Married Under the Italian Sun

‘Then why doesn’t she call me any more?’ he asked sadly.

‘She’s probably on her way here to see you,’ Angel said desperately.

‘That’s what I keep thinking, but she never comes.’

She could hardly bear it when Sam said that. Later, when he was having his afternoon nap, Angel slipped out of the house and ran to the lemon terraces, where she knew Vittorio would be. It was a place she usually avoided after her fall, but today nothing mattered except to talk to him, and she climbed hurriedly down.

Taking one look at her face, Vittorio said not a word, but held her in his arms until she stopped shaking.

‘Was it very bad today?’ he asked.

‘He was telling me about his granddaughter, how much he loves her and-and how hurt he is that she doesn’t come to see him. And all the time he’s sitting looking at me-and he doesn’t know me.’

‘But he will,’ Vittorio said. ‘You told me yourself that this happens sometimes, but then his memory comes back. You have to hang on for those moments.’

‘I know, I know. It’s just-’

‘Why don’t you take a day off? We’ll drive, just have a few hours together.’

‘I couldn’t leave him alone.’

‘He’s not alone. He’s got the lads, and you know he’s fine with them.’

‘He’s better with them than he is with me,’ Angel sighed. ‘But still…’

What made her decide in the end was that Roy said much the same thing.

‘All the time you’re with him you’re tense,’ he told her. ‘He can sense it, and it makes him tense too. You should take a few hours off, go and do some shopping.’

‘I’ll think about it.’

When Sam greeted her next morning, still with no sign of recognition, she took a deep breath and announced that she was going out for a while. She almost ran to where Vittorio had told her he would be in the garden.

As soon as he saw her coming he understood. By the time she reached the place where he’d parked his shabby car, he was holding the door open for her as elegantly as a chauffeur with a limousine.

‘What is the padrona’s pleasure?’ he enquired, getting behind the wheel.

‘You can stop that padrona nonsense, and just take me to a coffee shop.’

‘As the padrona wishes.’

‘I’m warning you.’

He grinned and started up.

Amalfi stood at the foot of the cliffs, a little town that went back more than a thousand years. Once it had been an important trading centre, economically way ahead of the rest of Italy, and an independent republic until the twelfth century. Now, although its great trading days were past, it still flourished, attracting visitors who fell in love with the beauty of its picturesque streets and the pleasures to be found on its beach.

Vittorio found a little coffee shop and plied Angel with ice-cream sundaes, as though she were a child on a treat. While she was eating, he said, ‘Wait here,’ and went outside, returning a moment later with a glossy magazine.

‘The shop next door specialises in English publications for the tourists,’ he said, ‘and I thought it was worth a try. Your journalist friend didn’t waste any time.’

The magazine was the new edition of GlamChick, the cover sporting one of the pictures Mack had shown her of Joe with his bride on his arm. There were two tag lines, one announcing, Joe Clannan weds another beauty and the other saying, How I feel about Joe’s wedding: Angel reveals all.

‘Well, that’s a lie,’ she said indignantly. ‘I never said a thing about the wedding except the most boring platitudes.’

Vittorio was reading over her shoulder. ‘You didn’t utter boring platitudes about Gavin,’ he observed.

‘But I did.’

He began to read. “‘Angel is particularly incensed about the recent feature in which the lover she dumped-”’

‘Lover, my left foot!’ she seethed.

“‘The lover she dumped…”’ Vittorio continued, silencing her. ‘…“spoke for the first time of his heartbreak at losing her to wealthy Joe Clannan. According to Angel, Gavin is fantasising. In fact she can hardly remember him. ‘He was history before I met Joe,’ she said sweetly. ‘Not that he was ever anything much. Everything about Gavin was limited, starting with his conversation.’ Modesty prevented her enlarging on this subject, but clearly Gavin wasn’t impressive in any way.”’

Vittorio leaned back, regarding her with humorous appreciation. ‘You sure got your revenge.’

‘But I didn’t,’ she exploded. ‘I just said his conversation was limited, and they’ve dressed it up with all those suggestive hints.’

‘Never mind. Serves him right after what he said about you.’

‘Yes, I don’t feel very guilty about it either. It was clever of them to get both features in the one issue, wasn’t it? They must have moved fast.’

She studied her ‘tell-all’ piece, realising that the glossy creature in the pictures was a stranger. That was fine by her. Then she turned her attention to the wedding pictures, which she regarded with a wry smile.

‘You’re not upset?’ Vittorio asked, watching her.

‘Only by having my name associated with all that purple prose. Never mind. I got the cheque this morning. It’ll keep the wolves from the door.’

‘Perhaps you shouldn’t have given him back the jewellery,’ Vittorio observed mildly. ‘You were too generous there.’

Angel regarded him with an amusement that had a touch of the hysterical.

‘Don’t you understand Joe better than that yet? I didn’t give him back anything. He took it all out of the bank and hid it before he ever mentioned divorce.’

‘Of course. I should have thought of that.’

‘Those jewels belong to Mrs Joe Clannan, whoever she happens to be at the time. In effect, on loan. When I no longer suited his requirements, he called the loan in. Now it’s Merry’s turn.’ She looked at the picture of the smirking, diamond-laden girl. ‘Poor thing.’

‘You can feel sorry for her?’

‘She thinks she’s got it all, but she doesn’t know what’s going to hit her.’

They wandered the streets aimlessly, not heading for any particular place but happy in each other’s company. Angel had been to Amalfi several times, but always alone. Seeing it with Vittorio was different. The great tenth- century cathedral was where his parents had married, the beach was where he had played as a child.

‘You could do with a day in the sun,’ he said as they strolled along the waterfront. ‘We’ll take a boat and sail to a little cove I know where we can picnic and bathe and…’ he shrugged expressively ‘…enjoy ourselves any way we like.’

His smile brought back memories of their night together. It had been more than a week ago, and with everything in her she longed to make love with him again. But now things had changed.

‘I can’t,’ she said sadly. ‘I have to be there for Sam.’

‘But he doesn’t know you.’

‘His head might suddenly clear at any moment. I took today off, but it’ll be ages before I can do it again.’ She met his eyes. ‘Don’t think I don’t want to, because I do, but…’ She sighed. ‘When I told you everything was for Sam, I really meant it.’

He gave her a rueful grin. ‘I know you did. I guess I’m just being selfish. I don’t like it when it’s me that’s called on to make a sacrifice.’

‘You’re not the only one who feels deprived,’ she murmured. Then a thought struck her. ‘Didn’t you tell me that you live in Amalfi? If your place is near here-’

‘It isn’t,’ he said quickly. ‘It’s too far-and it isn’t tidy.’

‘As though I’d care-’

‘It’s getting late. I’ll take you home,’ he said, in a voice that brooked no refusal.

At the villa Vittorio bid Angel a civil goodnight, but wouldn’t stay for supper. He had suddenly become tense in a way she didn’t understand.