being an accidental outcome of an intended
intimidation. Bullies who are slight of build do not fare well in prison, so the idea of going out in a blaze of glory, posturing as an Ismail Ax, and moving on to what he assumed was his next place on another world, was more
appealing. Thus, he was not so much
Will he get his reward? When giving a Service-to-Self Call, such humans receive counseling from aliens in the Service-to-Self, who are of course looking out for themselves as much as possible also. The advice, thus, is less to the benefit of the human giving The Call than to the aliens answering The Call, but their advice is postured to seem an
advantage to the human. Encouraged to create as much heartache and sense of fear and abandonment possible in
human society, the human giving The Call is told they will have a better place in the society they are destined to
incarnate in. The ticket, of course, is something horrific, the bigger and more horrific, the better. Columbine was
children killing children. The Amish school massacre was sweet Amish girls being raped in the center of their
community. The Virginia Tech massacre had chained doors preventing escape and a certainty that those inside were
not armed to defend themselves so the lone gunman ruled, absolutely, while turning a deaf ear on all pleas. Do these
souls taking this advice actually
easily led about by the nose as to believe such a promise made would be kept would not be considered a leader in any society.
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Hawkins fit the profile of one highly in the Service-to-Self. Was it depression that caused him to drop out of high
school and fail to perform to the level of expectation at McDonalds? He resented having to do
His refusal may only have been expressed as passive resistance, not an explosion of anger, but it was nonetheless an
expression of his expectations. Life was to deliver what he needed, with no effort required on his part. Hawkins was
not mentally retarded, nor neglected as a child. He was given extensive intervention assistance by the state of
Nebraska, which repeatedly intervened during his teen years. He was not without a home, escaping the mild discipline
his family imposed on him by moving in with friends. Nor was he about to be kicked out of this new home, which was
endlessly sympathetic to him, where it was assumed he was dealing with a depression rather than an attitude problem.
Was he depressed? In that depression is rage turned inward, yes, but at no time were his life circumstances such that
he could not turn his life around. He could have obtained a high school degree, and gone forward to a local college or
job training. In all of this he would have been supported. He could have returned to his family, too, by simply
complying with a few ordinary family rules. None of
desires, promptly. That this was not forthcoming in his life was the source of his depression.
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neer-do-well, a slackard, one who did as little as possible to maintain body and soul together, and always looking for
the easy path and foisting off on others any unpleasant task. Such individuals often become drug addicts or drunkards,
blaming their failures in life on an addiction and begging for handouts. The path assumed by such individuals often is
shaped by the expectations of those of whom they are taking advantage of. If there is any physical attribute they can
use, such as a lack of good looks or intelligence or a lame foot, these attributes are endlessly emphasized as the reason for a lack of ambition in the work and school world. In an affluent setting where treatment options are endless, such an individual might quickly assume the persona of a troubled child or a depressed adult, as a cover,