– OK.
He took a few photos of me earlier and scanned them into the computer. He’s already digitally removed the bruises and cuts from my face and now he starts laying in various styles and shades of blond hair. I’ve moved my chair close so I can peek over his shoulder. He is good. He’s really fucking good.
– So, for the passport, I’m giving you a little buzz thing and how about thismoppy thing for the license?
I just watch while he moves things around with his mouse and occasionally pushes a button. He gets up and goes over to a set of large printers. He feeds a small sheet of plasticized cardboard into one.
– Those will burn for a while. So, let’s do some work on you.
He leads me to a corner of the shop concealed behind a heavy rubber drape on ceiling tracks, like in a hospital. He pulls back the drape to reveal a bathroom. He switches on more lights and looks at me again.
– You’re stuck with the bruises. I could put some makeup on them, but it wouldn’t last very long. Leave them alone and if anyone asks, tell them you were in a car accident. Tell them you got rear-ended and smacked the steering wheel with your face. The hair I want to change. That fuzz is too dark for the blond I gave you in the photos. We can’t match the color exactly, but we can bleach it so it looks like you’re trying to be hip or something. You ever bleach your hair before?
– No.
– It hurts, gonna burn your scalp like hell.
It does hurt.Quite a bit.
My name is John. John Peter Carlyle. Billy made me write it out a couple hundred times before he’d let me sign it on the documents. He said I needed to work at it to make it look natural. And it does, it looks great, it all looks great. Billy has everything laid out on a table and he explains it all to me while he takes sips of Dr Pepper from a two-liter bottle.
– The passport and the license should get you through any kind of airport thing and past any border. I put stamps for Mexico, Canada and France in the passport to give you a little travel history, backdated everything and distressed it all so it looks like you’ve had it for a while. The problem is,there’s no backup identity in any of the official computers. If a cop or someone actually runs your name through a computer or tries to zip that driver’s license, it’s gonna come up blank and the jig will be up, so don’t let it happen. Got that?
Bud is back in my lap. I scratch his ears and nod.
– OK.Now, the credit cards? Those are different. I do most of my business in high-end plastic. Carlyle is a fake identity, but he has an actual credit history. You could use those cards and as long as you paid the bills, you could just hang on to them. Don’t. Use them for plane ticketscuz they look for people booking last-minute trips in cash. Use them for the tickets,then get rid of them. You got a wallet?
– No.
He digs in a crate under the table and pulls out two cardboard boxes. One is filled with used wallets, the other with photos.
– Take a wallet. Bend it around, twist it up a bit. Also take a couple pictures. Don’t go crazy,cuz if someone asks you who’s in the picture, you need to be able to answer. Carlyle is single according to his credit applications, so take a girlfriend and maybe a nice middle-aged couple to be your folks, but no kids.
I sift through the photos in the box. I find one of a pretty brunette leaning against a tree. I find another of a couple in their early sixties standing in a kitchen somewhere, looking happy.
– And give meall your old ID. Carry that shit around and you’ll end up giving it to some teller, she asks for a second piece of ID to cash a check.
I hand himall my ID, everything that says Henry Thompson.
– Don’t talk to people, but don’t be rude. If they ask you where you’re from, say New York. Keep the details to a minimum and don’t improvise. You get on a plane, tell some hag in the next seat you live on West Eighty- second, next thing you know, she lives there, too. Give her a bogus address, turns out it’s hers. Then you got to kill the bitch or something. Best bet, wear that Walkman and don’t play it too loud and no one will fuck with you. And don’t try to fly in those clothes; they reek.
I tell him thank you and collect the papers and plastic: passport, driver’s license, Social Security, gym membership, bank card, library card, Blockbuster membership. I put Bud in the bag and head for the door, followed by Billy. He stands aside to let me into the little exit hall.
– You should get rid of the cat.
I stare at him.
– You’re carrying around a cat, man. I can give you papers and bleach the hair, but you’re still a dude walking around with a cat and that’s a pretty big fucking identifying feature. “Did you notice anything unusual about the man?” “Weeelll… He was carrying a cat, if that’s any help, Officer.” Get what I mean? Leave the cat here. I’ll take care ofit, I know a chick who digs cats.
– I can’t.
He looks me over like I’m just about the stupidest sack of shit he’s ever seen.
– Some mad dog. OK, look: It’s dark out and it’s supposed to rain some. Plus, with the big game, there shouldn’t be a lot of people out tonight. You try to stay away from bright public places and, uh, keep the cat in the bag.
– Great.
I open the outer door. Sure enough, it smells like rain and I can feel the muscles in my damaged calf starting to cramp. I scratch at my head; it itches and burns from the bleach job.
– I’ll send you more cash when the dust clears.
– Whatever. Look, don’t scratch like that or it’ll scab up, look like shit and feel even worse.
I stop scratching.
– Thanks.
– No problem. Well, you go get ’em,Maddog.
I let the door fall closed behind me. John Peter Carlyle and I head for the L train back to Manhattan.Me, myself and my cat.
The asshole in the seat across from mine won’t stop looking at me. He’s got a goddamn magazine. Why doesn’t he just fucking read it? He’ll look at it for a couple seconds, then glance up and check me out again. Fuck! I’ve got my Walkman and my sunglasses and my new blond hair and myreeky clothes and this guy just can’t take his eyes off of me. He looks at me again and I stare right back at him. He puts his eyes in his magazine,then glances back up to find me still staring at him. He looks back down.
– Hey.
He keeps his face in the magazine, I think it’s
– Hey!
Man, he can really read that magazine when he wants to.
– Hey, you.Scorsese.
He looks up a little.
– Yeah, you. You got a problem?
He looks back at his magazine.
– Hey. I said, “Do you have a problem?”
He doesn’t look up, but he mumbles something.
– What was that? I didn’t hear that.
– I don’t have a problem.
– So then mind your own business and don’t stare at people. It’s rude.
He gives a tiny nod and keeps his eyes locked on the page in front of him. I stare at him for a few more seconds,then take a quick look around the car. Passengers with something to look at are doing so and the ones without are either staring off into space or have their eyes closed. No one will look at me or that other guy for the rest of the trip. My heart goes BANG-BANG-BANG!
The train passes under the East River and stops at First Avenue in the heart of my neighborhood. The guy with the magazine and several other passengers get off, but I see him and a few of the others board the next car down.Trying to get away from the smelly freak. I watch the people getting on the train, fearing a familiar face, but I don’t recognize anyone. Most of the new passengers are wet. The rain must have started up.
The train moves on. I think about the chase last night, on this train, through these same stops. I still don’t
