Chapter 33
'I really didn't think anyone would be so foolish as to think he could deceive the zelandonia like that,' the huge woman said. She and Ayla were sitting together in the large structure that was used by the zelandonia for a variety of purposes. 'Thank you for bringing these things to me.' She paused. 'You did know Madroman was the one who brought down all the difficulties on Jondalar and me? When he was young and I was his donii-woman?'
'Jondalar told me about it. Isn't that why he's missing his front teeth? Because Jondalar hit him?' Ayla asked.
'He did more than hit him. It was terrible. He became so violent, it took several men to stop him, and he was hardly more than a child then. That was the main reason Jondalar was sent away. He's learned to control himself now, but then his feelings, his anger and fury, were overpowering. I don't think he even knew what he was doing to Madroman. It was like something else had got inside of him and pushed his elan out; he was beside himself.' The woman once known as Zolena closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and shook her head at the memory.
Ayla didn't know what to say, but the story disturbed her. She had seen Jondalar jealous and upset, but never that angry.
'It was probably for the best that someone brought it to the attention of the zelandonia. I had let it go too far,' the First said, 'but Madroman didn't do it because it was the right thing to do. He had watched us secretly and did it because he was jealous of Jondalar. But you can understand why I was beginning to wonder if I was letting personal feelings interfere with my judgment.'
'I don't believe you would do that,' Ayla said.
'I hope not. I've had my doubts about Madroman for some time. I think he lacks … something … a certain quality that is necessary to Serve The Mother, but he was admitted for training before I was First. When I originally questioned him about his call, I felt his story was too contrived. Several others thought the same, but some zelandonia wanted to give him every benefit. He's been an Acolyte for so long, and he has yearned to be zelandoni from the beginning. That's why I felt it best to begin with an informal questioning; he has not had his final testing yet. These things you brought may help bring out the truth. That is all I want. He may have a good explanation for them. If so, then he will certainly be acknowledged, but if he is feigning his 'call', we need to know.'
'What will you do to him if the words he says are not true?'
'There isn't much we can do, except to forbid him from using any of the knowledge he gained as an Acolyte, and tell his Cave about it. He will be disgraced, and that is hard punishment to bear, but there are no penalties. He really didn't harm anyone or commit any offence, except to lie. Maybe lying should be punishable, but I'm afraid everyone would have to be punished, then,' Zelandoni said.
'Clan people don't lie. They can't. With their way of speaking, it's always known, so they never learned how,' Ayla said.
'That's what you have said before. I sometimes wish that were so with us,' the Donier said. 'That's one reason the zelandonia never allow an Acolyte to be present when we initiate a new zelandoni. It doesn't happen often, but every once in a while one tries to take a shortcut. It never works. We have ways of finding out.'
Several of the zelandonia had come into the shelter while they were talking, including the visiting Zelandonia from the south who were still there. They were both curious and fascinated with the similarities and differences that the distance between them had created. They all chatted casually until everyone was there; then the large woman stood up, went to the entrance, and talked with a couple of newly initiated Zelandonia who were guarding the summer lodge to make sure no one tried to get close enough to listen. Ayla looked around the large summer dwelling.
The double-walled circular construction of vertical panels that enclosed the space was similar to the sleeping lodges, but larger. The movable interior panels had been stacked near the outer walls, in between the raised sleeping places that circled the large space, forming a single large room. Many of the mats that covered the ground were woven with intricate beautiful patterns, and various pads, pillows, and stools used for seating were scattered around near several low tables of various sizes. Most of them were graced with simple oil lamps, usually made of sandstone or limestone, that were lit day and night inside the windowless shelter.
Zelandoni closed the entrance flap and tied it shut, then walked back and sat down on a raised stool in the middle of the group. 'Since it's so late in the season, and your call was rather unexpected, I think the choice should be yours, Ayla. Do you want to submit to informal questioning first? That can be easier to begin with, to get you used to the process. Or do you want a full formal testing?' the One Who Was First To Serve The Mother asked.
Ayla closed her eyes and bowed her head. 'If we just talk about it informally, I'll have to go through it again, won't I?' she asked.
'Yes, of course.'
She thought about the baby she had lost, and felt a stab of grief. She really didn't want to talk about it at all. 'It was … hard,' she said. 'I don't want to go over it again and again. I think I was called. If not, I want to know as much as anyone. Can we just go ahead with it?'
A fire was burning in a fireplace that was slightly off-centre toward the back of the fairly large round space, but the smoke found its way out of the central hole. Water was steaming in a waterbag that had been stretched across a frame and placed directly over the fire. The not-quite-waterproof, partially cured leather from a large animal seeped just enough so that it would not catch fire. The cooking skin had been used before. The outside was blackened and the bottom somewhat shrunk and misshapen from, in effect, being cooked by the boiling water inside and the fire outside, but it was an effective pot for keeping liquid simmering over the hot coals in the hearth.
The One Who Was First took a large pinch of some dried green plant material from a woven bowl and dropped it on the simmering water, then added three more pinches. The rather rank odour it gave off as it steamed was familiar to Ayla. The herb was datura and had not only been used by Iza, the Clan medicine woman who had cared for her, and trained her, it had also been used by the Mog-ur in special ceremonies with the men of the Clan. Ayla was very aware of its effects. She also knew it was not very prevalent in their immediate region. That meant it must have come from some distance away, making it rare and valuable.
'What is the name of that in Zelandonii?' Ayla asked, pointing at the dried material.
'It doesn't have a name in Zelandonii, and the foreign name is hard to pronounce,' the First said. 'We just call it the Southeast Tea.'
'Where do you get it?'
'From our visiting Doniers of the Southern Cave, the Twenty-fourth, from the same person who gave you the herbs we were going to experiment with together. They live near the border of the territory of another people, and have more contact with their neighbours than they do with us. They even exchange mates. I'm surprised they haven't decided to affiliate, but they are fiercely independent, and take pride in their Zelandonii heritage. I don't even know what the plant looks like, or if it's more than one,' the First explained.
Ayla smiled. 'I do. It's one of the first plants I ever learned about from Iza. I've heard several names for it, datura, stink leaf; the Mamutoi have a name that would translate as thorn apple. It's tall, rather coarse, with large strong-smelling leaves. It has big white — sometimes purple — flowers, shaped like funnels that flare out, and bears round prickly, thorny fruits. All parts of it are useful, including the roots. If used wrong, it can make people behave strangely, and of course, it can be fatally poisonous.'
All the assembled zelandonia were suddenly very interested, especially the visitors. They were surprised that the young woman they had met earlier in the summer knew so much about it.
'Have you seen it around here?' Zelandoni of the Eleventh asked.
'No, I haven't,' Ayla said, 'and I have been looking for it. I had some with me when I came. But it's gone and I'd like to replace it. It's very useful.'
'How do you use it?' the visiting Donier pressed.
'It's a soporific; prepared one way, it can be used as an anaesthetic, or when made another way, to help people relax, but it can be very dangerous. It was used by the Mog-urs of the Clan for sacred ceremonies,' Ayla said. It was just these kinds of discussions that she loved best about being in the zelandonia.
'Do different parts of the plant have different uses, or different effects?' Zelandoni of the Third asked.
'I think we should put aside these questions for now,' the First interjected. 'We are here for a different purpose.'
