'When a warrior runs from his commander,' he said ominously, 'he is punished. Are you ready for your punishment, Shaye?'
CHAPTER 19
VALERIAN ESCORTED BRENNA to Shivawn without a word. The warrior accepted her with a frown and a muttered, 'Thank you, great king,' and then they were off. Shaye had never been so nervous. This was the first time Valerian had ever projected such bleak fury in her direction.
And yet, she was oddly relieved that she'd failed to escape.
'Go back to your duties,' Valerian growled to the soldiers watching in the hallway.
His men jumped into motion, looking anywhere but at his naked form. Looking anywhere but at Shaye, who was carted unceremoniously over his shoulder. 'Valer—'
'Do not speak,' he snapped at her.
'Valerian,' she persisted. 'I told you I would try to escape. You can't say I didn't warn you. At least I didn't lie to you. We'll always be honest with each other, remember?'
'I gave you what you wanted, Shaye. I did not press you to make love, and yet you ran from me.' Valerian still couldn't believe her daring. He stalked to his room and tossed her onto the bed. She gasped. He stood in place, staring down at her. She didn't try to run again, just watched him warily.
Light as she was, carrying her shouldn't have affected him. But he was panting. His arms fell to his sides, and he realized just how quickly he was losing strength.
He needed sex.
He needed Shaye.
He'd felt her watching him during his bath. Had smelled her desire for him. He'd thought victory was within his grasp. And then she'd run. Run! Was the thought of welcoming him into her body that abhorrent to her?
'The time has come,' he said darkly.
She scrambled to the far edge of the bed, as if the spell of motionlessness she'd been under had lifted with his words. He continued to stare down at her. Her overlarge shirt gaped open, revealing succulent hints of her breasts.
'Let's talk about this,' she said nervously.
'You tried to escape me. The time for conversation is over.'
'Couples should always make time to chat.'
One brow winged up. 'We are a couple now?'
She kept her gaze on his chest, not daring to look down, where he was thick and ready. He watched a tremble sweep through her. In fear? In desire? Something inside him lurched. He sighed heavily. Would she always tie him in knots? He tried a different approach.
'You look so beautiful on my bed, moon, with your hair draped over your shoulders, your legs stretched in front of you. But... '
'But?' she prompted, frowning.
'But you will look even better on me.' He let his knees fall on the mattress, followed by his hands. Slowly he crawled forward.
Eyes wide, she tried to scoot back even farther. The wall blocked any escape. 'Stop,' she said. She sounded breathless. Eager. 'Just stop.'
'You feel the connection between us, I know you do.'
Her teeth ground together, and a flash of something dark settled over her expression. 'So what if I do?' she snapped. 'That doesn't mean I want to sleep with you.'
'Innocent moonbeam, neither of us will be sleeping.' His gaze swept over her, and he suddenly wished he possessed the fire of the dragons so he could burn away her clothing. 'I know you have never been with a man, but have you ever engaged in love play?'
Stubborn as always, she pressed her lips together. 'That's none of your business.'
'I do not smell any man on you, not even the faintest hint.'
'I—I lied to you earlier, okay.' She studied her nails, yawned with exaggeration. 'I've been with lots of men. Thousands.'
He paused, his hands on either side of her knees. That she didn't try to kick him was more telling than she probably knew. Some part of her wanted him.
She flicked a piece of lint off her shirt. 'I
'I am sorry that I do not come to you pure.' Nymphs never saved themselves for their mates; they were too sexual, their needs too great. But now he wished to the gods that he'd waited for her. 'Perhaps every other woman was merely practice for the day I met you.'
She swallowed, bit her lip. Her nipples hardened beneath the shirt, and she could no longer pretend boredom. 'That's, like, the corniest line I've ever heard.'
'It is true nonetheless.' Blood heated to a sizzle inside his veins. Possessiveness and pride stormed him as surely as his army stormed castles. No man had ever sneaked past this woman's cool facade to discover the passion underneath, but he was close. So close to victory.
He crawled the rest of the way up her body, placing them nose to nose. 'Was I right? Is that why you have denied me? Why you've denied yourself?' he asked, placing the softest of kisses on her lush mouth. 'Because you have not known a man?'
Her mouth parted on a gasp—perhaps a sigh. 'Don't... don't fool yourself.' She ran her tongue over her lips. 'I want no part of you. That's why I denied you.' Again she sounded breathless. Needy.
'I think you want
'You're delusional.'
'Or perhaps I'm more perceptive than you are comfortable with.'
Her eyes narrowed, hiding the emotion banked in their depths. 'Are we going to talk all day or are you going to get this seduction routine over with?'
As she uttered those last words, he reached out and palmed the fullness of her breast. Her eyes closed, her hips arched slightly. A look of divine pleasure blanketed her expression.
'We can get it over with,' he said. 'But are you sure you want it to end quickly?'
'I... I don't know,' she breathed.
'Tell me to leave you right now, and I will. Tell me.'
She opened her mouth but said nothing.
'Tell me to leave, Shaye. I will
Again, not a word. Satisfaction speared him. He plucked at her nipple with his fingertips. 'Do you hate me when I do this?'
A moan shuddered past her lips. 'It feels... it feels terrible.'
Gods, he loved seeing her cheeks pinken with arousal. 'Just think how much worse it will feel when I suck this hard little morsel into my mouth.'
She groaned, a sound so laden with need he responded on a primal level, his muscles clenching, his bones vibrating. When he removed his hand—only for the barest of seconds—her groan became a growl. He slid his fingers under her shirt, gliding over the smooth skin of her stomach, surely the softest, sweetest flesh he'd ever encountered.
Her features clouded with rapture, and she trembled.
'Does this make you shudder in revulsion?' he asked, strained. His fingertip brushed the underside of her breast.