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It was open when I touched it, and I held to it in the twilight. I wasn't crying, and I tried to stop, watching the girls coming along in the twilight. I wasn't crying.
'There he is.'
They stopped.
'He cant get out. He wont hurt anybody, anyway. Come on.'
'I'm scared to. I'm scared. I'm going to cross the street.'
'He cant get out.'
I wasn't crying.
'Dont be a fraid cat. Come on.'
They came on in the twilight. I wasn't crying, and I held to the gate.
They came slow.
'I'm scared.'
'He wont hurt you. I pass here every day. He just runs along the fence.'
They came on. I opened the gate and they stopped, turning. I was trying to say, and I caught her, trying to say, and she screamed and I was trying to say and trying arid the bright shapes began to stop and I tried to get out. I tried to get it off of my face, but the bright shapes were going again. They were going up the hill to where it fell away and I tried to cry. But when I breathed in, I couldn't breathe out again to cry, and I tried to keep from falling off the hill and I fell off the hill into the bright, whirling shapes.
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They came to the flag. He took it out and they hit, then he put the flag back.
'Mister.' Luster said.
He looked around. 'What.' he said.
'Want to buy a golf ball.' Luster said.
'Let's see it.' he said. He came to the fence and Luster reached the ball through.
'Where'd you get it.' he said.
'Found it.' Luster said.
'I know that.' he said. 'Where. In somebody's golf bag.'
'I found it laying over here in the yard.' Luster said. 'I'll take a quarter for it.'
'What makes you think it's yours.' he said.
'I found it.' Luster said.
'Then find yourself another one.' he said. He put it in his pocket and went away.
'I got to go to that show tonight.' Luster said.
'That so. ' he said. He went to the table. 'Fore caddie.' he said. He hit.
'I'll declare.' Luster said. 'You fusses when you dont see them and you fusses when you does. Why cant you hush. Dont you reckon folks gets tired of listening to you all the time. Here. You dropped your jimson weed.' He picked it up and gave it back to me. 'You needs a new one. You bout wore that one out.' We stood at the fence and watched them.
'That white man hard to get along with.' Luster said. 'You see him take my ball.' They went on. We went on along the fence. We came to the garden and we couldn't go any further. I held to the fence and looked through the flower spaces. They went away.
'Now you aint got nothing to moan about.' Luster said. 'Hush up. I the one got something to moan over, you aint. Here. Whyn't you hold on to that weed. You be bellering about it next.' He gave me the flower. 'Where you heading now.
Our shadows were on the grass. They got to the trees before we did. Mine got there first. Then we got there, and then the shadows were gone. There was a flower in the bottle. I put the other flower in it.
'Aint you a grown man, now. Luster said. 'Playing with two weeds in a bottle. You know what they going to do with you when Miss Cahline die. They going to send you to Jackson, where you belong. Mr Jason say so. Where you can hold the bars all day long with the rest of the looneys and slobber. How you like that.'
Luster knocked the flowers over with his hand. 'That's what they'll do to you at Jackson when you starts bellering.'
I tried to pick up the flowers. Luster picked them up, and they went away. I began to cry.
'Beller.' Luster said. 'Beller. You want something to beller about. All right, then. Caddy.' he whispered. 'Caddy. Beller now. Caddy.'
'Luster.' Dilsey said from the kitchen.
The flowers came back.
'Hush.' Luster said. 'Here they is. Look. It's fixed back just like it was at first. Hush, now.'
'You, Luster.' Dilsey said.
'Yessum.' Luster said. 'We coming. You done played hell. Get up.' He jerked my arm and I got up. We went out of the trees. Our shadows were gone.
'Hush.' Luster said. 'Look at all them folks watching you. Hush.'
'You bring him on here.' Dilsey said. She came down the steps.
'What you done to him now.' she said.
'Aint done nothing to him.' Luster said. 'He just started bellering.'
'Yes you is.' Dilsey said. 'You done something to him. Where you been.'
'Over yonder under them cedars.' Luster said.
'Getting Quentin all riled up.' Dilsey said. 'Why cant you keep him away from her. Dont you know she dont like him where she at.'
'Got as much time for him as I is.' Luster said. 'He aint none of my uncle.'
'Dont you sass me, nigger boy.' Dilsey said.
'I aint done nothing to him.' Luster said. 'He was playing there, and all of a sudden he started bellering.'
'Is you been projecking with his graveyard.' Dilsey said.
'I aint touched his graveyard.' Luster said.
'Dont lie to me, boy.' Dilsey said. We went up the steps and into the kitchen. Dilsey opened the firedoor and drew a chair up in front of it and I sat down. I hushed.
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