'Utterly,' she gasped.
'Me, too. Oh, me, too. See, I'm shaking with the force of my disgust.'
'It's the... worst thing... ever,' she said, panting.
His body was like a live wire, she realized, and then her mind went blank, consumed only with pleasure as his hand closed over her bare breast. Instinctively she parted her legs, a silent invitation for him to pin her completely.
He didn't accept. In fact, he lifted slightly.
She almost cursed him.
With his other hand, he inched up the hem of her shirt. 'If I cover you, I'll take you,' he explained. 'I need to see you first.'
'Yes,' she said, wondering who this passionate creature was. Not Shaye, surely. She wasn't concerned with either of their pasts, wasn't concerned with what would happen once the loving was finished as she lifted her hips to make it easier for him. His bare erection rubbed against her. Absolute pleasure. Total sensation.
He hissed in a breath, and she did the same. Despite the clothing she still wore, it felt as if he touched the core of her. 'Mmm, yes,' she said. 'I like. No, hate. I hate.'
Her stomach tightened, quivered. Unable to stop herself, she did it again, purposefully this time, and caressed herself against his cock. Valerian sucked in another breath. He jerked her top over her head, freeing her breasts for his gaze.
'I have to taste them. Have to have those sweet little beads in my mouth.'
Shaye shouldn't let things go any further, but curiosity was getting the better of her. At least, she was calling the unquenchable desire to feel him slide and pump and grind inside her
Valerian closed his fingers over her wrist. 'What are you thinking about?'
'Passion,' she admitted. 'Sex.'
'Look at me.'
She didn't think to disobey. Her gaze jerked to him, and she stilled, amazed by what she saw. He was drinking in the sight of her breasts as if they were the most beautiful things he'd ever beheld. As if her too-pale skin and her average-size breasts topped his Christmas list.
'I am thinking that I have never seen a more wondrous sight. Your loveliness captivates me,' he said, his tone reverent.
'But you've been with a thousand women,' she reminded him softly. 'A thousand times more beautiful than me.'
'None are more beautiful than you, love.'
'I'm nothing,' she insisted. 'I'm—'
'Everything.' One of his hands cupped her jaw, and his thumb caressed the side of her face. He forced her to look at him, to
It was too astonishing to believe and yet, it was everything she'd ever wanted to hear. People just didn't say things like that to her. Tears stung her eyes, and she scrubbed them away. She'd always prided herself on her independence, on her lack of need for another's approval. But until this moment, she hadn't realized how incredible approval could actually be. How powerful it could make her feel.
He was poised above her, his big, hard body illuminated by a golden glow of light. Muscles bunched, strength and arousal exuded from him in mouthwatering waves. His stomach was ripped and hard. His penis stretched toward her center, so thick, so hard, reaching for her. The heavy weight of his testicles was surrounded by a sprinkling of golden hair.
The sight of him, this god of beauty and sex, made her breathless. 'You—' she cleared her throat '—aren't bad-looking, either,' she said. She'd never given a man a compliment before; she always shoved them out of her life as quickly as they entered.
His lips twitched. 'I am glad you do not find me ugly, for you are everything I've ever needed.'
Inch by agonizing inch, he lowered his head. A gasp of anticipation caught in her windpipe. His mouth closed over her nipple, surrounding it with moist heat. When his tongue flicked back and forth against the pearled bud, her hand tangled in his hair, holding his head in place. He kneaded her other breast with his hand, and the double sensation had her hips writhing.
'Did I not promise you it would feel terrible?'
'Awful, just awful. Don't stop.' Wait. She'd meant to tell him to stop. Things were getting out of hand.
'You make me feel feverish, as if my very life depends on you.' He sucked hard, and she groaned at the pleasure/pain of it, then he licked away the sting and she moaned at the heady bliss. 'When a nymph makes love, he becomes completely absorbed in the act, ferocious and bestial. Nothing else matters except his woman.'
Growling, she wrapped her legs around his waist, locked her ankles and jerked him on top of her. All of his weight—blissful. She savored, reveled in the exquisite press of him. Basked in her first true taste of capitulation. No more denying her needs, no more ignoring her secret wants.
'Shaye?' he said, his voice hoarse. He closed his eyes in sweet surrender, his expression entranced, shocked, awed.
'Valerian.'
He nipped at her collarbone, licked up and down her neck. His hand worked at the waist of her pants. His fingers glided past them, under her panties, and through her fine tuft of pubic hair.
She nearly screamed as she arched her hips to urge him further.
'Most women think this is the most pleasure-receptive place on their bodies.' His fingers pinched her clitoris lightly. He was sweating, trying to go slowly when she wanted him fast.
With that one touch, she almost reached the gates of paradise. So close to climax... so close... 'They'd be right,' she managed on a pant.
'No, they are wrong.' He slid a finger through her damp folds and into the very heat of her. 'Small,' he said, strained. 'Tight. Wonderful.'
Had she thought she'd neared paradise before? Not even close. Her feminine walls clamped around him, holding him captive. In and out he moved. Slowly. Sheer torture. She gasped and gasped and gasped.
'Some women think this rhythm is the cause of their desire.'
'Are they... wrong, too?' Holy hell, she was on fire. Her cells were traveling through her bloodstream at full speed, scorching everything in their path.
'Oh, yes. They are wrong.'
He continued sliding those fingers into her, and her stomach coiled, tensed; her leg muscles quivered around him. Orgasm teetered on the sweet brink of arrival. 'Valerian,' she beseeched.
'Oh, how I like my name on your lips.' His thumb brushed her clitoris.
Her head thrashed from side to side. She burned, so hot, nearing explosion. 'Show me the most pleasure- receptive place on a woman's body.' She had to come. Had to... would die... soon...
'For a kiss,' he said, wanting to bargain even now. 'I'll give you the world for a single kiss.'
Without hesitation, she meshed her lips into his. The moment his tongue collided with hers, his taste filled her mouth. The exquisite sensations between her legs intensified. She unlocked her ankles, letting her knees fall apart and onto the bed, spreading her wide open for whatever he might do.
Lost in passion, that was Shaye. She was exactly what she'd feared: a slave to it, desperate for it. But she didn't care. The kiss was hard and hot and only became harder and hotter. Tongues battled, teeth clashed.