He looked at me, still smiling when he said, “Nope, they most certainly can’t.” Leading Buttercup and me out of that room and glancing over his shoulder as he added, “So, what do you think? You still up for that flying lesson?”
Here’s the thing — even after I’d mastered the art of being successfully airborne, neither of us had any idea what to do about a little problem named Buttercup.
Since we couldn’t speak canine, and didn’t know the first thing about how to go about reading his mind, well, let’s just say we were totally and completely flummoxed as to how to get him off the ground.
Like everything else in my world, learning to fly all came down to one thing: Desire.
Everything ran on desire.
Nothing was exempt.
Which meant no wings were necessary.
(Though some people happened to like the way they looked so much they wore them anyway. Which is how, according to Bodhi, that whole angel-with-wings thing got started.)
But still, in the end, it all came down to just how badly you wanted something.
Just how well you could imagine yourself having it and/or doing it.
And just how much you believed you truly could have it and/or do it.
It was simple.
Easy peasy.
All you had to do was know how to manifest it.
But the question was: Could a dog actually manifest something?
Something as foreign to them as flying would be?
And almost more importantly, why would Buttercup evenwant to pretend he was a bird gliding from tree branch to tree branch, when he so clearly loved being a dog?
But then, when I thought about it, really thought long and hard about it, I remembered the growing number of times I’d found him in his own little self-made nirvana — surrounded by piles of his favorite brand of doggie biscuits as he napped in a solitary warm patch of sun that hadn’t been there a few moments earlier.
And at that moment I knew just what it would take to get him to take flight.
All we had to do was find a way to make Buttercup want to fly.
Otherwise, one of us was going to have to carry him all the way to London.
We were in one of the many gardens of Warmington Castle, having decided to use the one with the maze and the tangle of roses as a sort of runway. Even though I’d warned Bodhi that if I failed to launch, and ended up all snarled up in those sharp, thorny rosebushes instead, he’d never hear the end of it.
But he just laughed, that good-natured, wonderful tinkling sound of a laugh he’d definitely held firmly in check just a little while before, but after releasing the Wailing Woman, he seemed to use freely.
I guess his fear of failure, of possibly being demoted and all, is what made him so grumpy and serious.
And, after he explained it to me, well, it seemed he had good reason.
That wasn’t his first go-round with the Wailing Woman.
He’d been there before.
Went with his own guide, who, by the way, he still firmly refuses to either name or describe but who he swears I’ll get to meet someday — maybe(he put major emphasis on the maybe) — if and when(again, emphasis) he feels that I’ve earned it. Though he totally failed to elaborate on just how I might go about doing that.
But anyway, the way he told it, the first time he approached her, he took one look into those horrible, bottomless eyes of hers and hotfooted right down the stairs, through the corridor, down the other stairs, and bippidy blah blah, until he found his way outside in the garden, white as a sheet, and gasping for dear life (yep, even though he was already dead).
The second time, he knew he could not possibly behave like that again, not if he ever wanted to get his
“glow on” (a term he also put great emphasis on, yet even though I pressed him, he completely refused to explain it to me), and so, when she turned and met his gaze, he didn’t hold back even though he really, really wanted to.
He also didn’t scream and go running out of that room.
Instead, he just dove right in, determined to swallow her grief and prove he could do it.
But, as soon as he started, he was so overwhelmed by her unending despair, he just spit it right back out at her, watching it drip and cling until she was able to absorb it back in.
And just after that, he was marched (so to speak) right back to the Here & Now where he was urged to enroll in some advanced classes on tolerance and compassion, where he finally grew and learned enough to graduate from his level, and move on to a higher level, where he was then urged to take on the not-so-easy task of guiding a spunky, snappy, snarky, slightly rebellious (his words, not mine) twelve-year-old girl who’d recently had her life ripped right out from under her.
Then when (not to mention if!) he gets a good handle on me, well, they told him that maybe, they just might consider letting him go for round three in the match of Bodhi versus the Wailing Woman.
All of which means we weren’t even supposed to be at Warmington Castle in the first place.
Apparently there was an entirely different ghost all picked out and ready for me to, er, coax and convince its way to the bridge.
But, as Bodhi pointed out, as soon as he laid eyes on me, as soon as I took one look at him and deemed him dorky guy, well that’s when he knew I could handle the Radiant Boy — or Boys, as it turned out.
And if, in the end, I couldn’t, he figured I’d have the perfect opportunity to help myself to a nice big slice of the humble pie he claimed I so sorely deserved.
So yeah, maybe we were both feeling a little happy with ourselves.
A little “chuffed” as they say in jolly old England.
But why wouldn’t we?
We’d just accomplished what those in charge, namely the members of the Council, were pretty much sure that we couldn’t.
We’d both greatly succeeded, where a whole host of others had failed.
And all we were left with was the deceptively simple task of getting my sweet yellow Lab off the ground so we could go celebrate our mutual success in London.
But the thing about Buttercup is, no matter how cute and sweet and well behaved he might be, he’s also kind of a wuss (as evidenced by the way he ran from the Radiant Boy, leaving me alone to defend myself).
Not to mention how he’s kind of lazy too.
Because when Bodhi had the (what I thought at the time to be brilliant) idea of tossing his favorite brand of dog biscuits into the air in an attempt to convince him to soar after them, Buttercup just licked his chops, closed his eyes, and manifested his own pile of dog biscuits without so much as moving an inch.
So after several test runs of me soaring around the garden, buzzing my way through the maze with my hair streaming behind me and the wind howling at my cheeks, as Buttercup chased underneath me, barking and tail wagging like crazy — I realized something else about Buttercup.
He’s domesticated.
A bona fide companion animal.
And what he hates more than anything in the world is to be left on his own for too long.
So when I called for Bodhi to join me, urging him to soar alongside me as we headed straight toward London without once looking back, to commit so fully to the mission that Buttercup would think we were never planning to return — he agreed.
Our reasoning being that there was only one way for him to join us on our trip, and that was for him to fly right alongside us.
There would be no carrying allowed.
So, we took off.
Both of us getting a good running start (not because it was necessary, but because it was fun).
